woohoohoo! finally! projects and psycho test are all over. all over! i'm a free man now, back to my slacking ways. hell yeah!
having bbq later with brothers and close friends. nice! cny bbq. anyway, u peeps know what we hate the most. u can suan us, u can prank us, u can do whatever u want, but when it comes to confirming stuff, pls reply. especially when i said pls. its a simple task, just take ur phone and reply yes or no only. how hard can it be? busy? screw u. it will only take less than 30 seconds to send that sms. if u can't fork out 30 seconds to reply that sms, this only means one thing. ur time management seriously sucks to the core. so, don't try pissing me off. none of u except ky, jj and dk had seen me went haywire before.
that aside. what is growing up all about? at what age can u call urself matured? this part is dedicated to my sis. i'm not sure if she'll read it or not, but like i always said, this is my blog. i jolly well know that i'm not in a position to comment on my sis mainly due to the fact that she's older and smarter but then again, being older and smarter doesn't mean she's more matured than me. get what i mean? i love peaceful places, everyone knows that. so naturally, i won't like my home to have quarrels all the time. quarrels produce nothing other than noise pollution and its annoying.
u knows damn well that dad is having a hard time providing for us. electricity bills are raising once again, so why still stay up late and use so much electricity. worse off, through out the whole night. this just isn't right. there's a limit to everything. get it? is blog hopping and online shopping so fun that we can use the com for so long? i just don't understand why. its true that i visit blogs and have a blog, but its for maximum 2 hours.
i don't know what went wrong between u and mum for the past few days mainly because i was out till late night everyday, but all i can say is, don't do to others what u don't want others to do to u. u don't want others to disturb ur sleep, don't disturb theirs. bathe early, its good for ur health and won't disturb mum's slp too. slp early, its good for ur health and when she's cleaning the house, she won't affect ur slp too. when both have their slp and feels happy, there won't be so much quarrels and in the end, less noise pollution. that's all.
gonna go off now. cya.
Showing posts with label dedication. Show all posts
Showing posts with label dedication. Show all posts
Saturday, February 02, 2008
Saturday, December 22, 2007
ok. back to blog. alot to blog about but quite random in a sense, so no time to waste. chiong arh!
updates first. went orchard with ky to try and pay for his marathon run, ended up not getting anywhere. so took bus down to dhoby ghaut and meet up with the others for lan. lan is quite nice lah and after that, met up with justin, vanda and winnie to go down to waikiki dive center to take justin, ky and jm diver id. nice one. they are certified open water divers now. hope i can join in soon, but mostly impossible until ns.
that's all for updates and moving on to dedication. yes. i'm dedicating part of this post to my master, justin lim. but before i start. let's do some scolding first. it would have become a big surprise for us if someone did not leak out that secret. and who's the culprit? vanda cheah. nah beh one sia, sometimes really find her damn kiam gan. go tell one of us that justin bought xmas present for us.
well, seriously, i'm touched. but then again, if we are brothers, as long as we know that u have that intention, its enough. don't really need to waste money and stuff, just trust us more and do as much as u can as our brother, that will be enough. furthermore, u are short on cash trying to get ur target, so all the more shouldn't waste those money on us. we understand ur situation. anyway, really thanks alot, my brother.
xmas is coming huh? while, to me, its nth much, just another day. maybe abit special as its jesus christ's birthday? hahahahaha. doesn't concern me also. its special as its a day where i have a chance to stay out whole night. lol.
back to main topic. one year since justin and i started calling each other brothers. one year and a few more months to be exact. in this one year, he changed part of my thinking and i together with the other brothers, managed to produce some changes in him.
which part of my thinking did he change? well, to put my thoughts into action. i used to be someone who said things and expect changes to occur by itself. lazy to be more accurate, he motivated me to work towards what i want. be it being a better bballer, practicing bass even i have no talent in it, working hard for my physical fitness and just being a good person. mental toughness is what i learnt. to resist temptations and fight distractions. i'm grateful.
and what changed did the combined effort of ky, jm and me produced? a slimmer and handsome justin. yes! we on our part motivated him to slim down. a dragonboater, a bballer and a clt working together to motivate justin to work out and ultimately slim down. ppl saw the difference and its a significant change. through this, we learnt that nth is impossible if u put in effort. yes. and now, justin is being approached by starhub to be their advertisement model. hahahahaha. yes. its true. don't believe me? i have evidence.
justin before slimming down.
justin after slimming down.
saw the diff?
my ultimate weapon.
model student award. hahahahahaha.
don't believe? too bad. i was presented this award when i was in primary 3. yeah. an award given to students to not only excel in their studies, but also qualities such as leadership, sportsmanship, contributions to the sch, etc. too hard to believe that the current jeremy was such a leader during his pri sch years? hell yeah, i also can't believe i was so great before. lol!
up next, horoscope on piscean men.
he is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. he can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. he does not understand things or try to understand things easily. if you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.
he is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. his normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. he has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
he can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. they are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. he is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. he could be very careless about his future. he does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
he is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. he hates rules and regulations. he will never look down on people. he is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. he loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.
his other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. he can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. he likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.
he will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. he has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. he can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lose his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.
he can be happy and content by himself. what he think is important is not "love", but firm status and stability. he has plenty of love for you.
he is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. when he is with you, he wants to be happy. he understand his partner's emotional. he likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. if he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.
he is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. he wants to feel worthy. he can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. he is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. he has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. he likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. he likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.
when he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. he does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good example for him first. he likes a cheery and a smart woman. if you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. he will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. you have to make yourself worth all the time too.
lol. quite true arh.
ok. nth much left. 2 photos taken when we were slacking in spot light.
jem. dona. jay (el jay edge).
lky. mike. lex.
kjm. leo. ravox.
justin. raph. zero.
that's all. i think i left something out though.
updates first. went orchard with ky to try and pay for his marathon run, ended up not getting anywhere. so took bus down to dhoby ghaut and meet up with the others for lan. lan is quite nice lah and after that, met up with justin, vanda and winnie to go down to waikiki dive center to take justin, ky and jm diver id. nice one. they are certified open water divers now. hope i can join in soon, but mostly impossible until ns.
that's all for updates and moving on to dedication. yes. i'm dedicating part of this post to my master, justin lim. but before i start. let's do some scolding first. it would have become a big surprise for us if someone did not leak out that secret. and who's the culprit? vanda cheah. nah beh one sia, sometimes really find her damn kiam gan. go tell one of us that justin bought xmas present for us.
well, seriously, i'm touched. but then again, if we are brothers, as long as we know that u have that intention, its enough. don't really need to waste money and stuff, just trust us more and do as much as u can as our brother, that will be enough. furthermore, u are short on cash trying to get ur target, so all the more shouldn't waste those money on us. we understand ur situation. anyway, really thanks alot, my brother.
xmas is coming huh? while, to me, its nth much, just another day. maybe abit special as its jesus christ's birthday? hahahahaha. doesn't concern me also. its special as its a day where i have a chance to stay out whole night. lol.
back to main topic. one year since justin and i started calling each other brothers. one year and a few more months to be exact. in this one year, he changed part of my thinking and i together with the other brothers, managed to produce some changes in him.
which part of my thinking did he change? well, to put my thoughts into action. i used to be someone who said things and expect changes to occur by itself. lazy to be more accurate, he motivated me to work towards what i want. be it being a better bballer, practicing bass even i have no talent in it, working hard for my physical fitness and just being a good person. mental toughness is what i learnt. to resist temptations and fight distractions. i'm grateful.
and what changed did the combined effort of ky, jm and me produced? a slimmer and handsome justin. yes! we on our part motivated him to slim down. a dragonboater, a bballer and a clt working together to motivate justin to work out and ultimately slim down. ppl saw the difference and its a significant change. through this, we learnt that nth is impossible if u put in effort. yes. and now, justin is being approached by starhub to be their advertisement model. hahahahaha. yes. its true. don't believe me? i have evidence.
justin before slimming down.
justin after slimming down.saw the diff?
anyway. was trash talking with ky about our extraordinary accomplishment during primary sch. ky tried to use his ultimate weapon, the singa award to shut me up, but wait, i have my own ultimate weapon too. lol. ky's chidori clashing with my rasengan. lol.
my ultimate weapon.
model student award. hahahahahaha.don't believe? too bad. i was presented this award when i was in primary 3. yeah. an award given to students to not only excel in their studies, but also qualities such as leadership, sportsmanship, contributions to the sch, etc. too hard to believe that the current jeremy was such a leader during his pri sch years? hell yeah, i also can't believe i was so great before. lol!
up next, horoscope on piscean men.
he is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. he can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. he does not understand things or try to understand things easily. if you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.
he is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. his normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. he has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.
he can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. they are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. he is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. he could be very careless about his future. he does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.
he is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. he hates rules and regulations. he will never look down on people. he is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. he loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.
his other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. he can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. he likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.
he will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. he has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. he can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lose his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.
he can be happy and content by himself. what he think is important is not "love", but firm status and stability. he has plenty of love for you.
he is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. when he is with you, he wants to be happy. he understand his partner's emotional. he likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. if he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.
he is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. he wants to feel worthy. he can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. he is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. he has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. he likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. he likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.
when he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. he does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good example for him first. he likes a cheery and a smart woman. if you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. he will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. you have to make yourself worth all the time too.
lol. quite true arh.
ok. nth much left. 2 photos taken when we were slacking in spot light.
pimp lee. can't believe he won the singa award right?
macho kwa.
and now, let me introduce u to our usual 4. the 4 head of our group.
jem. dona. jay (el jay edge).
lky. mike. lex.
kjm. leo. ravox.
justin. raph. zero.that's all. i think i left something out though.
