i'm back. well. jm booked out ytd. so had dinner with him. ate alot of things. cost us over $100. $20 per person. ok lah. still affordable. most important. was the fun. anyway. kelly and i broke up. and i'm damn pissed with everything now. and of course. sad and sianned. haix. she's doing me the favour to break up. wth? no comments.

blog about today first then full force ranting. woke up this morning and went to the market with my mum. took one of my jeans for altering. lol. after which, went to tampines interchange to meet up with my sis. she came down from home to meet us. went to pay some bills with her. then went shopping with my mum and sis.

my mum bought one jeans. i bought one pants and some ankle length socks. then walked around somemore before going home. then while walking to the interchange from tm. my mum saw this mouse soft toy on the floor and thought that it was a real big fat mouse. so she grabbed me and sort of screamed. it startled me abit. but when i found out that she was fooled by a soft toy. i laughed my heads off. lol. spastic sia my mum.

so after that, went home. played games until i lost track of the time. then went to meet jun jie at 5.45 pm. was supposed to meet around 5.30 pm but as usual, was late. lol. ky and belle was worse, met up with us at 6. 20 i think. lol. pro.

walked around tm again wondering what to eat. was thinking of seoul garden but its $26 plus for ytd. ki xiao. $26 plus for seoul garden? not worth it. lol. so decided to go somewhere else to eat. went all the way down to block 844 i think. its around wai kit's house. ate alot. crab, prawns, deer meat, chicken, hor fun, fried rice blah blah blah. lol. was so darn full.

walked back to tm. then slack. watch ppl close their shop. then walked annabelle home. ky, jun jie and me then went to the playground near belle's home to slack and talk. jm can't tag along cause he need to book in to camp at 7 am later on. lol. ky and jun jie listen to me rant and tried to consult and console me. haix.

anyway, some lame shit happened. justin smsed me this while we were crapping.

hey...tmr pool at eastpoint...meet at the bk there at 12 noon...plz inform me if u cmi...don't reply this msg...

lol, so we were thnking. how do we inform him if we really cmi? lol. lame sia. after that went home lor. later going out for pool again. selling my gc to kelvin at a discount price of $180. lol.

anyway. full force ranting. i don't know where to start lah ok? i don't know what happened. i was still finding a way out for us. trying my best. damn hard. haix.

i know. i can't give ppl attention at all. i'm a happy go lucky, bo chap, sit back relax and enjoy life kind of moron. i like freedom. i like being carefree. doing whatever i like. that's my personality. kelly on the other hand, is someone who needs a little more attention, is loving. so whenever i heck her and got a lil indulged in my own life and left her on her own. she will get confused and pissed at times. i can't make her happy lah. most of the time, frustration is what i gave her.

i hate this personality at times. but i can't help it. i developed this personality in this process call growing up. cause if i don't adopt this kind of attitude. i would have broke down long time ago. haix.

ok. since i'm old enough to remember anything. the only thing i remember about my still living grandpa is that he dislikes me. he will scold me whenever i'm not in the wrong. example, when i was watching american funniest home video with my siblings when they were young. my sis will scream when its damn funny. my grandpa dislikes ppl to scream. but instead of scolding my sis, i got the scolding. wth. been his punching bag since young. thats y whenever i visit my grandparents now, i only greet my grandpa and don't bother talking or socialising with him.

my grandma? no matter whatever went wrong, things spoil or what. top on her list. always is me. and when i told her it ain't me, she simply don't believe me. wakao. unfair lor. ok? but i still talk to her. cause she took care of me when i'm young.

my dad on the other hand. haix. nv like talking to me. talk to me like giving commands. then talk so nicely to my bro and sis. kena scolding, first in line. confirm me. phone bills over $90. kena scolding. sis phone bill over $100. i don't see anything. her's higher leh. i kena. win lor. what did i do wrong in my life? only my mum treats me nicely cause she knew all the shit i went through. haix.

then when i talk on the phone with kelly. my dad don't like it. then he'll scold my mum and tell her to ask me to stop talking on the phone. he got mouth don't wanna talk to me. go scold my mum for what? then my mum stuck in between. damn jia lat. always kena scolding. so i must refrain from talking to kelly. but, i will wonder if she's thinking too much or not. so go and call. mum kena again.

haix. when will i get away from this kind of life? i wanna break loose from everything for alot of times already, but whenever i thought of my mum, i will think thrice. sianned. that why i developed the happy go lucky personality. bo chap, forget things easily and fast.

so yah. to kelly, its not that i don't like you. i'm just considering on what to do. thats y i'm not so reactive and happy these few days. i'm trying to find a way out. and for the other day. i'm seriously fine. its just that i'm not happy because u are not happy. not that i'm puttin on a strong front like what u thought. not that i'm denying anything. its not the way u think and told ky. but haix. since everything ended. no use explaining. u mistook all my words.

for everything, i'm at fault. i'm sorry. i can't give u happiness. frustration and disappointment is all i know that i gave u. so yah, go on and find someone better and someone who suits u even more than me. i this kind of ppl, will only gave u headache like what i told u before. cause i can't devote 100% of my time to u and give u alot of attention. i seriously hope that u will find someone better. cause its proven i think. i'm not who u wanted.

and as for her friends who are angry with me. go ahead. u all have every right to do so. i don't expect u all to see things from my point of view. u all are not in my shoes. won't understand the shit i'm going through all the time.

and to those who will make dumb comments to me either in my cbox, through sms or online. pls save me some pain and refrain from doing it. cause i'm seriously not in the mood and will blow my top easily now. haix. think thats all liao.

thanks to the brothers who tried cheering my up. and this is a tribute to jun jie. for trying to cheer me up. lol. campfire song from spongebob squarepants in maple style. lol.

haven't been blogging about my life since 31st march liao. the april fool's day post is just a post on lyric and video of a very nice song. hmmmm. since i received the letter from temasek poly. i've been busy filling in those crap forms which almost drived me crazy. so yah. the past few days were boring. but then again, not that boring. lol. i don't know what i'm typing liao. hahahahahaha.

ok. shall start from? yah! played basketball back on 31st march. went out to play pool with justin, ky, jm, jun jie and wai kit. lol. i was late. then the moment i reached, i won justin 1 round i think. then after a few games, i went on a losing spree. wasn't in the mood to play. was troubled. so had something like a 3 to 4 games slide before winning wai kit. after that, ky wanted to go back to tampines and eat the wanton noodles, so all of us went down lor.

sat there and crap, talked about dragonboat and other stuff. crap and ate at the same time. then wait until kelly, vanda and belle to meet up with us. after we met up, everyone left for home, leaving me with 3 girls. yah. so they decided to go and look for elvis and gang.

they were slacking somewhere under a void deck. met up with them and went to play bball. wasn't really in the mood to play at first. just went in to sort of make up the number bah. played 3 on 3. alvan, elvis and chuan jie against guan hui, kim koon and me. its obvious my team is at a disadvantage. lol. elvis asked me if i wanna change teammates but i declined the offer. don't wanna waste time. so was more sianned.

game started and i ended up with the ball. tried to take my first shot without aiming and was blocked by alvan. woohoohoo. that block sort of fired me up and got me excited. felt the adrenaline pumping in me and tried to carry the team's scoring burden. in another words, i went solo. became a ball hogger. but despite the adrenaline rush, my performance as i rated it myself, was just average. reason being, the ball rust was still there. but nevertheless, i did sank some tough shots. lol. ok lah. i think this pumped me up. maybe i'll go back into bball. maybe i won't. see how bah.

after that, played team match against some streetballers whereas the girls went to tm. 4 on 4. our team won 2 of 3 sets. lol. not bad. alvan was the top scorer i think. after playing, they wanted to go to tm and meet up with the girls. i went home. cannot tahan. my knee was hurting throughout those matches. lol.

as for april fool's day. i think i stayed home and crapped online throughout until the night time. ky wanna accompany jm for dinner before he went for clt course the next day. so yah. i was called down. we ate at pastamania. talked, gl-ed and fooled around lah. lol. then belle, kelly and gang came. belle and vanda stayed for pastamania. the rest, i don't really have any idea where they went. =x

after that, walked around tm and cs. accompany jm do some stuff. he took passport size photos at tm basement. lol. so funny can. i don't know how to describe it. but ky and i sure laughed our heads off. hahahahahahaha.

had flu that day, so went home early. got home and took the panadol cold relief. omg lor. its so darn freaking useless. no effect one. then my mum gave me one powderful tablet. took liao. got groggy, then went to slp.