Friday, November 30, 2007
donatello lim is back for more blogging.
met up with ky and justin for lunch today. they came to tp. after having lunch, we walked around tm and cs then ate at subway again. ate the hero meal. don't know whats so heroic about it man. maybe its heroic cause its cheap and saves money for cheapskate ppl like me? lol. on the other hand, wondering that we have extraordinary appetite? i agree.
i'm running low on cash for this week once again. but that's alright. i'm broke all the time, so its nth special anyway. i just pity my future gf, that's all.
going out with them tml. justin is trying to revamp his closet, so we as brothers are going to shop with him. well, seriously can understand why he wanna buy new clothes. as for sunday, i most probably will be running errand for them. bringing fresh clothes and deodorant for them after their 10km run. i can't join them cause my knee is still recovering. i'm not quite sure about my knee condition either. doc said that i need not go back for consultation anymore but its still hurting and giving way. its worse during cold weather or when i'm in cold places like lecture theatre, the knee will go stiff at times. but nvm, used to it liao. no matter what, i'm trying my best to get into action next year, joining them for half marathons and so on. let's hope that i will be in time for it.
term test is just 2 weeks away and the great donatello lim is still slacking. i seriously have alot of catching up to do for ebm, sas and dbis. as for pom, micro and ba2, its easier for me as i'm always doing the tutorials. reason? i'm interested in these modules. but useless modules like ebm, sas and dbis are killing me. but too bad, i can't complain right? its either i tackle the problem straight on or give up. so for me, i choose to tackle the problem straight on. its my choice to run away from jc and come to poly. so technically, i've used up my second chance. its either make it or break it. nv am i going to retake a module. never.
like what they said, its all in my mindset. i still can slack like what i usually do, go around and have fun, but when the time comes for me to focus, i'm sure i'll be able to step up to the situation. talking about mind power, this week is the 3rd week that i refrained myself from drinking any carbonated drinks, great accomplishment in resisting the temptation. gonna keep it up for the sake of my stamina.
anyway, some photos here. its taken when my class is slacking or when we were too bored during lectures or tutorials.
the peeps slacking in one of the com labs. chin wee's the blue riding hood.
and this? its jonathan eng. looks damn chio from behind right?
sexy back.
hahahahaha. seriously no comments. try finding another guy who's back view is so chio.
the respected lamer/ joker in class.
and this? i drew it during dbis lecture. was so bored during lecture and had problems going to slp, so took out one plain paper and started sketching my own hand. its been long since i drew anything. i know its not a very good sketch. was just sketching to kill time and isn't focused when i'm drawing it. don't get me wrong, even if i focus fully on sketching it, the output will still be sucky.
seriously, i don't know why but i like to look at my hands at times. something must be wrong with me. maybe i'm gay. lol.
anyway, talking about gayness. always see this particular gayish guy in sch. saw him in the toilet today. so i joked with my clique that why not we whack him just for the fun of it. they rejected my idea caused he dressed like an ah beng. lol. but he's still gay. gayish ah beng i guess. then they continued that there are alot of ppl who tries to act beng like him and me. i was stunned. i'm not trying to act beng at all. i'm just who i am. so told them that if i ever approach any guy on the streets and asked them why they stare at me in an ah bengly manner, the first reaction from the victim is none other than laughing. they agreed with me. and we trail run the scene once. and they really can't take it and laughed.
seriously, picture this, jeremy lim walks towards u trying to act beng and asked u why u stare at him in the most beng way he can force with his voice. what will ur reaction be? laugh? cry? or mao him? lol. guess i'm not an ah beng afterall. that's good news. =)
lastly, take a look at the photo below. looks weird ain't it?
does it looks like some funeral pic? no offense to ky. its damn funny lah. this brother of mine is always producing weird stuff that we seriously can laugh about.
here's the scenario.
*i was playing nba live 2008 on my psp before ky asked me to let him play one game*
*so i gave it to him*
*during that period, justin and i continued with our nonsense talk*
*occasionally, i will check on ky to look at his progress*
*at a certain point in time, i noticed the passport size photo being placed against his hp as shown in the photo above*
*i took a closer look at it*
me: eh, ky, tell u something hor.
ky: what?
me: can u don't put ur photo that way? it looks weird.
*justin took a look at it*
justin: yah. like some funeral photo.
me: hahahahahaha. seriously.
ky: sure?
*he was so attracted to the game that he don't even bother to look at it*
ky: u all bastard lah. don't disturb me.
*he kept on playing and we kept on talking*
*1 minute later, justin cannot take it. he took the photo and placed it face down*
me: hahahahahahahaha. nice one lah.
ky: got so jia lat meh?
*after he's done with playing, we showed him how he placed the photo*
ky: wah, knn, cannot play with this kind of thing. what if it becomes real?
me: yah lor, like flashpoint like that. say take one group photo for funeral use, next moment really die.
lol. now u peeps know the reason why i love this gang of brothers so much liao mah? lol.
anyway, to justin. after seeing your blog post, well, i'm here to dedicate one paragraph or 2 to u to compensate for the low standard comment by me in ur blog. first up, who are we? my answer is brothers. i'm sure to a certain extend, be it small or big, your reply will be the same as mine. so what are brothers for? to have fun together, to be huan loh-ed like what u said and last but not least, to be there for each other and support one another. u were there when i was in a dilemma of whether to stay in jc or move to poly. u were there when i can't cope with the jc work and need help. for all these, i remembered them vividly in my mind. so no matter what u are doing, me as a brother will support u all the way. be it in studies, love or in life, i will do anything that can help u in anyway, no matter if its a big help or minor contribution. afterall, thats what brothers are for. for ur a's, jia you and go for it. =)
objective accomplished. donatello lim out.
met up with ky and justin for lunch today. they came to tp. after having lunch, we walked around tm and cs then ate at subway again. ate the hero meal. don't know whats so heroic about it man. maybe its heroic cause its cheap and saves money for cheapskate ppl like me? lol. on the other hand, wondering that we have extraordinary appetite? i agree.
i'm running low on cash for this week once again. but that's alright. i'm broke all the time, so its nth special anyway. i just pity my future gf, that's all.
going out with them tml. justin is trying to revamp his closet, so we as brothers are going to shop with him. well, seriously can understand why he wanna buy new clothes. as for sunday, i most probably will be running errand for them. bringing fresh clothes and deodorant for them after their 10km run. i can't join them cause my knee is still recovering. i'm not quite sure about my knee condition either. doc said that i need not go back for consultation anymore but its still hurting and giving way. its worse during cold weather or when i'm in cold places like lecture theatre, the knee will go stiff at times. but nvm, used to it liao. no matter what, i'm trying my best to get into action next year, joining them for half marathons and so on. let's hope that i will be in time for it.
term test is just 2 weeks away and the great donatello lim is still slacking. i seriously have alot of catching up to do for ebm, sas and dbis. as for pom, micro and ba2, its easier for me as i'm always doing the tutorials. reason? i'm interested in these modules. but useless modules like ebm, sas and dbis are killing me. but too bad, i can't complain right? its either i tackle the problem straight on or give up. so for me, i choose to tackle the problem straight on. its my choice to run away from jc and come to poly. so technically, i've used up my second chance. its either make it or break it. nv am i going to retake a module. never.
like what they said, its all in my mindset. i still can slack like what i usually do, go around and have fun, but when the time comes for me to focus, i'm sure i'll be able to step up to the situation. talking about mind power, this week is the 3rd week that i refrained myself from drinking any carbonated drinks, great accomplishment in resisting the temptation. gonna keep it up for the sake of my stamina.
anyway, some photos here. its taken when my class is slacking or when we were too bored during lectures or tutorials.
the peeps slacking in one of the com labs. chin wee's the blue riding hood.
and this? its jonathan eng. looks damn chio from behind right?
sexy back.
hahahahaha. seriously no comments. try finding another guy who's back view is so chio.
the respected lamer/ joker in class.
and this? i drew it during dbis lecture. was so bored during lecture and had problems going to slp, so took out one plain paper and started sketching my own hand. its been long since i drew anything. i know its not a very good sketch. was just sketching to kill time and isn't focused when i'm drawing it. don't get me wrong, even if i focus fully on sketching it, the output will still be sucky.seriously, i don't know why but i like to look at my hands at times. something must be wrong with me. maybe i'm gay. lol.
anyway, talking about gayness. always see this particular gayish guy in sch. saw him in the toilet today. so i joked with my clique that why not we whack him just for the fun of it. they rejected my idea caused he dressed like an ah beng. lol. but he's still gay. gayish ah beng i guess. then they continued that there are alot of ppl who tries to act beng like him and me. i was stunned. i'm not trying to act beng at all. i'm just who i am. so told them that if i ever approach any guy on the streets and asked them why they stare at me in an ah bengly manner, the first reaction from the victim is none other than laughing. they agreed with me. and we trail run the scene once. and they really can't take it and laughed.
seriously, picture this, jeremy lim walks towards u trying to act beng and asked u why u stare at him in the most beng way he can force with his voice. what will ur reaction be? laugh? cry? or mao him? lol. guess i'm not an ah beng afterall. that's good news. =)
lastly, take a look at the photo below. looks weird ain't it?
does it looks like some funeral pic? no offense to ky. its damn funny lah. this brother of mine is always producing weird stuff that we seriously can laugh about.here's the scenario.
*i was playing nba live 2008 on my psp before ky asked me to let him play one game*
*so i gave it to him*
*during that period, justin and i continued with our nonsense talk*
*occasionally, i will check on ky to look at his progress*
*at a certain point in time, i noticed the passport size photo being placed against his hp as shown in the photo above*
*i took a closer look at it*
me: eh, ky, tell u something hor.
ky: what?
me: can u don't put ur photo that way? it looks weird.
*justin took a look at it*
justin: yah. like some funeral photo.
me: hahahahahaha. seriously.
ky: sure?
*he was so attracted to the game that he don't even bother to look at it*
ky: u all bastard lah. don't disturb me.
*he kept on playing and we kept on talking*
*1 minute later, justin cannot take it. he took the photo and placed it face down*
me: hahahahahahahaha. nice one lah.
ky: got so jia lat meh?
*after he's done with playing, we showed him how he placed the photo*
ky: wah, knn, cannot play with this kind of thing. what if it becomes real?
me: yah lor, like flashpoint like that. say take one group photo for funeral use, next moment really die.
lol. now u peeps know the reason why i love this gang of brothers so much liao mah? lol.
anyway, to justin. after seeing your blog post, well, i'm here to dedicate one paragraph or 2 to u to compensate for the low standard comment by me in ur blog. first up, who are we? my answer is brothers. i'm sure to a certain extend, be it small or big, your reply will be the same as mine. so what are brothers for? to have fun together, to be huan loh-ed like what u said and last but not least, to be there for each other and support one another. u were there when i was in a dilemma of whether to stay in jc or move to poly. u were there when i can't cope with the jc work and need help. for all these, i remembered them vividly in my mind. so no matter what u are doing, me as a brother will support u all the way. be it in studies, love or in life, i will do anything that can help u in anyway, no matter if its a big help or minor contribution. afterall, thats what brothers are for. for ur a's, jia you and go for it. =)
objective accomplished. donatello lim out.
Monday, October 22, 2007
special request by my brother, lky. he type it and asked me to post it here. anyway, here we go.
wong xinyi,
i think you and i are really a great match. you possess the quality of a man (highly egoistic) while i possess the quality of a woman (bitchy). dun say that "i don't really care" when you are actually so bothered by what everyone is quarreling about now. cox i do really care about what everyone is quarreling about now.
get ur facts rite. jm and jem didn't really call you a bitch and say that you are hard to get. they are merely typing out what i told. ya, i admit i am wrong and very UN-gentlemanly to call you a bitch, but sadly, i am not going to apologise. you always say we are still harping over stuff that happen last year, may i ask, what stuff? wat thing about you is so worth talking about now even though it happened 1 year ago. is it the issue of rejection despite the money and effort spent? oh come on, if that is the case, 50bucks is just too little to worth the mention. i should have ask more.
jm is indeed in the WRONG to keep mentioning in his blog about this issue. he piss me off too. maybe somehow you have forgotten you are the cause of all these shit here, while your friend who didn't get his facts rite add oil to fire. you must be wondering now that i am bull-shitting, pushing all the blame to you and your friend, but no. i think both parties are in the wrong. but i am just like any other human beings, depsite being wrong too, i prefer to argue that the other party is more to blame. isn't that what everyone is doing? you people think we are petty guys. we organise bbq, if you dun come we will be angry.
but hey, get ur facts rite again, how did you reply? did you say hey i am not interested or i cannot make it or i dun wanna come? no...it was an unfriendly reply. not once but twice. we organise a bbq few months back, jm sms you, you told us you cannot make it. we were fine. but if i am not wrong, you will come if one of us is to ask you again. because you actually can make it and you reply us cannot, and so if you are to tell us you can again, wong xinyi is so NO FACE. recent bbq, jw sent the "INVITATION" to you, you told her you will consider if ask personally, may i know, what VIP position do you hold? do we need to send out special bbq invitation to everyone we are asking to join us. is getting jw to ask so so so UNGLAM for you if you turn up. i mean we know you have plans with that gay and ur friends. but hey, we were polite and look forward to your group joining us for a bbq, that is not exactly the reply we want, no jiu no, dun say you will consider if only ask personally.
did i mislead any facts? if so do corret me. if you dun understand what i am talking about all along, in summary, you just need to know you are just too egoistic and "high-class". and anyone who has temper will feel fed up. jm sucks. jm blog it out. he is wrong. but is he entirely wrong if you has not given him the chance to blog about. jem is wrong. he blog what i told him. hard to get. they are both wrong, they blog what i told them. hard to get bitch. dun ever think about me apologising for those harsh and un-gentlemanly words. if somehow you forget how all these shit happen, i hope this will remind you. talking about what trying to maintain friendship last year, it takes 2 hands to clap. always waiting for things to happen will take us no where. totally bullshit and nonsense. again, i am not going to apologise for those empty promises. i am lucky we are not friends though. lastly, do give polite replies if we ask politely.
as for lianghao, if you think ur suanings are so capable, i look forward to more. keeping silence doesn't mean we dun care. your posts have been interesting. maybe you should really apologise to dk. he was being fair. you took that for granted. but if you dun wan to also nvm. up to you. but do get ur facts rite before you start blogging everything. ur friend, wong xinyi is to blame. well, that is what i think. i dun need others to think the same as me. liang hao, if you have the guts to blog, have the guts to look at us, dun be such a coward and avoid here and there. if you dun have the guts to look at us, think about how you blog so well, maybe you even dare to stare at us.
that's all, jeremy lim peace out.
wong xinyi,
i think you and i are really a great match. you possess the quality of a man (highly egoistic) while i possess the quality of a woman (bitchy). dun say that "i don't really care" when you are actually so bothered by what everyone is quarreling about now. cox i do really care about what everyone is quarreling about now.
get ur facts rite. jm and jem didn't really call you a bitch and say that you are hard to get. they are merely typing out what i told. ya, i admit i am wrong and very UN-gentlemanly to call you a bitch, but sadly, i am not going to apologise. you always say we are still harping over stuff that happen last year, may i ask, what stuff? wat thing about you is so worth talking about now even though it happened 1 year ago. is it the issue of rejection despite the money and effort spent? oh come on, if that is the case, 50bucks is just too little to worth the mention. i should have ask more.
jm is indeed in the WRONG to keep mentioning in his blog about this issue. he piss me off too. maybe somehow you have forgotten you are the cause of all these shit here, while your friend who didn't get his facts rite add oil to fire. you must be wondering now that i am bull-shitting, pushing all the blame to you and your friend, but no. i think both parties are in the wrong. but i am just like any other human beings, depsite being wrong too, i prefer to argue that the other party is more to blame. isn't that what everyone is doing? you people think we are petty guys. we organise bbq, if you dun come we will be angry.
but hey, get ur facts rite again, how did you reply? did you say hey i am not interested or i cannot make it or i dun wanna come? no...it was an unfriendly reply. not once but twice. we organise a bbq few months back, jm sms you, you told us you cannot make it. we were fine. but if i am not wrong, you will come if one of us is to ask you again. because you actually can make it and you reply us cannot, and so if you are to tell us you can again, wong xinyi is so NO FACE. recent bbq, jw sent the "INVITATION" to you, you told her you will consider if ask personally, may i know, what VIP position do you hold? do we need to send out special bbq invitation to everyone we are asking to join us. is getting jw to ask so so so UNGLAM for you if you turn up. i mean we know you have plans with that gay and ur friends. but hey, we were polite and look forward to your group joining us for a bbq, that is not exactly the reply we want, no jiu no, dun say you will consider if only ask personally.
did i mislead any facts? if so do corret me. if you dun understand what i am talking about all along, in summary, you just need to know you are just too egoistic and "high-class". and anyone who has temper will feel fed up. jm sucks. jm blog it out. he is wrong. but is he entirely wrong if you has not given him the chance to blog about. jem is wrong. he blog what i told him. hard to get. they are both wrong, they blog what i told them. hard to get bitch. dun ever think about me apologising for those harsh and un-gentlemanly words. if somehow you forget how all these shit happen, i hope this will remind you. talking about what trying to maintain friendship last year, it takes 2 hands to clap. always waiting for things to happen will take us no where. totally bullshit and nonsense. again, i am not going to apologise for those empty promises. i am lucky we are not friends though. lastly, do give polite replies if we ask politely.
as for lianghao, if you think ur suanings are so capable, i look forward to more. keeping silence doesn't mean we dun care. your posts have been interesting. maybe you should really apologise to dk. he was being fair. you took that for granted. but if you dun wan to also nvm. up to you. but do get ur facts rite before you start blogging everything. ur friend, wong xinyi is to blame. well, that is what i think. i dun need others to think the same as me. liang hao, if you have the guts to blog, have the guts to look at us, dun be such a coward and avoid here and there. if you dun have the guts to look at us, think about how you blog so well, maybe you even dare to stare at us.
that's all, jeremy lim peace out.
Sunday, June 24, 2007
greeted shamir for a birthday wish through friendster. and this is what i had back from him.
YO!! YO!!
Jeremy...
MANY THANKS FOR THE B'DAY WISH!!
well.. u were a great cadet..
so far of all the cadets i've seen,
u were the one who really changed alot.. improved remarkably..
U used to slack but became more active and enthusiastic in NCC..more dilligent & discipline i say..
well.. the Part B/C's in the year 2005-2006
You took charge of, they found u a good leader..
I'm proud of it.. :)
so keep up the good work man!!
Well.. take good care of urself & study hard okay..
in future Jeremy,
i want You to be someone special okay..
according to my usual respond. i'll click on his link and view his profile. saw a photo with a certain caption that caught my entire attention for that split moment.
caption: my boys.. all grown up now.. All the best guys.. do urselves proud..
caption: my boys.. all grown up now.. All the best guys.. do urselves proud..i'm the skinny shit whose standing second from the left. and infront of us were shamir and hashvin. great times. under the great leadership of shamir. only respect to him. nth else.
i know, u ppl will be laughing your asses off now. i looked like one cock right? i think so too. ppl do change, everyone do look cock at times. but the main point isn't that i looked like one cock, its the caption and the comment.
many a times, i've wondered if i've matured in the course of my secondary sch life or not? even the slightest bit. and now, after what shamir, a respected guy by me, had said. i do feel that i've kinda changed for the better. boys do grow up. not just physically. but mentally too.
and also, maybe a times, i'll wonder if i will be this successful in ncc if shamir was not around to guide me. will i be the one who grew the most if i'm not under his lead? from a slacker to someone who know right from wrong? a nth to a supernumerary staff sergeant?
being lead by a supernumerary himself really is different. i achieved something shamir did. walked in the same league as him. but i still feel immature when i see him. i still have alot to learn. whatever i taught my cadets, are stuff that i learnt from him. but i still think that i've nv reached his standard. i hope i'm as good as him.
now, he said that he hope i will be someone special. after seeing it. i'm motivated and at the same time, lost. someone special? what am i gonna do? afterall, i'm someone without an aim. maybe i do have some. but they, however are unrealistic. at least in singapore.
which one of you knew singapore's whole national bball team? can i really be someone special in this league eventhough i have faith in it? my time is almost up. not saying that i'm dying. but i'm 17, and soon, i won't have the time to achieve what i want. to become an outstanding shooting guard. i only have 1 year left. i can't do anything by myself, so i've assembled myself a bball team with my brothers.
center: justin
power forward: jun ming
small forward: joshua
shooting guard: me
point guard: khai yew
how long can we last? i'm not saying our brotherhood. it'll last a lifetime. i'm referring our bball venture. seriously, after assembling them, we've become quite formidable. rarely lost. but we can't do it for long. afterall 3 of them are in jc. a levels is next year and they have their respective ccas too. after a's, its ns. what should i do? with just jm and i? afterall, we 2 only got one more year than them before facing the same fate as them.
after ns, i think we'll be busy with our lives. afterall living in singapore is all about chiong-ing. how? will i become great? 1 year. its not very long, but its not very short too. what can i achieve?
sometimes i wished that time would stop, but it just won't. with every seconds that's ticking by, it means that i'm 1 second older, i'm one second closer to death. i don't wanna die without accomplishing what i've always dreamt of.
knee injury? off with it, i've endured it for so long because i don't wanna give up without trying. i wished that i'm more talented, more gifted but as everyone is improving greatly in my team, i'm only moving forward in a very slow pace. how? i've reached my limit? haix.
utterly lost for words now. gonna slp and it'll be intensive weight lifting later on.