2nd april. was slp-ing so soundly but my mum woke me up. my parents are taking me down to the sata clinic in chai chee for body checkup. lol. they were more worried than me. so went down lor. waited for almost 2 hours before i had my body fully checked. lol. i will give them an e8 for efficiency. lol. nth much for that day lah except that i went down to nyjc to take the withdrawal form. need to type out a parents' letter. mafan sia. but nvm. for poly.

3rd april. went down to nyjc with my mum. she wanna accompany me there.she said she wanna spend time with me since i'm so free. lol. went there to withdraw. wakao. the withdrawal form. must let alot of hod sign. then while i'm at nyjc. saw my relative. she is my dad's cousin's wife i think. and she's teaching in nyjc. omg. nv saw her at all when i'm there. lol. had to get my civics tutor to sign my form but he went out to eat. waited 1 hour for him. just to sign my form. lol.

after that, went down to peninsula plaza with my mum. went to black haven and bought a my chemical romance black tee, lost prophets black tee, the used white tee and one black jeans. on top of that, i booked one black famous stars and stripes tee. lol. aftermath? bankruptcy. lol. went home after that.

today. woke up by my mum again. she asked me to go temple with her. pray and thank guan yin ma for blessing me. i agreed. lol. after that, went down to sata just to get my medical report and need to go all the way down to temasek poly to hand the report in. went to the market area with my mum and walked around there. anyway, we always come here to shop for stuff. so were very familiar with the place. plus its near my home. did nth much lah. went home after that.

lol. life is so carefree these days. i mean no need go sch. especially jc which suck to the core. even if go poly. also will be quite carefree. planning to work with jm after poly starts. lol. nice. freedom. i like.

anyway, since the day i wanna appeal to poly. my mum has been worrying for me. in fact, she's more worried about my future than me myself. so yah. wanna thank her. cause its always her who help me out. not that my dad didn't but just that, i feel that my mum treated me the best since i'm old enough to remember stuff. its always her lah, being fair in everything. unlike my grandparents and dad. my mum knew that i was being treated unfairly but she can't do anything. so yah. knew that she was not in the position to say anything. so nv blamed her also.

also, since the poly appeal, i got kinda down. cause there's alot of conflicts between my dad and me. was seriously burnt out. cause his attitude towards always suck. so sry for the problems and troubles i gave everyone when i'm down. really sorry. but i'm still very burnt out and tired now. just wanna have fun, relax and taste freedom. so yah. sorry for all the troubles, especially to kelly bah.

and before i go. spamming is fun sia. didn't know that jun jie became a pro spammer during the period when i'm in jc. lol. for ppl who like to see nonsense and lame jokes. feel free to visit the victims' blog and enjoy kjm's, jun jie's and my master piece. have fun laughing. but apparently, spamming lure cowards out of their hideouts too. they strike when we were spamming and insult ppl amidst the confusion. nice one lah cowards. lol. anyway, the victims are as stated, lauzh, jasmine tan, justin, kwoky and me. pls note that i didn't choose the victims. jun jie and kjm did. i only join in the fun halfway through. lol.

think thats all bah. gonna spam ppl liao. lol.

hmmmm. back again. well. ytd was quite a nice day. fun filled. at least for the second part of ytd.

go sch as usual. despite after one week of sch. waking up at 5.15 am is still a pain in the ass. bo bian. nyjc. not tpjc. lol. go for lectures. 3 hours straight. hmmmm. chem's ok. econs is boring. computing is slack. the sch thinks that they are pro. linking all the com together with lan cables. and so we will see whatever shit the teacher is showing on the projector the moment we use the com. lol. clever move. cannot go internet. cannot play games like miniclips or dota. nvm. as the saying goes, when there's a will, there's a way. u simply have to pull out the lan cables from ur cpu and everything's fine. play games, surf the net, go msn. do whatever u like. but just pretend that u are listening and enjoying the boring lesson by replying the teacher an "orh" as and when u like.

had project work tutorial before i left early and went down to dunman. my civic tutor mr toh, was asking us to present. well, i managed to escape. but he was going through our research and he saw mine. reaction? this - O.O

i'm doing pw and need to research on some ppl who made special inventions that either change or have an great impact on our lifes. i choose dr. james naismith. the inventor of basketball. lol. no wonder he went O.O

so after that, went to do some early leave procedures. got mr toh to sign and took bus down to dunman with pris, benjamin and waikit. saw alot of close friends and brothers in sch. was happy. first person i saw was liang. brighten up liao. first brother spotted.

sign in outside surfin' in room and went to look at ncc. wah. no comments. more slack than us. lol. then went to hall. nth much there. sang sch song. wah, their video clip nicer liao leh. not bad. dunman seemed to progress alot. then there was the speech day parade. guards of honor was ncc air. expected. but parade commander is from npcc. weird sia. maybe air don't have good parade commanders? u nv know.

sad case for air. wear no. 1 uniform march. nice nice. but have to rain. song sia. and their file was so luan lor. out of place. still goh. no standard. then the march past. ncc land is seriously no hope. but this does not mean other uniform groups are better. they are just as bad or even more cock up. ncc air was commented the worse. i'm not the one who said it. joseph did. he was sitting beside me while we were in the hall. lol. so much for a gold unit arh.

after that, got my prize. a trophy again. and a $20 popular vouncher. lol. not bad. but the trophy for the distinctive dunmanite award is abit too overboard. its so big lor. u fill the trophy with rice and i think it will take u at least 3 days to finish the rice up. after that got concert performance by dunman choir and band. lol. no comments. anyway, my parents went down. lol. its a good thing bah. shows that they care.

after that, meet up with parents. pei them awhile then walked around dunman with annabelle to look for darling. bernerd know about us, so cannot so close. so must act strangers abit. after that, went to slack with brothers.

played some basketball. lol. graduates vs sec 4 plus kelvin. graduates include josh, jm, justin, joseph and me. so basically, can call us the j team also. lol. i took the first 3 point. it sank nicely. thought i was on form. didn't expect myself to perform like shit. only scored afew. ralf marked me like xiao. don't know why. the other guy too. if they think i'm still a pro. no way. i'm noob now.

after that, took taxi down to east point. u ppl should know by now. we went there to play pool. lol. ytd's pool was fun. win and lose ratio almost equal. lol. then last match, ky said that if he lose to justin. he blanjar us coffee bean. ppl present was justin, jm, josh, annabelle, ky and me. and really, ky lost. so we dragged him to coffee bean.

but in the process of dragging him to the outlet in century square. he ran away. board an mrt and left. jm tagged along. leaving the rest of us to take the next train. lol. they missed tampines and went all the way to pasir ris. lol. then jm tricked ky that 2 of the remaing were going to pasir ris and help out. cause ky wanna cut cost, so wanna pang seh the 2 idiots who went down. but no one went. and jm managed to trick ky into boarding the returning train. so we caught him in tampines. he was trapped. i was waiting at the doors of the first cabin. jm was at the second cabin. there's no way he can run away. lol.

ky said that he wanna run in and out of the mrt gates with jm. cause both of them only have $4 in their ez-link card. but ky is student fare, jm adult. so jm's will run out faster. then ky and run off. lol. but he didn't execute the plan. even if he executes, he will need to take bus no. 3 or 21 home. but we know where his house is. so the ones that remain at tampines will just need to go down to his house to camp for him.

after that, he dragged him to cs. but he took the lift and tried to escape again. we know what he was planning. but just don't know when. but he ran off at the 4th floor. the smokers' corner there. its an open space and its night time. the area was not lighted. so we had a hard time finding ky. but jm spotted him. so conclusion? ky's cover and concealment fail. lol. ncc crazy liao. lol.

then ky finally gave in. we camwhore abit at coffee bean. will upload the photos the moment i got them. anyway, 6 ppl. cost $32.20. sweet. wanna gave ky back the money but he don't want. lol. steady as ever. respect.

so conclusion draw. don't talk crap when u are playing a pool game against justin. he's super tycho. don't try to pang seh own brothers by running away. we can catch u one. cause we know each other too well.

thats it for ytd's activities. now for good news. i got into tp. but not my 1st choice course. not accounting and finance but business and information technology. lol. i'm ok with it bah i think. as long as i can get away from jc can liao. lol. slacking still rules. lol. thanks again ppl for being there for me.

finally, some ranting. i don't know whats wrong. i'm not tired. that's the bottomline. i still don't know why i feel weird over what happened. i explained but i find that it affected us alot. maybe maybe not.