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
haven't been blogging about my life since 31st march liao. the april fool's day post is just a post on lyric and video of a very nice song. hmmmm. since i received the letter from temasek poly. i've been busy filling in those crap forms which almost drived me crazy. so yah. the past few days were boring. but then again, not that boring. lol. i don't know what i'm typing liao. hahahahahaha.
ok. shall start from? yah! played basketball back on 31st march. went out to play pool with justin, ky, jm, jun jie and wai kit. lol. i was late. then the moment i reached, i won justin 1 round i think. then after a few games, i went on a losing spree. wasn't in the mood to play. was troubled. so had something like a 3 to 4 games slide before winning wai kit. after that, ky wanted to go back to tampines and eat the wanton noodles, so all of us went down lor.
sat there and crap, talked about dragonboat and other stuff. crap and ate at the same time. then wait until kelly, vanda and belle to meet up with us. after we met up, everyone left for home, leaving me with 3 girls. yah. so they decided to go and look for elvis and gang.
they were slacking somewhere under a void deck. met up with them and went to play bball. wasn't really in the mood to play at first. just went in to sort of make up the number bah. played 3 on 3. alvan, elvis and chuan jie against guan hui, kim koon and me. its obvious my team is at a disadvantage. lol. elvis asked me if i wanna change teammates but i declined the offer. don't wanna waste time. so was more sianned.
game started and i ended up with the ball. tried to take my first shot without aiming and was blocked by alvan. woohoohoo. that block sort of fired me up and got me excited. felt the adrenaline pumping in me and tried to carry the team's scoring burden. in another words, i went solo. became a ball hogger. but despite the adrenaline rush, my performance as i rated it myself, was just average. reason being, the ball rust was still there. but nevertheless, i did sank some tough shots. lol. ok lah. i think this pumped me up. maybe i'll go back into bball. maybe i won't. see how bah.
after that, played team match against some streetballers whereas the girls went to tm. 4 on 4. our team won 2 of 3 sets. lol. not bad. alvan was the top scorer i think. after playing, they wanted to go to tm and meet up with the girls. i went home. cannot tahan. my knee was hurting throughout those matches. lol.
as for april fool's day. i think i stayed home and crapped online throughout until the night time. ky wanna accompany jm for dinner before he went for clt course the next day. so yah. i was called down. we ate at pastamania. talked, gl-ed and fooled around lah. lol. then belle, kelly and gang came. belle and vanda stayed for pastamania. the rest, i don't really have any idea where they went. =x
after that, walked around tm and cs. accompany jm do some stuff. he took passport size photos at tm basement. lol. so funny can. i don't know how to describe it. but ky and i sure laughed our heads off. hahahahahahaha.
had flu that day, so went home early. got home and took the panadol cold relief. omg lor. its so darn freaking useless. no effect one. then my mum gave me one powderful tablet. took liao. got groggy, then went to slp.
2nd april. was slp-ing so soundly but my mum woke me up. my parents are taking me down to the sata clinic in chai chee for body checkup. lol. they were more worried than me. so went down lor. waited for almost 2 hours before i had my body fully checked. lol. i will give them an e8 for efficiency. lol. nth much for that day lah except that i went down to nyjc to take the withdrawal form. need to type out a parents' letter. mafan sia. but nvm. for poly.
3rd april. went down to nyjc with my mum. she wanna accompany me there.she said she wanna spend time with me since i'm so free. lol. went there to withdraw. wakao. the withdrawal form. must let alot of hod sign. then while i'm at nyjc. saw my relative. she is my dad's cousin's wife i think. and she's teaching in nyjc. omg. nv saw her at all when i'm there. lol. had to get my civics tutor to sign my form but he went out to eat. waited 1 hour for him. just to sign my form. lol.
after that, went down to peninsula plaza with my mum. went to black haven and bought a my chemical romance black tee, lost prophets black tee, the used white tee and one black jeans. on top of that, i booked one black famous stars and stripes tee. lol. aftermath? bankruptcy. lol. went home after that.
today. woke up by my mum again. she asked me to go temple with her. pray and thank guan yin ma for blessing me. i agreed. lol. after that, went down to sata just to get my medical report and need to go all the way down to temasek poly to hand the report in. went to the market area with my mum and walked around there. anyway, we always come here to shop for stuff. so were very familiar with the place. plus its near my home. did nth much lah. went home after that.
lol. life is so carefree these days. i mean no need go sch. especially jc which suck to the core. even if go poly. also will be quite carefree. planning to work with jm after poly starts. lol. nice. freedom. i like.
anyway, since the day i wanna appeal to poly. my mum has been worrying for me. in fact, she's more worried about my future than me myself. so yah. wanna thank her. cause its always her who help me out. not that my dad didn't but just that, i feel that my mum treated me the best since i'm old enough to remember stuff. its always her lah, being fair in everything. unlike my grandparents and dad. my mum knew that i was being treated unfairly but she can't do anything. so yah. knew that she was not in the position to say anything. so nv blamed her also.
also, since the poly appeal, i got kinda down. cause there's alot of conflicts between my dad and me. was seriously burnt out. cause his attitude towards always suck. so sry for the problems and troubles i gave everyone when i'm down. really sorry. but i'm still very burnt out and tired now. just wanna have fun, relax and taste freedom. so yah. sorry for all the troubles, especially to kelly bah.
and before i go. spamming is fun sia. didn't know that jun jie became a pro spammer during the period when i'm in jc. lol. for ppl who like to see nonsense and lame jokes. feel free to visit the victims' blog and enjoy kjm's, jun jie's and my master piece. have fun laughing. but apparently, spamming lure cowards out of their hideouts too. they strike when we were spamming and insult ppl amidst the confusion. nice one lah cowards. lol. anyway, the victims are as stated, lauzh, jasmine tan, justin, kwoky and me. pls note that i didn't choose the victims. jun jie and kjm did. i only join in the fun halfway through. lol.
think thats all bah. gonna spam ppl liao. lol.
ok. shall start from? yah! played basketball back on 31st march. went out to play pool with justin, ky, jm, jun jie and wai kit. lol. i was late. then the moment i reached, i won justin 1 round i think. then after a few games, i went on a losing spree. wasn't in the mood to play. was troubled. so had something like a 3 to 4 games slide before winning wai kit. after that, ky wanted to go back to tampines and eat the wanton noodles, so all of us went down lor.
sat there and crap, talked about dragonboat and other stuff. crap and ate at the same time. then wait until kelly, vanda and belle to meet up with us. after we met up, everyone left for home, leaving me with 3 girls. yah. so they decided to go and look for elvis and gang.
they were slacking somewhere under a void deck. met up with them and went to play bball. wasn't really in the mood to play at first. just went in to sort of make up the number bah. played 3 on 3. alvan, elvis and chuan jie against guan hui, kim koon and me. its obvious my team is at a disadvantage. lol. elvis asked me if i wanna change teammates but i declined the offer. don't wanna waste time. so was more sianned.
game started and i ended up with the ball. tried to take my first shot without aiming and was blocked by alvan. woohoohoo. that block sort of fired me up and got me excited. felt the adrenaline pumping in me and tried to carry the team's scoring burden. in another words, i went solo. became a ball hogger. but despite the adrenaline rush, my performance as i rated it myself, was just average. reason being, the ball rust was still there. but nevertheless, i did sank some tough shots. lol. ok lah. i think this pumped me up. maybe i'll go back into bball. maybe i won't. see how bah.
after that, played team match against some streetballers whereas the girls went to tm. 4 on 4. our team won 2 of 3 sets. lol. not bad. alvan was the top scorer i think. after playing, they wanted to go to tm and meet up with the girls. i went home. cannot tahan. my knee was hurting throughout those matches. lol.
as for april fool's day. i think i stayed home and crapped online throughout until the night time. ky wanna accompany jm for dinner before he went for clt course the next day. so yah. i was called down. we ate at pastamania. talked, gl-ed and fooled around lah. lol. then belle, kelly and gang came. belle and vanda stayed for pastamania. the rest, i don't really have any idea where they went. =x
after that, walked around tm and cs. accompany jm do some stuff. he took passport size photos at tm basement. lol. so funny can. i don't know how to describe it. but ky and i sure laughed our heads off. hahahahahahaha.
had flu that day, so went home early. got home and took the panadol cold relief. omg lor. its so darn freaking useless. no effect one. then my mum gave me one powderful tablet. took liao. got groggy, then went to slp.
2nd april. was slp-ing so soundly but my mum woke me up. my parents are taking me down to the sata clinic in chai chee for body checkup. lol. they were more worried than me. so went down lor. waited for almost 2 hours before i had my body fully checked. lol. i will give them an e8 for efficiency. lol. nth much for that day lah except that i went down to nyjc to take the withdrawal form. need to type out a parents' letter. mafan sia. but nvm. for poly.