no more nyjc. sweet. later wake up read through tp enrolment procedures. lol. no pw, gp and chinese. no more one hour ride. no more silly long break time. no more pe assesment. no need go for later's sports' carnival. no need paint mural. more time for darling. no need be either a chiongster or a geek liao. can keep long hair. lol. this is life. freedom. love it.

but really sorry to ky and wai kit. dragged u 2 down to jc and pang sehed u all. hope u all understand it. with my sub combi in secondary sch. poly is better for me. lol. plus slackers like me love to slack. so poly confirm better. lol. think thats all liao. i'm slpy. go slp liao. bb ppl. night.

in a perfect world, all the geeks get the girls

its been long since i last blogged liao. well. no comments. jc life totally tired me out which in turn made me lose the interest in blogging. lack of time contributes to the factor too. seriously, 24 hours a day ain't enough. hahahahahahaha. i think this post will more or less shock ppl who had no idea regarding what had happenned to me lately bah.

well, i went down to temasek poly to appeal into its accounting and finance course after the appealling period was way over. reason for doing it? haix. accounting and finance course was the course that i was aiming since way before o's. but my mindset sort of change after i went to work and got the result. the reason for going jc was stated clearly in my previous post.

many may ask that why didn't i appeal during the appealling period since i hate jc that much? well, my reply would be, during the appealling period, jc never started its lectures yet. it was still having orientation and other admin activites. so i didn't know how jc life really was. until lessons really started. i found out that there were 2 killer subjects for me, topped up with boring subjects like chinese, general paper and project work. just the thought of these 3 h1 subs would send chills down my spine now.

ok, first up. killer sub no. 1, maths. damn it. for someone without add maths base like me. studying maths in jc is an uphill task. furthermore, pls note that i was a maths noob back in secondary sch. i failed my maths all the way until o's where i managed the pass it with an a2. its a miracle back then. when i look at the notes, every single letters and symbols on that paper know who i am, but i don't know them. they are so alien. ok, best part is. after i spent like 2 to 3 hours looking through the notes and finally understood it abit, i still don't know how to do the tutorials. damn it. ppl are studying something further than add maths now but i'm just starting from the scratch. maths' a killer. who the hell complicate maths until this extend? damn it.

killer sub no.2, chemistry. surprised? yah yah yah, i got an a1 for combined science. i know. but so what!?! do u know that i'm freaking suay? the 3 topics that i skipped for o's are more or less the main topic in jc? mole concept, redox and hydrocarbon. damn it. in sec sch, these topics were so minor for o's that i just simply skipped them. but damn it, i still can't escape them for jc. and they are the main topic. and try imagining having mole concept and redox combining into one question. wth! damn it. many of u may think, y don't i choose physics instead right? i seriously would like to. but god damn nyjc don't allow me to take physics! reason being that i have no add maths base. damn it lah. a 10 pointer meeting this kind of shit in jc. good luck have fun man.

anyway, details about the appealing part. after i knew that i'm in deep shit. i told my mum, i seriously need to change sch. if not i will die after year 1 in jc. i predicted that i will be retained. so my mum talked to my dad. well, he didn't approved it. cause he wanted me to go jc. so it took my mum one whole morning to persuade and talk some sense into my dad before they brought me down to tp's one stop center to appeal. comments received? the receptionist there said that given my result, if i appealled during the period, i will confirm get a place. but as for now? the course is full, i may not get in, but i will be on top of the list. haix. so what if i'm on top of the list? the course is full. no space. being on top of the list is useless man. from me choosing my sch during jae to sch choosing me now. haix.

the next day, i went back to sch and ended up telling my form teacher my situation. he himself suggested that i go poly. if not i will suffer big time in jc. maths alone will take up alot of my time and i still have crap subjects like gp, chinese and pw to handle. somemore chinese a levels is this year. damn it. and the worst part? i miss out the first 3 months in jc. first reason was i couldn't get into one with my prelim results. mi not counted. 2nd reason, back then i was planning to go poly, so was working to earn money and pay for my own expenses. good lor. now everything screw up. because of one reason. trying to be a good boy and lessen my dad's burden. think for others and see the shit that i'm in now. like i said before, it doesn't pays to be kind to others. and like what justin said in his blog, ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie. i totally agree now. think for others and u suffer. haix. so if i remain in jc, i got a whole lot of first 3 months topic to catch up on and maths to handle for the rest of the year.

so what am i planning to do if my appeal fails? well. i'm left with 2 choices. choice number 1, drop out of jc and work for the rest of 2007. earn some money for my poly expenses. and join the jae for 2008. choice number 2. transform myself into an ultra geek and pia full time for jc. bad points? most prob kelly and i will drift away. and if i can't make it for the promo exams, i wasted all my time and effort. lastly, after year 1 in jc, there is still year 2. the year for a levels somemore. damn it sia.

since the matter, i've been talking to some teachers. mr lee huan leng, mrs low and mrs vijay. after hearing my choices, mr lee suggests i stay in jc. he said that if i got the determination, i will make it out of jc. but both mrs low and mrs vijay supports my idea of dropping out and going to work first. mrs low added that i will turn out to be an even more stronger person this way. because i know what i want and i strived for it. mrs vijay supported my idea but she stated that she's afraid that i may lose the touch for studying while i work for the rest of this year. so she suggested that i take up part time poly courses to keep myself in shape. well. on my side, i prefer dropping out and working for my own expenses. but i don't really know how am i going to put the idea across to my dad. maybe he'll understand, maybe he won't. haix.

anyway, lets state the benefits and lessons that i'll learn given these possible outcome.

outcome no. 1. appeal successful and get into the course. i will seriously treasure the chance given and really study hard. study hard not as in studying like a geek. but i will chiong more than i was back in dunman. haix. mrs vijay was right. she knows that i am the kind that wants to play and study at the same time. lol. but she thinks that i will excel in poly. this i don't know.

outcome no. 2. appeal fail and remain in jc. if i ever survive these 2 years and pass a levels with decent grades. i will more or less become a very determined person who nv gives up. which in turn is good. i don't give up easily.

outcome no. 3. appeal fail and remain in jc. but i nv made it to year 2 this year. well. what can i say? i just wasted one year of my life in jc. dropping out would be better. at least i will be working for my expenses.

outcome no. 4. appeal fail and i dropped out of jc. well. i think working to pay for my own expenses will make me a stronger person like what mrs low said. true, i'll be wasting one year of my life. but i will be more matured. i will study even harder in poly. i will be more focused.

so bascially that's it bah. and now for cca. i don't even know what cca should i join. cause those sports cca are so hiong. i mean they train like xiao. which i don't mind. for nice bodyshape mah. sex appeal. lol. but let's take dragonboat as an example. alot of its members were retained and it scares me a little. haix. don't know lah. if staying in nyjc then huan loh lor.

anyway. these are the things that i've done to help boost my chances of getting into accounting and finance course. first, my mum brought me to some temple in bedok to pray. well. i prayed sincerely and seriously hope god bless. next, my mum again, brought me down to see mr sin boon ann, some mp for tampines grc and sort his help. he said that he will write a letter to tp and asked them to give me a chance. last resort. the next day after i appeal, i went down to tp again and wrote a letter myself to some sort of beg for a place in tp. its for my future. so i see no wrong in doing this bah.

and if i get into poly, there are also something that i regret doing. that's not talking things out nicely and asking my parents' for their opinions. because of this, i bought the graphic calculator which cost a bomb and my uniform liao. also, i cut my hair due to the rules set by nyjc and now, i look like a kuku.

finally, there are some ppl who i wanna thank here when i'm in this crisis.

first up, brothers and close friends. ppl like justin, jun jie, jian wei and jing han. thanks alot for talking to me when i am really confused. thanks for consulting me online. jun jie, thanks for ur efforts in calming me down and helping me find tp's number. justin, thanks for ur effort in teaching me add maths and asking me to relax. lol. well, as for ky they all. i didn't trouble them because they were already too fed up with jc also.

then, my teachers. mrs low, mrs vijay and mr lee. thanks alot for ur precious suggestions and encouragement. especially mrs vijay, who talked to me online and tried her best to guide me out of my confusements.

up next, my darling kelly gui. lol. she tried her best to cheer me up and was understanding enough to know why i didn't called her and can't talk to her that often. eventhough when i told her that i will call her and forgot about it. she was still very forgiving. lol. so thanks alot darling for being so understanding. its been hard on u.

lastly, my family members especially my mum. after i told her about my troubles, she went all out to help me and tried her best to calm my frayed nerves. she too tried to talk me round and tried her best to see things from my point of view. she also did her very best in persuading my dad. and find all ways to help me boost my chances of going into tp. and also my sis and bro, thanks for standing up for me in front of dad. thanks alot to my sis for teaching me add maths and chem.

well, seriously, this shit may be a pain in the ass but i realised something from it. this crisis allowed me to realised and identified the people that really care about me. those that are so worried about me when i'm in deep shit. thanks ppl. i appreciate ur care and concern alot.

up next, its quite random lah. good charlotte new album, new morning revival is out. rating? not really as i expected. haix. seriously, this album ain't as nice as the previous few. but still worth it bah. maybe after listening and exposing myself more to their new songs, i will like them? maybe bah. also, relient k's new album, five score and seven years ago is out. after getting my hands on their new album, i will rate their album and update it bah.

woohoohoo. something tells me that the punkrock bands are all preparing for a punk rock revival. cause most of them are releasing their album this year. relient k, bowling for soup and good charlotte are out already. upcoming released will be from sum 41, yellowcard, simple plan, new found glory for this year. and greenday estimated for release next year.

need to study liao. bb. take care ppl.

please let me enrol in that course,
i promise to work hard,
and put my very best into it,
i promise.
all i need is a chance,
a miracle now.

hmmmm. its been a week since i last updated. reason for not updating. i'm not in the mood. reason for updating? jun jie asked me to as he said that my blog is quite dead. no updates. so yah, here i am. typing out a post. well. this post should be long. with updates of 7 days and some ranting. not say some. quite alot bah. should start from my birthday bah. update from there.

9th march. friday. after my 9th march post. i practically slacked at home. its my bday. so i have every right to do that. slacked all the way until 5 plus. my dad drove us to my grandma house and picked her up. then we went to marina square. the carpark at marina square was woohoohoo big and confusing. after quite a long time then managed to find the carpark directly under marina square. cause there were also places like oriental hotel, millenium walk and some other buildings which shared the same carpark as marina square. went to pariss restaurant, my sis' treat. its ok lah. the food there not really very nice. but had a great variety. sort of enjoyed eating there as there were delicacies like crocodile bah kut teh, shark fin, abalone, pizzas, chicken chop. all free flow after u paid $30 plus.

had a break in between. went to play pool at the arcade in marina square. taught my bro how to play pool. omg. first time he play, he tok-ed me by 4 balls. pro or beginner's luck? i no comments. then my sis joined in. played triple treat. was the first to get kicked out of the game and overall winner was my sis. lol. played for one hour plus and i paid $10 plus for it. damn it. so ex. lol. after that, went back to pariss and continue eating. wah. overall i ate quite alot. 2 chicken chops, 3 bowls of bah kut teh, 1 bowl of shark fin and alot of other stuff. after that. sent my grandma home and my dad drove us home. while on the way home, i begged my dad to drive me down to dunman after he sent my sis and bro home. i want to go down and look for kelly.

reached there liao and they were training for their sports day interclass basketball tournament. well, saw alvan play. not bad. he improved quite alot. chuan jie on the other hand is a three point pro. will make quite a good shooting guard. elvis that night not bad, quite tycho. yi ting got potential. lay up quite good. kelly shooting accurate. meng hong as according to them, is a pro defender but apparently, that day she off form. so blur. as for me? no comments. nv did much. after that sent kelly home. then that roughly ended my day liao.

10th march. saturday. well. had a nice nice rest until 1 plus. then woke up, had lunch, get ready to go for dragonboat training. lol. meet up with ky and wai kit by 2 plus. reached kallang by 3 pm to met up with the whole dragonboat team and the new intakers. walked to somewhere at the kallang river and started our training. well, no comments. its tough i think. and i was caught slacking. lol. its not that i wanted to slack, but bo bian. y? my side was rowing out of synchronisation and my oar was being clamped in between by the teammate infront of and behind me. thats why i got sianned and decided to slack. trained for 2 hours. walked to national stadium to wash up. and damn it. i brought everything except my underwear. i forgot sia. idiotic. so used the dunman pe shorts i normally wear underneath my pants as a boxer. feeling? it sucks. after that. had a hard time looking for the bus stop. then took bus no. 16 down to suntec city.

risked my life crossing don't know how many streets filled with cars dashing at me just to get to marina square's cafe cartel to meet up wih kelly, vanda, maisie and winnie. lol. jm and justin came later. had dinner there. bought a very big set and shared it with justin, ky and wai kit. lol. total cost including drink, $65 plus. not bad lah. then slacked around marina square. after that sent kelly home. went back to tampines mac to meet up with ky and gang again. they mixed the coke with some bbq sauce and tricked me to drink it. holy crap. yucks ok? slacked and crapped there for awhile then went home.

11st march. sunday. met up with kelly and studied with her. i studied econs while she studied lit at bedok's mac. well. nth much on that day, just studied, talked, slacked and then sent her home. but its fun cause spent my time with her.

12nd march. monday. woke up early just to go down to nyjc by 10 am for dragonboat land training. lol. crap. was late. did not warmed up and ran around the track in the sch liao. ran for 5 rounds i think. so 2 km nia. its ok for me. slack. stamina still ok eventhough after so many months of slacking. but i still wonder if i can still run 2.4 in 9minutes 45 seconds or not. but after the morning run. i got giddy. almost blacked out. reason being, i didn't took my breakfast. so asked for permission to slack awhile. after i felt better. i got back into the team for training. they lift weights, did chin ups, pumpings and some other exercise. but! ncc style chin ups and pumpings won't work in dragonboat. ncc style trains our biseps, dragonboat trains our back and chest more than biseps. so, i cannot do as many pumpings in dragonboat style. but chip ups still can lah.

after training, ky and gang went to marina sqaure's seoul garden to eat. but i went down to bedok with justin to meet up with kelly and her friends to play bball. after dragonboat was damn tired and hungry. so while walking to the basketball court near bedok interchange with justin from his house. i was too tired and hungry until i got high. result of getting high? after i reached the bball court. i peng liao. no strength. and i found out that my bball skills deprove hell lot. lost to kelly, vanda and yiting. score was 7-1. walao. then had three point shoot out competition. i had 1/10 for first try, 3/10 for second try. chuan jie had 4/10 for first try and 3/10 for second try. elvis, benjamin and justin each had 1/10 for their only try. conclusion? i'm way over my prime liao. i suck sia. sianned.

after that, walked kelly home cause she needs to go for kbox session with her friends. after that i went to ntuc with justin to buy shaver. lol. home sweet home after that.

13th march. tuesday. had to go to changi general hospital for my knee class. its a sort of physiotherapy for my knee injury. damn it. after dragonboat the previous day, my body was already aching like crap and still need to exercise my knees. after that, went home to get some slp.

woke up and rushed down to bedok upon kelly's sms. she smed me at 1 plus. i reached at 2.30. lol. she waited quite long for me. then we studied for awhile before going down to simei and join ky, jm, josh and vanda for pool.

not bad lah. quite fun. tagged with kelly against ky and vanda. result, we won! lol. but i lost quite alot of games also. reason? i am noob. lol. jm was darn pro. 2 more years and he will become professional. lol. had dinner at tampines block 201 there. lol. jm spilled two cups of regular coke there. and splashed abit on some ite students. walao. no need scold vulgar one lor. jm said sorry liao mah. idiots leh. accident right? like he did it on purpose. no comments. after dinner, sent kelly home then home sweet home.

14th march. wednesday. stayed at home if i am not wrong and nv went out. was aching over like crap and need to rest for the damn camp which is on the next day.

15th march. thursday. first day of camp. well. no comments. reported at 8. the darn admin work took 2 hours. efficient sia. lol. lucas same house as me. i mean sch house. phoenix, red colour. lol. no comments. other house includes dragon, griffin and pegasus. their colour i don't know and don't care.

saw my class. 0719. no comments. immediately sianned. my class. more than 80% girls cause only 5 boys i think. but the girls u see liao. will go "omg, dunman is way better." lol. but nvm, got kelly liao. so no need worry. but if we ended. then i jia lat lor. lol. anyway, if the girls cannot make it liao, next reaction is to see if the boys have the same frequency as me or not. unfortunately, no. so next 2 years in nyjc. no life. anyway, i don't plan on making any brothers in nyjc. cause i don't wanna trust anyone liao. just like ky. all we need are those secondary sch brothers. so die die must meet up. don't forget us.

anyway, played dumb games during the camp. and here is the worse part. the game lasted only for 20 to 40 minutes. but the briefing took 1 hour plus. wth lor. $12 for this kind of camp? waste of money sia. anyway, i'm not the saddest. ky is. last class cause his class for ppl with weird combi and some other reasons. lol. so these 2 years. dragonboat teammates will be our cliques.