3rd april. went down to nyjc with my mum. she wanna accompany me there.she said she wanna spend time with me since i'm so free. lol. went there to withdraw. wakao. the withdrawal form. must let alot of hod sign. then while i'm at nyjc. saw my relative. she is my dad's cousin's wife i think. and she's teaching in nyjc. omg. nv saw her at all when i'm there. lol. had to get my civics tutor to sign my form but he went out to eat. waited 1 hour for him. just to sign my form. lol.
after that, went down to peninsula plaza with my mum. went to black haven and bought a my chemical romance black tee, lost prophets black tee, the used white tee and one black jeans. on top of that, i booked one black famous stars and stripes tee. lol. aftermath? bankruptcy. lol. went home after that.
today. woke up by my mum again. she asked me to go temple with her. pray and thank guan yin ma for blessing me. i agreed. lol. after that, went down to sata just to get my medical report and need to go all the way down to temasek poly to hand the report in. went to the market area with my mum and walked around there. anyway, we always come here to shop for stuff. so were very familiar with the place. plus its near my home. did nth much lah. went home after that.
lol. life is so carefree these days. i mean no need go sch. especially jc which suck to the core. even if go poly. also will be quite carefree. planning to work with jm after poly starts. lol. nice. freedom. i like.
anyway, since the day i wanna appeal to poly. my mum has been worrying for me. in fact, she's more worried about my future than me myself. so yah. wanna thank her. cause its always her who help me out. not that my dad didn't but just that, i feel that my mum treated me the best since i'm old enough to remember stuff. its always her lah, being fair in everything. unlike my grandparents and dad. my mum knew that i was being treated unfairly but she can't do anything. so yah. knew that she was not in the position to say anything. so nv blamed her also.
also, since the poly appeal, i got kinda down. cause there's alot of conflicts between my dad and me. was seriously burnt out. cause his attitude towards always suck. so sry for the problems and troubles i gave everyone when i'm down. really sorry. but i'm still very burnt out and tired now. just wanna have fun, relax and taste freedom. so yah. sorry for all the troubles, especially to kelly bah.
and before i go. spamming is fun sia. didn't know that jun jie became a pro spammer during the period when i'm in jc. lol. for ppl who like to see nonsense and lame jokes. feel free to visit the victims' blog and enjoy kjm's, jun jie's and my master piece. have fun laughing. but apparently, spamming lure cowards out of their hideouts too. they strike when we were spamming and insult ppl amidst the confusion. nice one lah cowards. lol. anyway, the victims are as stated, lauzh, jasmine tan, justin, kwoky and me. pls note that i didn't choose the victims. jun jie and kjm did. i only join in the fun halfway through. lol.
think thats all bah. gonna spam ppl liao. lol.
Tuesday, March 27, 2007
its been long since i last blogged liao. well. no comments. jc life totally tired me out which in turn made me lose the interest in blogging. lack of time contributes to the factor too. seriously, 24 hours a day ain't enough. hahahahahahaha. i think this post will more or less shock ppl who had no idea regarding what had happenned to me lately bah.
well, i went down to temasek poly to appeal into its accounting and finance course after the appealling period was way over. reason for doing it? haix. accounting and finance course was the course that i was aiming since way before o's. but my mindset sort of change after i went to work and got the result. the reason for going jc was stated clearly in my previous post.
many may ask that why didn't i appeal during the appealling period since i hate jc that much? well, my reply would be, during the appealling period, jc never started its lectures yet. it was still having orientation and other admin activites. so i didn't know how jc life really was. until lessons really started. i found out that there were 2 killer subjects for me, topped up with boring subjects like chinese, general paper and project work. just the thought of these 3 h1 subs would send chills down my spine now.
ok, first up. killer sub no. 1, maths. damn it. for someone without add maths base like me. studying maths in jc is an uphill task. furthermore, pls note that i was a maths noob back in secondary sch. i failed my maths all the way until o's where i managed the pass it with an a2. its a miracle back then. when i look at the notes, every single letters and symbols on that paper know who i am, but i don't know them. they are so alien. ok, best part is. after i spent like 2 to 3 hours looking through the notes and finally understood it abit, i still don't know how to do the tutorials. damn it. ppl are studying something further than add maths now but i'm just starting from the scratch. maths' a killer. who the hell complicate maths until this extend? damn it.
killer sub no.2, chemistry. surprised? yah yah yah, i got an a1 for combined science. i know. but so what!?! do u know that i'm freaking suay? the 3 topics that i skipped for o's are more or less the main topic in jc? mole concept, redox and hydrocarbon. damn it. in sec sch, these topics were so minor for o's that i just simply skipped them. but damn it, i still can't escape them for jc. and they are the main topic. and try imagining having mole concept and redox combining into one question. wth! damn it. many of u may think, y don't i choose physics instead right? i seriously would like to. but god damn nyjc don't allow me to take physics! reason being that i have no add maths base. damn it lah. a 10 pointer meeting this kind of shit in jc. good luck have fun man.
anyway, details about the appealing part. after i knew that i'm in deep shit. i told my mum, i seriously need to change sch. if not i will die after year 1 in jc. i predicted that i will be retained. so my mum talked to my dad. well, he didn't approved it. cause he wanted me to go jc. so it took my mum one whole morning to persuade and talk some sense into my dad before they brought me down to tp's one stop center to appeal. comments received? the receptionist there said that given my result, if i appealled during the period, i will confirm get a place. but as for now? the course is full, i may not get in, but i will be on top of the list. haix. so what if i'm on top of the list? the course is full. no space. being on top of the list is useless man. from me choosing my sch during jae to sch choosing me now. haix.
the next day, i went back to sch and ended up telling my form teacher my situation. he himself suggested that i go poly. if not i will suffer big time in jc. maths alone will take up alot of my time and i still have crap subjects like gp, chinese and pw to handle. somemore chinese a levels is this year. damn it. and the worst part? i miss out the first 3 months in jc. first reason was i couldn't get into one with my prelim results. mi not counted. 2nd reason, back then i was planning to go poly, so was working to earn money and pay for my own expenses. good lor. now everything screw up. because of one reason. trying to be a good boy and lessen my dad's burden. think for others and see the shit that i'm in now. like i said before, it doesn't pays to be kind to others. and like what justin said in his blog, ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie. i totally agree now. think for others and u suffer. haix. so if i remain in jc, i got a whole lot of first 3 months topic to catch up on and maths to handle for the rest of the year.
so what am i planning to do if my appeal fails? well. i'm left with 2 choices. choice number 1, drop out of jc and work for the rest of 2007. earn some money for my poly expenses. and join the jae for 2008. choice number 2. transform myself into an ultra geek and pia full time for jc. bad points? most prob kelly and i will drift away. and if i can't make it for the promo exams, i wasted all my time and effort. lastly, after year 1 in jc, there is still year 2. the year for a levels somemore. damn it sia.
since the matter, i've been talking to some teachers. mr lee huan leng, mrs low and mrs vijay. after hearing my choices, mr lee suggests i stay in jc. he said that if i got the determination, i will make it out of jc. but both mrs low and mrs vijay supports my idea of dropping out and going to work first. mrs low added that i will turn out to be an even more stronger person this way. because i know what i want and i strived for it. mrs vijay supported my idea but she stated that she's afraid that i may lose the touch for studying while i work for the rest of this year. so she suggested that i take up part time poly courses to keep myself in shape. well. on my side, i prefer dropping out and working for my own expenses. but i don't really know how am i going to put the idea across to my dad. maybe he'll understand, maybe he won't. haix.
anyway, lets state the benefits and lessons that i'll learn given these possible outcome.
outcome no. 1. appeal successful and get into the course. i will seriously treasure the chance given and really study hard. study hard not as in studying like a geek. but i will chiong more than i was back in dunman. haix. mrs vijay was right. she knows that i am the kind that wants to play and study at the same time. lol. but she thinks that i will excel in poly. this i don't know.
outcome no. 2. appeal fail and remain in jc. if i ever survive these 2 years and pass a levels with decent grades. i will more or less become a very determined person who nv gives up. which in turn is good. i don't give up easily.
outcome no. 3. appeal fail and remain in jc. but i nv made it to year 2 this year. well. what can i say? i just wasted one year of my life in jc. dropping out would be better. at least i will be working for my expenses.
outcome no. 4. appeal fail and i dropped out of jc. well. i think working to pay for my own expenses will make me a stronger person like what mrs low said. true, i'll be wasting one year of my life. but i will be more matured. i will study even harder in poly. i will be more focused.
so bascially that's it bah. and now for cca. i don't even know what cca should i join. cause those sports cca are so hiong. i mean they train like xiao. which i don't mind. for nice bodyshape mah. sex appeal. lol. but let's take dragonboat as an example. alot of its members were retained and it scares me a little. haix. don't know lah. if staying in nyjc then huan loh lor.
anyway. these are the things that i've done to help boost my chances of getting into accounting and finance course. first, my mum brought me to some temple in bedok to pray. well. i prayed sincerely and seriously hope god bless. next, my mum again, brought me down to see mr sin boon ann, some mp for tampines grc and sort his help. he said that he will write a letter to tp and asked them to give me a chance. last resort. the next day after i appeal, i went down to tp again and wrote a letter myself to some sort of beg for a place in tp. its for my future. so i see no wrong in doing this bah.
and if i get into poly, there are also something that i regret doing. that's not talking things out nicely and asking my parents' for their opinions. because of this, i bought the graphic calculator which cost a bomb and my uniform liao. also, i cut my hair due to the rules set by nyjc and now, i look like a kuku.
finally, there are some ppl who i wanna thank here when i'm in this crisis.
first up, brothers and close friends. ppl like justin, jun jie, jian wei and jing han. thanks alot for talking to me when i am really confused. thanks for consulting me online. jun jie, thanks for ur efforts in calming me down and helping me find tp's number. justin, thanks for ur effort in teaching me add maths and asking me to relax. lol. well, as for ky they all. i didn't trouble them because they were already too fed up with jc also.
then, my teachers. mrs low, mrs vijay and mr lee. thanks alot for ur precious suggestions and encouragement. especially mrs vijay, who talked to me online and tried her best to guide me out of my confusements.
up next, my darling kelly gui. lol. she tried her best to cheer me up and was understanding enough to know why i didn't called her and can't talk to her that often. eventhough when i told her that i will call her and forgot about it. she was still very forgiving. lol. so thanks alot darling for being so understanding. its been hard on u.
lastly, my family members especially my mum. after i told her about my troubles, she went all out to help me and tried her best to calm my frayed nerves. she too tried to talk me round and tried her best to see things from my point of view. she also did her very best in persuading my dad. and find all ways to help me boost my chances of going into tp. and also my sis and bro, thanks for standing up for me in front of dad. thanks alot to my sis for teaching me add maths and chem.
well, seriously, this shit may be a pain in the ass but i realised something from it. this crisis allowed me to realised and identified the people that really care about me. those that are so worried about me when i'm in deep shit. thanks ppl. i appreciate ur care and concern alot.
up next, its quite random lah. good charlotte new album, new morning revival is out. rating? not really as i expected. haix. seriously, this album ain't as nice as the previous few. but still worth it bah. maybe after listening and exposing myself more to their new songs, i will like them? maybe bah. also, relient k's new album, five score and seven years ago is out. after getting my hands on their new album, i will rate their album and update it bah.
woohoohoo. something tells me that the punkrock bands are all preparing for a punk rock revival. cause most of them are releasing their album this year. relient k, bowling for soup and good charlotte are out already. upcoming released will be from sum 41, yellowcard, simple plan, new found glory for this year. and greenday estimated for release next year.
need to study liao. bb. take care ppl.
please let me enrol in that course,
i promise to work hard,
and put my very best into it,
i promise.
all i need is a chance,
a miracle now.
well, i went down to temasek poly to appeal into its accounting and finance course after the appealling period was way over. reason for doing it? haix. accounting and finance course was the course that i was aiming since way before o's. but my mindset sort of change after i went to work and got the result. the reason for going jc was stated clearly in my previous post.
many may ask that why didn't i appeal during the appealling period since i hate jc that much? well, my reply would be, during the appealling period, jc never started its lectures yet. it was still having orientation and other admin activites. so i didn't know how jc life really was. until lessons really started. i found out that there were 2 killer subjects for me, topped up with boring subjects like chinese, general paper and project work. just the thought of these 3 h1 subs would send chills down my spine now.
ok, first up. killer sub no. 1, maths. damn it. for someone without add maths base like me. studying maths in jc is an uphill task. furthermore, pls note that i was a maths noob back in secondary sch. i failed my maths all the way until o's where i managed the pass it with an a2. its a miracle back then. when i look at the notes, every single letters and symbols on that paper know who i am, but i don't know them. they are so alien. ok, best part is. after i spent like 2 to 3 hours looking through the notes and finally understood it abit, i still don't know how to do the tutorials. damn it. ppl are studying something further than add maths now but i'm just starting from the scratch. maths' a killer. who the hell complicate maths until this extend? damn it.
killer sub no.2, chemistry. surprised? yah yah yah, i got an a1 for combined science. i know. but so what!?! do u know that i'm freaking suay? the 3 topics that i skipped for o's are more or less the main topic in jc? mole concept, redox and hydrocarbon. damn it. in sec sch, these topics were so minor for o's that i just simply skipped them. but damn it, i still can't escape them for jc. and they are the main topic. and try imagining having mole concept and redox combining into one question. wth! damn it. many of u may think, y don't i choose physics instead right? i seriously would like to. but god damn nyjc don't allow me to take physics! reason being that i have no add maths base. damn it lah. a 10 pointer meeting this kind of shit in jc. good luck have fun man.
anyway, details about the appealing part. after i knew that i'm in deep shit. i told my mum, i seriously need to change sch. if not i will die after year 1 in jc. i predicted that i will be retained. so my mum talked to my dad. well, he didn't approved it. cause he wanted me to go jc. so it took my mum one whole morning to persuade and talk some sense into my dad before they brought me down to tp's one stop center to appeal. comments received? the receptionist there said that given my result, if i appealled during the period, i will confirm get a place. but as for now? the course is full, i may not get in, but i will be on top of the list. haix. so what if i'm on top of the list? the course is full. no space. being on top of the list is useless man. from me choosing my sch during jae to sch choosing me now. haix.
the next day, i went back to sch and ended up telling my form teacher my situation. he himself suggested that i go poly. if not i will suffer big time in jc. maths alone will take up alot of my time and i still have crap subjects like gp, chinese and pw to handle. somemore chinese a levels is this year. damn it. and the worst part? i miss out the first 3 months in jc. first reason was i couldn't get into one with my prelim results. mi not counted. 2nd reason, back then i was planning to go poly, so was working to earn money and pay for my own expenses. good lor. now everything screw up. because of one reason. trying to be a good boy and lessen my dad's burden. think for others and see the shit that i'm in now. like i said before, it doesn't pays to be kind to others. and like what justin said in his blog, ren bu wei ji tian zhu di mie. i totally agree now. think for others and u suffer. haix. so if i remain in jc, i got a whole lot of first 3 months topic to catch up on and maths to handle for the rest of the year.
so what am i planning to do if my appeal fails? well. i'm left with 2 choices. choice number 1, drop out of jc and work for the rest of 2007. earn some money for my poly expenses. and join the jae for 2008. choice number 2. transform myself into an ultra geek and pia full time for jc. bad points? most prob kelly and i will drift away. and if i can't make it for the promo exams, i wasted all my time and effort. lastly, after year 1 in jc, there is still year 2. the year for a levels somemore. damn it sia.
since the matter, i've been talking to some teachers. mr lee huan leng, mrs low and mrs vijay. after hearing my choices, mr lee suggests i stay in jc. he said that if i got the determination, i will make it out of jc. but both mrs low and mrs vijay supports my idea of dropping out and going to work first. mrs low added that i will turn out to be an even more stronger person this way. because i know what i want and i strived for it. mrs vijay supported my idea but she stated that she's afraid that i may lose the touch for studying while i work for the rest of this year. so she suggested that i take up part time poly courses to keep myself in shape. well. on my side, i prefer dropping out and working for my own expenses. but i don't really know how am i going to put the idea across to my dad. maybe he'll understand, maybe he won't. haix.
anyway, lets state the benefits and lessons that i'll learn given these possible outcome.
outcome no. 1. appeal successful and get into the course. i will seriously treasure the chance given and really study hard. study hard not as in studying like a geek. but i will chiong more than i was back in dunman. haix. mrs vijay was right. she knows that i am the kind that wants to play and study at the same time. lol. but she thinks that i will excel in poly. this i don't know.
outcome no. 2. appeal fail and remain in jc. if i ever survive these 2 years and pass a levels with decent grades. i will more or less become a very determined person who nv gives up. which in turn is good. i don't give up easily.
outcome no. 3. appeal fail and remain in jc. but i nv made it to year 2 this year. well. what can i say? i just wasted one year of my life in jc. dropping out would be better. at least i will be working for my expenses.
outcome no. 4. appeal fail and i dropped out of jc. well. i think working to pay for my own expenses will make me a stronger person like what mrs low said. true, i'll be wasting one year of my life. but i will be more matured. i will study even harder in poly. i will be more focused.
so bascially that's it bah. and now for cca. i don't even know what cca should i join. cause those sports cca are so hiong. i mean they train like xiao. which i don't mind. for nice bodyshape mah. sex appeal. lol. but let's take dragonboat as an example. alot of its members were retained and it scares me a little. haix. don't know lah. if staying in nyjc then huan loh lor.
anyway. these are the things that i've done to help boost my chances of getting into accounting and finance course. first, my mum brought me to some temple in bedok to pray. well. i prayed sincerely and seriously hope god bless. next, my mum again, brought me down to see mr sin boon ann, some mp for tampines grc and sort his help. he said that he will write a letter to tp and asked them to give me a chance. last resort. the next day after i appeal, i went down to tp again and wrote a letter myself to some sort of beg for a place in tp. its for my future. so i see no wrong in doing this bah.
and if i get into poly, there are also something that i regret doing. that's not talking things out nicely and asking my parents' for their opinions. because of this, i bought the graphic calculator which cost a bomb and my uniform liao. also, i cut my hair due to the rules set by nyjc and now, i look like a kuku.
finally, there are some ppl who i wanna thank here when i'm in this crisis.
first up, brothers and close friends. ppl like justin, jun jie, jian wei and jing han. thanks alot for talking to me when i am really confused. thanks for consulting me online. jun jie, thanks for ur efforts in calming me down and helping me find tp's number. justin, thanks for ur effort in teaching me add maths and asking me to relax. lol. well, as for ky they all. i didn't trouble them because they were already too fed up with jc also.
then, my teachers. mrs low, mrs vijay and mr lee. thanks alot for ur precious suggestions and encouragement. especially mrs vijay, who talked to me online and tried her best to guide me out of my confusements.
up next, my darling kelly gui. lol. she tried her best to cheer me up and was understanding enough to know why i didn't called her and can't talk to her that often. eventhough when i told her that i will call her and forgot about it. she was still very forgiving. lol. so thanks alot darling for being so understanding. its been hard on u.
lastly, my family members especially my mum. after i told her about my troubles, she went all out to help me and tried her best to calm my frayed nerves. she too tried to talk me round and tried her best to see things from my point of view. she also did her very best in persuading my dad. and find all ways to help me boost my chances of going into tp. and also my sis and bro, thanks for standing up for me in front of dad. thanks alot to my sis for teaching me add maths and chem.
well, seriously, this shit may be a pain in the ass but i realised something from it. this crisis allowed me to realised and identified the people that really care about me. those that are so worried about me when i'm in deep shit. thanks ppl. i appreciate ur care and concern alot.
up next, its quite random lah. good charlotte new album, new morning revival is out. rating? not really as i expected. haix. seriously, this album ain't as nice as the previous few. but still worth it bah. maybe after listening and exposing myself more to their new songs, i will like them? maybe bah. also, relient k's new album, five score and seven years ago is out. after getting my hands on their new album, i will rate their album and update it bah.
woohoohoo. something tells me that the punkrock bands are all preparing for a punk rock revival. cause most of them are releasing their album this year. relient k, bowling for soup and good charlotte are out already. upcoming released will be from sum 41, yellowcard, simple plan, new found glory for this year. and greenday estimated for release next year.
need to study liao. bb. take care ppl.
please let me enrol in that course,
i promise to work hard,
and put my very best into it,
i promise.
all i need is a chance,
a miracle now.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
hmmmmm. there is alot of happenings around me these few days. so shall blog about it. will start from friday 12 am in the morning.
like we planned, we met up in mac by that time. so from there, we slacked full time. at first, i tried playing dota on justin's laptop. but there was no mouse thus making it damn hard to play. in the end, i became damn sian. so justin and i watched some anime while ky tried out his new psp game. initial d street stage. did that for almost 2 hours before we decided to change seats.
at that time, we ran out of anime to watch and ky was stuck at a stage for quite a long liao. so justin, ky and me tried to win the stage and help ky to proceed in the game. in the end, it took ky and us 3 hours to break the stage. lol. i was the one who won the stage. hey ppl, if u think we are noobs, try playing the game yourself man. ky just bought the game, so we needed time to get used to it. plus all of us were rusty after not playing games for such a long time. and lastly, we were using trueno ae86 against nissan silvia s14. damn ok. its like a scooter racing against a harley davidson motorbike. so after that, we proceeded to the next round and got ourselves stuck again. lol.