16th march. today. pon tang-ed the freaking camp and slp until 12 plus before going out to meet ky, josh, kelly, vanda and annabelle. went to tm first cause ky cutting his hair. not bad sia. quite nice. lol.

after that, went down to cityhall. went citylink's adidas to look for ky's shoes. then went to marina square to walk around. well, must pia liao and save some money. kelly like this puma jacket alot. lol. then went to suntec's adidas shop to look for shoes. saw these la lakers shoe which was purple in colour. was attracted to it lor. so cool sia. somemore my favorite team leh. but cost $109. sweet. so forget it. then saw kobe bryant's new jersey. no. 24. wah. $79.90. together with the lakers shoe. $200. no comments.

ky never saw any shoes that he like in suntec so we went back to citylink's adidas to buy one. then went to eastpoint and play pool again. annabelle, kelly and vanda left. kelly and vanda had night study in dunman. annabelle went for class bbq. lol.

so we called justin down to play pool. wah. started off the day fine. won 2 straight game. won josh and justin. but lost to ky. then from there, josh won 4 or 5 rounds striaght i think. then i dropped another 2 games to ky. no comments. after that went home to have dinner.

anyway, while during 1 plus in the morning, jun jie told me to spammed justin in my cbox. i agreed. so instantly, our msn which was functioning then was not in use. instead, my cbox became the msn for us liao. for details on our conver, pls refer to my cbox and take a look at those older posts too.

thats all for updating. lol. tml is a day to look forward to. 1st month with kelly. happy happy. so going out with her. but she forcing me to watch horror. lol. everyone knows that i'm afraid of horror. lol.

anyway. some ranting here.

first up. my mother. she abit ki xiao liao lah. pms i think. every month sure got 7 days or more like this one. but this time. i really pissed. asked her for money to buy graphic calculator. almost $200. i know its expensive lah. but do i look like i wanted things this way? damn it. scold me for what? scold singapore's government for pushing their citizens to their wit's end. everthing also increase except for the citizen's salary. scold moe or nyjc for this crap idea of buying such an expensive calculator. then, asked her for money again to top up bus fare. walao. again kena. asked me why use so fast. not my fault. want scold, go ahead and scold sbs for being so slack. ppl go jc liao still using adult fare. no use scolding me right? i'm just a kid. do i look like i am some god who can cut down on the bus expenses? no! so no use nagging at me. i'm as helpless as u if not more helpless than u ok?

i actually wanted to go poly. any course also can, as long as it is regarding accounting and business. but while i was working, i got to know that adult fare is omg suck. and if i am not wrong. poly students counted as adults liao. i know dad's burden is freaking high liao. so go jc. cut down on expenses. cause no need pay $1000 to $2000 every term for poly, no need buy laptop, no adult fare. i'm making life easier for u all lor ok? u think i like jc when i have no a maths base and needs to study maths in jc? u think fun arh? i will have such an easy time in business course lor. pls note that i got an a2 for poa with only 45 minutes of studying ok? i'm sorry to say this, if u keep on saying that raising us is a torture to u. then don't give birth to me yah? no point give birth to me liao then keep on saying this kind of shit. its not that i don't appreciate everything u all gave me. i always look up to dad and u. but what's with all these comments? crap lor. and i'm no kid anymore. i'm 17 liao. 1 more year and i can drink alcoholic drinks openly liao. 4 more years and i can drive a car liao. so please treat me like i'm someone with his own set of thinking liao. being older than me doesn't mean u all are always right. if things are like this. why is there still ppl in their 30's to 50's doing wrong stuff like stealing, raping and murdering? just ranting. so pls, give me some peace at home can?

next. basketball. omg. no comments. from peak form until shit form. wanna cry sia. don't know what to type and say. too sad for comments. haix. those glorious days are just so ytd liao. sianned. now can't even shoot 3 point nicely. my last three point shoot out game before 12th march games was before o's. the study break. my score was 7/10 ok? look at now sia. idiotic. haix.

thirdly! i'm no ah beng. i'm no ah beng and still, i'm no ah beng! i used to be one, but i changed liao lor. walao. u ppl may say i look like one. but bo bian right? do i have the ability to decide how i look like? no mah. wakao. i may swear abit now, but its already a drastic drop from how i was during sec 2 ok? i've been controlling all along. u ppl know i hate ah bengs now, and i really hate being called one. i know i look like one. but, wakao. u ppl always say don't judge a book by its cover but. haix, forget it. no comments. too tired to rant liao.

was looking at dong kai's blog and came across all these old photos. so decided to upload them here. haix. really miss those days man. can't bear to part with it. nv thought that the cca i joined because i had nth better to do will become one so filled with beautiful and nice memories for me to remember.

taken after some flour war. it was some cadet's birthday i think. we were all acting xl. thus those kuku face.

ky after the flour war. lol.

ok. took this photo on the last day of training. i wasn't torturing my cadets i swear. we were just posting for some spastic photos. but for this one.i forgot to take down my yellow lanyard.

sir hanteng's bday. so decided to throw him into the air. lol.

think thats all liao. haix. those memories.

as my memory rests
but never forgets what i lost
wake me up when september ends

its my bday! lol. so happy birthday to myself. i'm damn happy now. y? first, my darling kelly gave me a surpirse. secondly, i will be pon tang-ing orientation later on. third, sis treating me to eat at paris later on. and most importantly, can see kelly at the night time as i will be sending her home after her night study.

anyway, shall blogged about ytd. 2nd day of cca orientation. its crap. totally crap. went there at 7.30 am. did nth but sat down there and look at ppl doing cheers. then there was this grand opening for all the group leaders. wah. very grand huh? i'm trying to be sarcastic here. lol.

after that, got my orientation package. was ordered to change into one of the t shirt that came with the pack. then had orientation outside sch. purpose is to get used to the surroundings. well, to me its pretty useless. cause i won't be hanging around serangoon after sch. cause the first thing i will do after i leave sch is to head striaght for the bus no. 22 bus stop and head home.

had tribe lunch after the crap orientation outside sch. well, used the time to buy uniforms and pe attire. damn it sia. the sch need us to by this graphic calculator which cost $179. nice right? got usb cable somemore. lol. well, no comments.

had some tribe bonding after lunch. played games. childish games. but its alright. ppl tends to do childish and stupid things when they get bored. plus, other than playing dumb games, really nth to do liao. had mass dance. learnt and performed it out. took us 2 hours plus to learn 2 dance. lol.

had a female partner, but was hoping against hope that she was kelly. lol. its mission impossible 4 for that. lol. after mass dance. went home.

well, got home and was surprised. kelly bought me a present and actually sent it to my house. lol. meaning that my mum saw her. lol. cause when she went to my house, only my mum was home. lol. kelly bought me a white addidas sling bag. omg. look so nice. love it so much. i think one of that bag cost over $50. and kelly bought 2. one for me and one for herself. wahahahahaha. we 2 using same bag. lol. no comments, just so touched. damn touched. lol. thanks alot darling <3. first time gf send me a present, to my house somemore leh! lol. tell me i'm being blessed and damn fortunate bah. to have kelly as my gf. boys out there envy me or not? =P

had my daily dose of phone talk with kelly. talked until my mum dulan then stopped. hahahahaha. wa, nth to say liao. plus i damn sleepy, eye lids closing anytime, heavy like xiao. anyway, go slp liao. lol. thanks again arh darling. was so touched and love the bag alot.

today is 7th march. 1st day of sch for me. comments? sch sucks. too bad. after slacking for too long. can't bear to part with my holiday mood. lol.

anyway, details on today later. shall blog about 6th march. which was ytd. jun jie's bday. well. went to slp ytd at 2 plus. then woke up at 11 plus. first thing, switch on com and checked posting. good arh. went into nyjc together with wai kit and ky. justin suay suay went into tpjc. but he appealling.

talked to some ppl online and smsed some brothers then went to prepare to go and meet up with ky and josh.

then sms kelly at one plus, telling her to meet me at dunman main gate by 2 plus. cause i got something for her. the mocha frap with choc chips from starbucks that she has been craving for. everyone was late. met by 1.30. can't eat lunch, so had to go withdraw money and buy the treat for kelly liao. after that, rushed down to sch to deliver it to her.

brothers tagged along and everyone met up at dunman main gate except for justin and jun jie. justin was at east point already whereas jun jie met up with us later. after kelly got her treat, we parted. sad. only see her for a short moment nia. haix. anyway, brothers and i went to the food court around dunman to eat the fried wanton mee. lol. miss it alot. jun jie met up with us by then.

after lunch, jun jie, jm, ky, josh and i went down to east point to meet up with justin. purpose? to play pool together. jun jie is new to it and so we taught him how to play. jun jie got potential sia. quite pro.

so we talked crap and suaned each other while playing. lol. then i did something amazing. won 2 straight games. first time leh. somemore against ky and jm. 2 of the more pro ones. but my winning streak was ended by jun jie. that's y i say he pro.

lol. i got my revenge anyway. lol. justin, jun jie and i were playing triple treat. then justin aimed me. but i got jun jie into my alliance and we kicked justin out first before we two continued playing by ourselves. it was a close game. i won by 1 ball. its more of luck than skill i think. lol.

however, someone was more pro and amazing. ky. he won 7 straight games. wth right? lol. jm dropped 3 games against ky. first 2 were pure suayness. last one ky won by pure tycho-ness and luck. lol. but jm damn skilled. style also.

anyway, during pool. we heard this funny shit from jm. his cousin is serving ns now. then his cousin's platoon mate made this crap mistake and went into detention barrack for 3 months. lol. going into detention barrack is equals to criminal record. lol. everything went like this. as according to jm. when u throw a grenade in army. u must say the word "grenade" to inform ur squad about it. this bugger threw the grenade and went "pikachu, i choose you". lol. and because of this spastic act. he went into detention barrack. so lesson learnt. no spasticism in the army.

after playing pool of like 5 hours, we decided to eat dinner at kobayashi. wah. pool is quite cheap if we all go together and shared a table. 6 ppl went and we paid like $4.70 each. its cheaper than playing lan. and more fun also. at least for now.

after dinner, we decided to walked home from simei. walked walked walked. talked talked talked. were full of crap lah. lol. but fun. weird thing is, ky doesn't remembering us walking to tampines from simei together. lol. must have been affected by my stm. lol. we walked like don't know how many times before liao lor. lol.

anyway, as for today. woke up at 5 am. sianned. so early. met up with them at 6 plus. don't ask me y i took so long to prepare. i am just like this. dilly dally. then we took bus no. 22 down to nyjc. mood? sianned.

reached the sch. even more sianned. so many strange faces. lol. went to report. sat down there until everything was done. talked abit to those strangers. admin stuff. sianned. confirm this and that. paid this and that. listen to the principal and teachers talk.

then got some performance by this band call rhythm masala. they play mostly percussion instruments. ok lah. not bad. the only nice thing about them is the drumset. lol.

after that, toured around the sch and get to know the sch better. boring lah. then went to com lab 1 to choose our sub combi. wah. was so confused. 1st choice chose h1 econs with h2 maths, chem and computing. 2nd choice. h1 maths with h2 econs, chem and computing. lol. but i hope i got second choice. lol. maths is killer sub for me.

and some spastic shit happened. ky's sub combi is so darn nice. he chose 2 arts and 2 science for his first choice. then 4 h2 subs for his second choice. wah. nice sia. somemore, one of the 2 arts sub he chose for his 1st choice is chinese lit. lol. he used it to enter nyjc at 7 points after a cut off of 6 points. lol. damn nice.

he thought that he can used chinese lit to gl us, his brothers. but in the end was being gl back by the sub. lol.

after that, had lunch somewhere around nyjc and then went back for cca orientation. before we went for the orientation, we asked ky not to screw his life up anymore. lol. so walked around for 1 hour and went home. nth to do there. trip home is slightly faster. 45 minutes instead of 1 hour. lol.

had dinner with ky and talked about our life again. these 2 years down the road will be a hard one. cause must pia. anyway, must pia no matter what, be it jc or poly.

think thats all bah. sch tml again. must slp early. sianned.

well. today is 4th march. one day after ky's and jm's bday. 2 more days to jun jie's bday and 5 more days to mine. sweet. the 4 of us having bdays with such a nice sequence. 3, 6 and 9. lol. its really fate that allows the 4 of us to know each other and best, become brothers.

seriously haven't been hanging out with brothers for a long time liao. had some sort of gathering last friday. they went to eat sakura buffet, but i had no money so did not went for it. but after their buffet, they called me down to hang out with them. well. i rushed down but josh left. so missed out crapping with him. haix. don't know when we will meet again and have fun. thinking back on those good old days really makes me feel sad. but what can we do? time surely don't stop for human beings. we can only look forward, the past can only be memories. haix.

eventhough i said that but i just can't accept it yet. damn it. we all thought that after o's, we will have fun together. but our busy schedule kept us from meeting up. we were either busy with our work or busy with the new jc sch term. and after we met up, i realised how drifted apart we were. i can feel the gap in between us. we used to talk non stop to each other when we were in a group. but now, we need to think so darn hard to start a conversation.

ever since sec 3, our batch from dunman ncc land became so bonded. thanks to the challenges we constantly faced. eventhough we were in different classes, we always meet up during recess and after sch to slack together. sharing secrets, fooling around, talking about lame jokes, pranking and suaning the hell out of each other and most importantly, laughing and enduring the hard times together. damn it. i really miss the good old days man, but this is growing up. people walk in and out of our lifes and i really regretted for not treasuring the time we had together.

now, posting is coming out soon, new sch term is starting soon. new sch, new routine, new environment, new friends, new set of books, new targets in life, etc. but will i ever find brothers that were as crappy, as fun loving and as great as the brothers i knew in dunman sec? thinking about the new faces i am gonna see and the freaking lost feeling i will feel, i seriously miss my brothers man. damn it. i never liked dunman sec in anyway but its this god damn freaking sch that gave me this great group of brothers. they were the few ppl out of 300 plus students from my batch that had the same interests and talent with me. haix. somethings can nv be replaced no matter how hard u search. and brothers, if u all are reading this. don't ever forget me in ur lifetime cause i'll never forget u all. haix. need help, just find me. for my brothers, i will try my very best.

side track abit, josh finally got a new blog up again. it will be fun reading his post. like his post all the time. but too bad. this time round, no more gl-ing and suaning of ppl in his blog. i came up with 2 reasons. 1st, gl-ing ppl really spoils the friendship if they can't take it. 2nd, where do u find an usm who is so spontaneous and so nice to gl. lol. so remember to read josh's blog ppl. lol. talented ok?

anyway, like i mentioned, ytd was ky's and jm's bday. went to meet them after they both had solo lunch at fish and co. went to east point to play pool with them. its the first time i'm playing pool. so was a noob shit. anyway, while playing. we crapped with each other. then they were suppose to do something, that is to check their birth timing and see who is the older one among the 2 of them. but according to ky, he was born at 7 am in the morning, so there is only a 30% chance for jm to be older than ky. lol.

halfway through playing, kelly met up with us. followed by vanda. after 4 hours of pool and while we were playing arcade, annabelle met up with us. lol. after that, jm left and the rest went to eat long john for dinner.

kelly and vanda planned to study for the upcoming common test, so the rest decided to help them out. ky and i were of no help lah, we practically forgot every single shit but annabelle was pro. she taught kelly mole concept. lol. that freaking chapter is damn hard ok? ky and i always catch no bird and heck that kind of questions during exams. lol. jm met up with us again halfway through the study session. while the 3 girls were studying, the 3 boys were crapping full time. jm was our target ytd. ky and i laughed til we had cramps. lol. seriously, we were of no help other than disturbance to the girls.

studied til 10 plus i think then went home. as usual, sent kelly home first. and as for today. need to stay home and be guai kia. lol. think thats all liao bah. haix. new sch term must pia liao. whether i'm ready or not. must see how liao cause its a great jump for me. from a slacker to a chiongster.

lastly, before i go. i'm blasting punk rock with my com and had one hell of scolding from my bossy sis, but i kept quiet. cause quarrelling with an unreasonable human being like her will only waste my time and energy. but! damn u lah. u always blast ur music that only freaks appreciates. and now u are scolding me for doing it? where's ur brain man. 2 years older doesn't mean anything. cause in terms of strength, size and loudness. i'll win. i keep quiet all the time doesn't mean i'm afraid of u. when i reach my limit of tolerance for ppl with the likes of u, no mercy. but til then, peace. for mum and not for u.