it was 3 am in the morning, and kjm met up with us. jm stored the movie borat in his mp3 so they watch it. although the movie was nice, ky and i didn't pay much attention to it. for whole span of the movie, the both of us tried our best to win the stage. this time we took much lesser time to win the stage because its the same racing map. just that this time, its in the night and its raining in the racing stage. i was the one who won the stage again. this time, its trueno ae86 against nissan silvia s15. lol. like what it is like in the movie, although ae86 is slower in speed, but i win during sharp turns. lol.
but the last stage we played for the day was ki xiao. cannot win at all. ae86 against mazda rx 7 i think. forgot the name. its like a bicycle racing against a moto gp bike man. nv catch up with it at all. so we decided to play the time trial to unlock some performance upgrade parts. played time trial all the way. was the record holder for most of the maps. so i named myself "che shen", god of racing. lol. crap.
drank some xo during the stayover and went to ky house at 9 plus in the morning to get some stuffs. returned and talk crap, played games all the way until 11. while slacking outside mac with jm, we saw josh and he joined us for awhile. after that, jm went to cut his hair whereas justin, ky and me went to some playground near century aquare to slack. ended up drinking the vodka that justin brought along.
we each drank a cup of it and went bonkers. reason being, we were all hungry and the stomach absorb the liquor faster. secondly, we were tired and thus were unable to resist ourselves from becoming drunk. and finally, we finished the cup of vodka in one gulp. we most probably won't go bonkers if we drank the vodka sip by sip. so jm had to take care of the 3 of us. and u know what he did? he tried to wake me up by slapping me. so we got high and played at the playground until 12 plus before going to the coffee shop near dunman to eat lunch and try to freshen ourselves up.
after that, met up with elvis and kelly they all and returned to their class to slack again. slacked til 2.30 pm before going off to the sch hall to receive our results. my heart was pumping like crazy all the time and the moment i got my results. i was totally stunned. i cannot believe i had done better than what i expected from myself. i mean, i was slacking throughout the span of the study break and o's examination and i did better than i expected. so i concluded, i had mastered the art of slacking and everyone too, should believe in the power of slacking just like what justin, ky and i did. its good to treat major exams seriously but don't overstress yourself. u won't perform to ur normal standards. lol. i'm quite satisfied with my results. anyway, here are my results.
my targeted result
english - b3
chinese - a2
e. maths - b3
combined humans - b4
combined science - a1
poa - a2
dnt - a1
l1r5 - 14
l1r4 - ???
my o's result
english - b3
chinese - a2
e. maths - a2
combined humans - a1
combined science - a1
poa - a2
dnt - a1
l1r5 - 10
l1r4 - 8
so after that, we decided to play lan. so khai yew, justin, jun ming, dong kai, jun jie, jun liang, joshua, wai kit and me went to cityhall to play lan. play cs, i was totally not in the form, kena tok like xiao. was the noobest among everyone. lol. nvm lah. after that went home and showed my mum my results. she was shocked too i think. lol. they too, nv expected a slacker like me to do so well. anyway, i was happy at first but now, the joy has faded. lol. weird. still feel empty inside. lastly, ky lost his cam. most probably lost it when we were drunk.
ytd. went to sch at 9 am for the sch's bazaar. so met up with ky, justin, liang hao and josh. the bazaar this year wasn't very nice. quite boring. no dunking machine. but there is a substitute for the dunking machine set up by elvis' class. so we went straight to elvis class' station right after we bought the coupons. ky had fun throwing sponges at elvis whereas justin and i enjoyed the show.
stayed there for awhile then went to mac to eat lunch. yanling is working there. anyway, the yanling here isn't the one from dunman 4a. so i asked ky if i should help him to get yanling's hp number or not. lol. but after much consideration, we dropped the idea. jun ming failed to get yanling's number so if i go and take her number again. she will suspects that there's something wrong with us. lol.
after that, i went to the toilet. nature's call. so i entrusted my hp to justin. but he and ky played with my phone and it spoilt. was damn shocked. but nvm lah, what's done is done. so i played with the phone by sliding it non stop. the number 5, 8 and 0 fall off. so ok, now my phone is beyond hope. was abit sianned, cause no phone. then at that time was sms-ing quite a number of ppl. then if i nv reply them, they will think that i have attitude problems. but good thing, none of them replied. lol.
went back to sch for the teachers' special. kelly told me it started before my hp died, so we pia-ed back for it. met up with jm. and went to elvis class' station again. mr bernerd was the victim this time. as usual, everyone was so eager to play the hell out of him. ky joined in the fun again, while i enjoyed it. after that, we bid to throw elvis non stop for 5 minutes with 20 bucks. deal on. so we all went down and watch ky and justin play the hell out of elvis. but once the timing stop. elvis wanted revenge and took the whole pail of water and tried to attack ky. but jm and i foiled his plan by snatching the pail from elvis and pouring the water on him instead. lol. fun boh, elvis? lol. next time watch ur back man.
after the bazaar ended. ky and us decided to slack with elvis, kelly and gang. we had nth to do before the concert starts, so went to tm and cs to slack. drank vodka while we were eating dinner. i was abit drunk at first. but after that, i was sober. its just that my world was spininng round and round. but i know where i'm going.
returned to sch by 6 plus. the concert started. again, it wasn't as nice as last year's concert. the highlights this time was having mr bernerd and some other male teachers wearing dunman skirt and acting as cheerleaders. mr bernerd also appeared in the crappy desperate idol event. he was so sexy ok? damn hot man. lol. also, mr daniel lim was damn hulky and cool when he was jamming on stage. lol. if i am a girl, i will melt the moment he kneel on the stage at the end of the song man.
concert ended but we don't feel like going home. so decided to finish the bottle of vodka. jm didn't went for the concert, so we went to his house void deck to finish the bottle. none of us were drunk. annabelle drank two sips. then elvis, ky, justin, jm, liang hao and i shared the remaining. kelly didn't drank anytime but was busy filming everthing down.
after that, we parted. justin, ky and me sent annabelle and kelly home. took bus to annabelle's house. then went to interchange to take bus to justin's house. then we walked kelly home. the route was almost the same as the route i took to work at noel last time. after that, we walked back to justin's house. ky's brother sent me home. thanks arh. if not confirm die.
after i reached home. i had a war with my parents. reason? my hp. in order to cover up for both ky and justin. i told them i spoilt the phone myself. full blast my jiao wei at my mum. was winning at first until my father tagged team with my mum. they scolded me until i was damn pissed.
so went to slp with an angry mood. and was damn lost. no hp. damn sian. cannot sms ppl.
woke up today at 12 plus. my dad woke me up. went out to meet justin and ky before going to bugis to meet up with annabelle, kelly, winnie and benjamin. accompanied the girls to buy their clothes. annabelle bought this shirt with the words saying "i'm not spoilt, just well taken care of". and kelly bought another one saying "don't interrupt me when i'm crapping". lol. today outing was fun. but i'm not in the mood. was down with flu. was damn tired due to the after effect of the vodka. my knee was hurting and i got another round of bombardment by my parent's before i leave my house.
walked with them until 6 plus before we went on to buy our own stuff. ate dinner at the famous parklane wanton mee stall. and shop around there with justin and ky. wah, the model kit shop there was powderful. justin told me that he don't want his 1/144 strike noir model kit as the master grade version of it is coming out on march. lol. so the strike noir model kit will be my bday present from justin. lol.
went home by taking bus no. 65. wah. waited like 30 minutes for it. somemore the bus was totally full. good thing, there was a second bus which was rather empty. anyway, saw something close to a revolution while on the bus. ky and justin should understand. reached tampines interchange and walked home. lol.
reached home, almost quarrelled with my dad over the hp again. then was pissed by my current situation. eventhough i scored 8 points for o's after deducting my cca points. i really have problems going to jc. i didn't took a. maths during secondary sch. so will be having a hard time during jc if i go into science stream. but justin told me not to worry as he will chiong maths with me. lol. yeah man. only he knows how to teach me maths and can take my craps while i'm learning maths. as for poly, i don't even know what course i wanna take. i have no interest in anything. too bad. i'm like that. haix. will finalise my decision by tuesday. lol.
before i go rest. there are some ppl i wanna thank here.
first up. mrs vijay. wah, thanks for tolerating 4e 2006's crap and nonsense man. if u guve up on us. everytime won't turn out so nicely. thanks for pushing us all the time eventhough our slacking attitude is a pain in the ass.
next, mr lee. lol. thanks arh. put up with my crap throughout the year. sry for being so slack during dnt and made u lose ur temper. but can't help it. dnt quite sian. especially practical. so need to fool around in the tech room to destress. lol. thanks for pushing and encouraging us too.
mr tan. lol. thanks for helping me to do my dnt artefact at times when i can't handle it. ur theory lessons rocks man. was fun. the look on ur face when u were confused by our craps is so funny man. lol. although u abit blur and nag alot, but we know that it's for our own good. hahahaha.
justin, my master aka megazord. wah brother. thanks to u i got an a2 for e. maths. if not my l1r5 won't be 10. will be something like 15 to 17. good thing u taught me maths during the last month of sch. only u can explain everything nicely to me. also only u can take my crap and weird logics all the time. hahahahaha. jc also wil be depending on u for maths liao. so be preapred arh. =x
rc and eunice. thanks for the talk you all gave me when i was facing alot of problems with my life during the stretch of period from september to november last year. if i ain't for u two, i would have broke down liao. good luck to the two of u.
brothers. thanks for being there when i wasn't in the mood to study. thanks for crapping and slacking with me when i was not in the mood to move on. if it weren't for u guys, i think i won't be able to destress and will go bonkers under all the pressure. lets hope that we won't forget each other eventhough we will be splitting up to carry on with our own lifes. good luck in all your future endeavours. may all your wishes come through. as usual, got prob find me. anything that's within my capability to achieve, i will help u all.
lastly, should thanks my family members although they didn't help much during the period of time. but still, thanks for the encouragements and support. i'm down with flu. so i'm going to slp now.
like we planned, we met up in mac by that time. so from there, we slacked full time. at first, i tried playing dota on justin's laptop. but there was no mouse thus making it damn hard to play. in the end, i became damn sian. so justin and i watched some anime while ky tried out his new psp game. initial d street stage. did that for almost 2 hours before we decided to change seats.