khai yew
jun ming
jeremy
jun jie
joshua
justin
dong kai
zheng hong
liang hao
elvis
jun liang
wai kit
ruicheng
kang soon
brothers for life.

didn't blog for quite a number of days liao so i'm back doing some updating. been quite busy lately so was lazy to blog. anyway, shall start from 22th feb which was last thursday.

was suppose to meet justin at mac by 1 pm then meet up with kelly and her friends to watch a 1.45 pm movie. norbit to be exact. i was late. met up with justin at 1.15 i think. lol.

on that day, i was being pranked by some bugger who lives in my block. and i think that bugger lives on the 12th floor. it went like this. i was about to take the lift down to the ground floor and the lift came. i stepped inside the freaking lift and saw that all the buttons were lighted except for no. 12 and 13. there are 15 floor in my block. even if i wanted to reset the freaking lift by pressing all the lighted buttons, i don't have enough fingers to do it. so i had no choice other than to walk down the stairs. damn it. since i moved in during 2003, i did not walked the stairs before. don't let me catch that bugger playing with the lift again, if not i will let him know the taste of free falling from the 12th floor.

that bugger aside, norbit was nice man. its freaking funny. eddie murphy really is pro shit. anyone who haven't watched the movie yet should do it straightaway. its nc16 i think, so too bad for ppl under 16. but u can have a fun time trying to sneak in though, century square's cinema is quite slack.

after the movie, justin and i accompany kelly and her friends to do some shopping before everyone went home. me on the other hand sent kelly home. then we sat somewhere around her estate and talked for like 2 to 3 hours. lol. its nice man, to have a gf who can talk so much with u, have so many common interest with u. lol. after that, sent her to her doorsteps then went home myself.

friday. went to play basketball during the afternoon with yande and justin. purpose is to remove the ball rust that accumulated during the holidays and to kill some time. wah. long time no play, really useless liao. but after 2 hours of trying, finally managed to remove some rust.

play team matches with some fellow bballers. played 3 sets. lost the first set. won the final 2. score was 6-11, 11-3 and 11-10. depended mostly on yande. sharpshooter mah. lol. as for the final set. we were losing initially, then tagged with yande to turn the table around. lol. nice one.

went home to bathe and think of a great excuse to sneak out during the night time. purpose? to send kelly home after her night study. reason being that i was worried about her safety and wanted to spend some time with her.

during the night lessons, mrs neo ordered mcdonald's for the whole sch. kelly didn't ate her mac chicken and so we delivered it down to justin. lol. justin. ur two disciple nice ok? send u burger at night. but the burger doesn't look like a burger when it reached justin. all thanks to kelly. lol. so funny. she forgot that there was a burger in her bag and sort of flattened it.

after delivering the burger to justin. walked all the way home with her. then sat somewhere and continued talking for awhile before i sent her to her doorsteps. lol. same routine, went home myself. but continued talking to her on the phone while i was on my way back home.

anyway. made quite a big mistake on that day. so sorry darling. won't do it anymore. lol.

saturday. met up with justin and jun jie. kelly and justin was right. i was late. lol. by 9 minutes only. meeting them by 12.30 pm at mac. turned up on 12.39 pm. but we still reached dunman by 1 pm ok. just in time for the dnt class gathering.

lol. y the gathering? mr lee huan leng said that if the whole class did greatly for dnt during o's, he will blanjar us pizza. so justin planned everything out. everyone turned up except for mei yi, debbie and sam. mei yi was sick, debbie didn't want to go and sam overslept. lol.

had fun talking crap with those slackers and mr lee. lol. after that, played bball in sch. navin, justin and meng kean against jun jie, hadi and me. we won. lol. i thought that it was impossible to win and we were losing at first. but jun jie scored some crucial points in the final moment to save our team. hahahahahaha.

after that, we went to mac and met up with ky. and we were on our way to bugis kuan yin temple to pray. its nice man. to have 4 brothers praying together. lol. i thanked the god for blessing me for the past year. asked the god to bless my families members, brothers, some close friends and kelly with good health and a smooth year. also asked for a long lasting relationship and 8 points for kelly for her o's. lol. y 8 points leh? let me explain. justin my master got 12 points for o's. me, as the first discpiple got 10 points. i outdone my master by 2 points and so kelly, being justin's second disciple, will outdo justin and me and get 8 points. lol.

after that, went to og and saw liang hao working there. lol. from there, we went parco. justin wanted to buy a pair item for kelly and me. but we don't know what to buy and so walked to the building with the famous parklane wanton mee and ate dinner. lol. after that, we walked to plaza sing and met up with kelly. walked around for awhile and then decided to go home. sent her home once again. hahahahahaha.

after that, rushed back to tampines to meet up with ky and slacked. went to coffee bean and saw xin yi working there. lol. was damn surprised. ky said since he dragged me to pei him and slack, he will blanjar me. lol. ordered 2 pure chocolate and decided to slack there until 12 plus before we went home.

sunday. met up with ky and went to gym to train. wah. after that, my chest muscle were aching like xiao. hahahahahaha. but its a good thing lah. trained for an hour or so before we went to mac and have lunch. after that, i went home to bathe and get a change of clothes before going down to bedok rservoir to meet up with justin and kelly. justin was teaching kelly a maths and i went down to learn too. for the sake of jc h2 maths. damn it. lol.

after we were done, kelly and justin added wine to my coke. lol. i refused to drink it because i need to send kelly home. we went to play bball for awhile. lol. suck to the core man. lost momentum. lost touch. lost 2 matches. lol. played bball with 2 prosters. lost 2 sets. 11-8 and 11-4. lol. after that, send kelly home then went to tampines mall. called and dragged ky out from his house and pei me go coffee bean to slack. wanna drink the pure chocolate again. this time, i blanjar ky. hahahahahahaha. went home at 11 plus.

monday. woke up at 10 plus to go for my knee appointment at changi general hospital. lol. found out that the cause behind my knee pain is that my leg is not strong enough. i don't quite understand the details. after that, they send me to do physiotherapy to strengthen my knee. lol.

then went to meet up with ky and jm for lunch. then i went to meet up with kelly to spend time with her. she was with annabelle and her friends. haix, after i get into jc, i will have no time for her. so need to spend some quality time now. then they need to get a bday cake for their friend. so went to look for one with them. hahahahaha. after that, sent kelly home once again. kept her company and talked to her before going off to meet ky and jm for movie.

watched just follow law. not really nice, its full of crap. and as usual, jack neo's film have sucky endings. lol. after that, jm left and i had dinner with ky.

reached home. thought about jc and poly. now, i'm stuck again. don't really know if jc is the best choice for me or not. haix. heck lah, see how the jae goes. if go jc, then go jc lor. poly then poly lor. but dk told me, i may not be able to go jc science stream cause i nv took a maths in secondary sch and h2 maths will be quite a chore for me.

today. woke up and ran an errand for kelly. went to take the cake they ordered for their friend and went to dunman to hand it to her. lol.

came down with a flu today. hahahahahaha. kelly said that its withdrawal symptoms cause i nv went out with her today. lol. went home to self study a maths and rest. talked to darling on the phone while she took the bus home. then went to slp again. be her alarm clock but she woke up one hour later. lol. piggy sia. hahahahaha.

think thats all bah, need to go to dk house tml. hope that it will be fun.

i'm on another planet with you.

just came back home. shall blog about ytd. the 3rd day of chinese new year. its a very nice and enjoyable day.

first off. woke up at 1 plus. my mum woke me up. cause my relatives coming over. need to serve them. just as i was bathing, they reached liao. they were my auntie, uncle, cousin, cousin in law, 2 nephews and one maid.

ok. they had lunch at my place. then these 2 nephews of mine, were quite cute lah. the older one is damn clever. i think he age 5 only, can read finish one book on dinosaurs liao. he like dinosaurs mah. wa, the dinosaurs' name so long and crappy, he also can pronouce. child prodigy. clever clever. then he had this special bond with my sis, and kept on bugging her to read with him. so good game, my sis had to read with him. hahahahahaha. while i enjoy the food and freedom.

the younger one was havoc. forgot his age. but one crappy devil i tell u all. he likes electronic stuffs, preferably with numbers. so can u imagine, he took one brick games hand console, my gameboy colour and house telephone to play with. omg ok? he play until sian liao, throw the stuff one hor. the brick games console was his first victim. good thing, i don't play it. my mum is the owner. she uses it to kill time at home and prevent herself from becoming senile. lol. next, he took my gameboy colour. saw it. no comments, he want spoil, go ahead. i don't play gameboy liao. wahahahahahaha. at least he spoil it, i know what to do with my gameboy. throw away lor. lol. then my house phone. i was watching tv and helping my mum out, then i turned around. saw him playing with the house phone. wah, good game. respect arh. ultra violent. he unplugged the phone ok? pro.

then suddenly, i realised something. he was sitting beside my computer table. and on my computer table, was my hp. still charging. in other words. my hp was beside him! hp is an electronic device. have numbers due to the keypad. and he was playing with my house phone. if he plans to upgrade. my hp is equals to gone case again. just repair only. so i sneaked up to the table. and took my hp. heng arh. he nv saw it. so after that, i continued watching tv. then i turned around again. my cousin was lying on the floor, playing with the brick games console. laughing to himself. lol. quite cute lah. hahahahahaha.

then. my mum decided to give him toys to play in order to save our electronic devices. she took out some cars. not attractive enough. u know what she thought of doing? she looked at my gundam model kits! then i stared at her.

me: "don't ever think of sacrificing them. they cost alot ok?"
mum: "i know lah, if they spoil. u confirm kill me one."

after that, she went on to take out my old lego toys. attractive enough to distract that little devil for awhile. he opened the box. took out one lego toy. and threw it on the floor. imagine if the lego toy was one of my model kit. my heart will stop pumping man. then that devil play until sian liao.

ran into our rooms. i was thinking to myself. "go ahead lor. i nth to huan loh about. my bro hp in the room. he should be the one worrying."

then i realised something again. i have my ps2 and my bass in my freaking room! omg. my ps2 not that important. but i forked out $300 plus to buy it ok? then my bass! omg. jia lat arh. pia to my room. good thing my cousin went along to stop him. if not i will cry until i die. hahahahaha.

then he went on to my sis' and parents' room. lol. went along to make sure that everything is fine. lol. havoc sia that guy. after he played finish with my lego. all scattered one. if they were my model kits. i go ki xiao arh i tell u. took so long to build nicely. then destroyed within 30 minutes by this devil. hahahahahahaha.

after that, my relatives left. then i prepare to go to ky house for gathering and steamboat liao. alot of ppl went. dong kai, jun ming, jun jie, justin, kelly, annabelle, wai kit, jun liang, elvis vanda and me. before i left. i took 2 mandarin oranges and stuffed them into my pants' pocket. lol. lazy to get a carrier. anyway sidetrack here abit. this is what ky smsed me the day before ytd.

chu san (3rd day of chinese new year) after steaming, we go watch movie ok?

i went stunned ok? lol. the word steaming is so crap lor. lol. then i reply him back.

watch movie is ok. but after steaming? we think we watching porn at ur house arh? steaming.

lol. so crap lor. but its time like this thats fun. lol. anyway. back to topic. took bus no. 27 to s11 to meet up with ky. went to shop and save to buy some stuff for the steamboat. so as i had planned with kelly. we will announce to our close friends that we are together ytd. kelly already told her close friends liao, including elvis and vanda liao. so i told ky this.

me: "eh brother. i got something to annouce. since u my closest bro. i tell u first before i announce to everyone."
ky: "what? u and kelly together arh?"
me: "wth. i haven't say u know liao arh?"
ky (stunned, with eyes almost popping out): "wth! i was just passing a comment and its real arh?"
me: "yah lah."
ky: "u die liao. today u are our target. no mercy. 3 years brotherhood aside for today. anyway if u want announce. i be mc, since i am the host."
me: " good lor. was thinking about it also."

not bad arh. brothers for 3 years. really know what's on my mind. after we got everything. met up with justin, jun liang and wai kit before going to ky house. damn it. really no mercy. kelly haven't come. they already suaning me like xiao liao. lol.

sry lah. i know i used to say kelly and me won't be an item one. but that is to stop u all from interfering mah. u all know i quite easy to get psycho. and i did get into a crappy and full of shit relationship because of this psycho-ing. so i said it in order for kelly and me to take everything regarding us in our own stride. lol.

so went to ky house. wanted to bai nian to his parents. but they not in. so we in turned bai nian to ky since he was the host. we starting playing. ps2 and psp. any game consoles we can find. burnout revenge is damn nice. won one round, lost one round. lol.

then elvis called and say they reaching. but don't know ky's unit. so i went down and fetched them. saw kelly. and strangely, i don't feel awkward and shy at all. so after we reached ky house and waited for annabelle to arrive before ky announced about kelly and me. wah, very formal ok? ky stood on a stool and announce. lol.

after everyone except dk arrived. we went ahead to start the steamboat. kelly and vanda was full so they nv join in. we ate, crap and suan each other before dk came and join us. after awhile, i decided to go out with elvis to pei the 2 girls. those buggers locked us outside the kitchen. lol. so slacked with kelly and vanda. after that, we need to buy movie tickets. so the 4 of us went to century square to buy the tickets.

11 tickets. $93.50. nice hor? jm nv watch. need to go to his grandma's place. lol. anyway. watched protege. 9.45 pm show. the time back then was 6 or 7 plus only. so halfway there, the girls were hungry. so we went to long john silver to enjoy some personal and quality time together. lol. kelly and i helped elvis and vanda to get together. lol. fun.

then went back to ky house at around 8. they were already gambling liao. at first i went in. saw wai kit, jun jie, jun liang and annabelle gambling with money. here is an extract of our conversation.

me: "wah steady, play with money arh?"
all: "no lah, all these money are jun liang's one. we acting only."

lol. they super lame, super crappy and most importantly, super high. lol. so the 4 of us sat down on the couch and watch them play. i went into ky's room and dk is playing com games. justin was playing his psp. then i went into the kitchen, ky was doing housework. then he was wearing this apron. so funny lor. then i called kelly to come and see. ky immediately went to hide. lol.

after ky was done with his housework, dk, ky and me played dai di. did bet lah. but not with money. loser drink the beer only. lol. 1st round. i heng heng win. ky lost. so he drank up. the mouthful of beer we drank will be decided by the amount of cards left by the loser. lol.

after that, vanda joined in. elvis watched her play while kelly watched me play. wah. kelly really is my lady luck. lol. played 6 rounds. won 4 rounds. hahahahaha. kelly and i combined forces to win 1 round. lol. worse part? ky finished 2 cans of beer in the 6 rounds. lol. then the final round, kelly said that she needs to keep some luck for o's then immediately after she said that, i lost that round. lol. cool sia.

9.45 pm liao. elvis not feeling great so decided to go home. so we asked joshua out to watch protege. joshua had something on in the evening so can't join us. lol. walked to century square again and started watching the show. and some ppl were sitting in our seats by mistake. so dk told them this.

dk: "eh, u all took the wrong seats. ur row is infront. here is ours. can't u see that 2 of our members no place?"
the some ppl: "ok sry"
dk: "thanks arh. dumb."

lol. so guai lan lor. hahahahahahaha. anyway, protege was nice. nc16. got a gore scene when a police had his hand hammered off with a hammer by a drug producer. lol. hugged kelly throughout the movie. happy. =)

hahahahahaha. after the show. its 11 plus. so we all went home. planning to send kelly home. wanted to take bus no. 28 to her house then take cab home. but vanda's last bus left. bus no. 3. so we took cab and sent vanda home first. then sent kelly home. after that, i went home. lol. crap. kelly slpt on the cab. she was very tired. somemore she has sch today. hope she won't slp in class. lol.

nv been so relaxed and happy in a long time. brothers and close friends meet up and slacked. spend quality time with my girl. better, she can mix around with my brothers nicely. no need huan loh liao. hahahahahaha. like that best arh. hahahaha. happy happy.

lol. got home and saw master's post. he said that he's in indestructable mode. lol. so i am using kelly's method of countering him. as taken from addidas' slogan. impossible is nothing. so? as for master. nothing is indestructable. indestructable is nothing. and i said that i wont guai lan u when u have a girlfriend yourself. u come and "tio" me right? so next time. no mercy also liao. don't blame me. i seriously don't want to gl u. u started my flames with the "tio" u said. so goodluck, have fun. =P

think that's all. meeting ky at 4 pm after his work today. go crap. anyone interested?

lets make our relationship last.
i will give in my very best.