at that time, we ran out of anime to watch and ky was stuck at a stage for quite a long liao. so justin, ky and me tried to win the stage and help ky to proceed in the game. in the end, it took ky and us 3 hours to break the stage. lol. i was the one who won the stage. hey ppl, if u think we are noobs, try playing the game yourself man. ky just bought the game, so we needed time to get used to it. plus all of us were rusty after not playing games for such a long time. and lastly, we were using trueno ae86 against nissan silvia s14. damn ok. its like a scooter racing against a harley davidson motorbike. so after that, we proceeded to the next round and got ourselves stuck again. lol.
it was 3 am in the morning, and kjm met up with us. jm stored the movie borat in his mp3 so they watch it. although the movie was nice, ky and i didn't pay much attention to it. for whole span of the movie, the both of us tried our best to win the stage. this time we took much lesser time to win the stage because its the same racing map. just that this time, its in the night and its raining in the racing stage. i was the one who won the stage again. this time, its trueno ae86 against nissan silvia s15. lol. like what it is like in the movie, although ae86 is slower in speed, but i win during sharp turns. lol.
but the last stage we played for the day was ki xiao. cannot win at all. ae86 against mazda rx 7 i think. forgot the name. its like a bicycle racing against a moto gp bike man. nv catch up with it at all. so we decided to play the time trial to unlock some performance upgrade parts. played time trial all the way. was the record holder for most of the maps. so i named myself "che shen", god of racing. lol. crap.
drank some xo during the stayover and went to ky house at 9 plus in the morning to get some stuffs. returned and talk crap, played games all the way until 11. while slacking outside mac with jm, we saw josh and he joined us for awhile. after that, jm went to cut his hair whereas justin, ky and me went to some playground near century aquare to slack. ended up drinking the vodka that justin brought along.
we each drank a cup of it and went bonkers. reason being, we were all hungry and the stomach absorb the liquor faster. secondly, we were tired and thus were unable to resist ourselves from becoming drunk. and finally, we finished the cup of vodka in one gulp. we most probably won't go bonkers if we drank the vodka sip by sip. so jm had to take care of the 3 of us. and u know what he did? he tried to wake me up by slapping me. so we got high and played at the playground until 12 plus before going to the coffee shop near dunman to eat lunch and try to freshen ourselves up.
after that, met up with elvis and kelly they all and returned to their class to slack again. slacked til 2.30 pm before going off to the sch hall to receive our results. my heart was pumping like crazy all the time and the moment i got my results. i was totally stunned. i cannot believe i had done better than what i expected from myself. i mean, i was slacking throughout the span of the study break and o's examination and i did better than i expected. so i concluded, i had mastered the art of slacking and everyone too, should believe in the power of slacking just like what justin, ky and i did. its good to treat major exams seriously but don't overstress yourself. u won't perform to ur normal standards. lol. i'm quite satisfied with my results. anyway, here are my results.
my targeted result
english - b3
chinese - a2
e. maths - b3
combined humans - b4
combined science - a1
poa - a2
dnt - a1
l1r5 - 14
l1r4 - ???
my o's result
english - b3
chinese - a2
e. maths - a2
combined humans - a1
combined science - a1
poa - a2
dnt - a1
l1r5 - 10
l1r4 - 8
so after that, we decided to play lan. so khai yew, justin, jun ming, dong kai, jun jie, jun liang, joshua, wai kit and me went to cityhall to play lan. play cs, i was totally not in the form, kena tok like xiao. was the noobest among everyone. lol. nvm lah. after that went home and showed my mum my results. she was shocked too i think. lol. they too, nv expected a slacker like me to do so well. anyway, i was happy at first but now, the joy has faded. lol. weird. still feel empty inside. lastly, ky lost his cam. most probably lost it when we were drunk.
ytd. went to sch at 9 am for the sch's bazaar. so met up with ky, justin, liang hao and josh. the bazaar this year wasn't very nice. quite boring. no dunking machine. but there is a substitute for the dunking machine set up by elvis' class. so we went straight to elvis class' station right after we bought the coupons. ky had fun throwing sponges at elvis whereas justin and i enjoyed the show.
stayed there for awhile then went to mac to eat lunch. yanling is working there. anyway, the yanling here isn't the one from dunman 4a. so i asked ky if i should help him to get yanling's hp number or not. lol. but after much consideration, we dropped the idea. jun ming failed to get yanling's number so if i go and take her number again. she will suspects that there's something wrong with us. lol.
after that, i went to the toilet. nature's call. so i entrusted my hp to justin. but he and ky played with my phone and it spoilt. was damn shocked. but nvm lah, what's done is done. so i played with the phone by sliding it non stop. the number 5, 8 and 0 fall off. so ok, now my phone is beyond hope. was abit sianned, cause no phone. then at that time was sms-ing quite a number of ppl. then if i nv reply them, they will think that i have attitude problems. but good thing, none of them replied. lol.
went back to sch for the teachers' special. kelly told me it started before my hp died, so we pia-ed back for it. met up with jm. and went to elvis class' station again. mr bernerd was the victim this time. as usual, everyone was so eager to play the hell out of him. ky joined in the fun again, while i enjoyed it. after that, we bid to throw elvis non stop for 5 minutes with 20 bucks. deal on. so we all went down and watch ky and justin play the hell out of elvis. but once the timing stop. elvis wanted revenge and took the whole pail of water and tried to attack ky. but jm and i foiled his plan by snatching the pail from elvis and pouring the water on him instead. lol. fun boh, elvis? lol. next time watch ur back man.
after the bazaar ended. ky and us decided to slack with elvis, kelly and gang. we had nth to do before the concert starts, so went to tm and cs to slack. drank vodka while we were eating dinner. i was abit drunk at first. but after that, i was sober. its just that my world was spininng round and round. but i know where i'm going.
returned to sch by 6 plus. the concert started. again, it wasn't as nice as last year's concert. the highlights this time was having mr bernerd and some other male teachers wearing dunman skirt and acting as cheerleaders. mr bernerd also appeared in the crappy desperate idol event. he was so sexy ok? damn hot man. lol. also, mr daniel lim was damn hulky and cool when he was jamming on stage. lol. if i am a girl, i will melt the moment he kneel on the stage at the end of the song man.
concert ended but we don't feel like going home. so decided to finish the bottle of vodka. jm didn't went for the concert, so we went to his house void deck to finish the bottle. none of us were drunk. annabelle drank two sips. then elvis, ky, justin, jm, liang hao and i shared the remaining. kelly didn't drank anytime but was busy filming everthing down.
after that, we parted. justin, ky and me sent annabelle and kelly home. took bus to annabelle's house. then went to interchange to take bus to justin's house. then we walked kelly home. the route was almost the same as the route i took to work at noel last time. after that, we walked back to justin's house. ky's brother sent me home. thanks arh. if not confirm die.
after i reached home. i had a war with my parents. reason? my hp. in order to cover up for both ky and justin. i told them i spoilt the phone myself. full blast my jiao wei at my mum. was winning at first until my father tagged team with my mum. they scolded me until i was damn pissed.
so went to slp with an angry mood. and was damn lost. no hp. damn sian. cannot sms ppl.
woke up today at 12 plus. my dad woke me up. went out to meet justin and ky before going to bugis to meet up with annabelle, kelly, winnie and benjamin. accompanied the girls to buy their clothes. annabelle bought this shirt with the words saying "i'm not spoilt, just well taken care of". and kelly bought another one saying "don't interrupt me when i'm crapping". lol. today outing was fun. but i'm not in the mood. was down with flu. was damn tired due to the after effect of the vodka. my knee was hurting and i got another round of bombardment by my parent's before i leave my house.
walked with them until 6 plus before we went on to buy our own stuff. ate dinner at the famous parklane wanton mee stall. and shop around there with justin and ky. wah, the model kit shop there was powderful. justin told me that he don't want his 1/144 strike noir model kit as the master grade version of it is coming out on march. lol. so the strike noir model kit will be my bday present from justin. lol.
went home by taking bus no. 65. wah. waited like 30 minutes for it. somemore the bus was totally full. good thing, there was a second bus which was rather empty. anyway, saw something close to a revolution while on the bus. ky and justin should understand. reached tampines interchange and walked home. lol.
reached home, almost quarrelled with my dad over the hp again. then was pissed by my current situation. eventhough i scored 8 points for o's after deducting my cca points. i really have problems going to jc. i didn't took a. maths during secondary sch. so will be having a hard time during jc if i go into science stream. but justin told me not to worry as he will chiong maths with me. lol. yeah man. only he knows how to teach me maths and can take my craps while i'm learning maths. as for poly, i don't even know what course i wanna take. i have no interest in anything. too bad. i'm like that. haix. will finalise my decision by tuesday. lol.
before i go rest. there are some ppl i wanna thank here.
first up. mrs vijay. wah, thanks for tolerating 4e 2006's crap and nonsense man. if u guve up on us. everytime won't turn out so nicely. thanks for pushing us all the time eventhough our slacking attitude is a pain in the ass.
next, mr lee. lol. thanks arh. put up with my crap throughout the year. sry for being so slack during dnt and made u lose ur temper. but can't help it. dnt quite sian. especially practical. so need to fool around in the tech room to destress. lol. thanks for pushing and encouraging us too.
mr tan. lol. thanks for helping me to do my dnt artefact at times when i can't handle it. ur theory lessons rocks man. was fun. the look on ur face when u were confused by our craps is so funny man. lol. although u abit blur and nag alot, but we know that it's for our own good. hahahaha.
justin, my master aka megazord. wah brother. thanks to u i got an a2 for e. maths. if not my l1r5 won't be 10. will be something like 15 to 17. good thing u taught me maths during the last month of sch. only u can explain everything nicely to me. also only u can take my crap and weird logics all the time. hahahahaha. jc also wil be depending on u for maths liao. so be preapred arh. =x
rc and eunice. thanks for the talk you all gave me when i was facing alot of problems with my life during the stretch of period from september to november last year. if i ain't for u two, i would have broke down liao. good luck to the two of u.
brothers. thanks for being there when i wasn't in the mood to study. thanks for crapping and slacking with me when i was not in the mood to move on. if it weren't for u guys, i think i won't be able to destress and will go bonkers under all the pressure. lets hope that we won't forget each other eventhough we will be splitting up to carry on with our own lifes. good luck in all your future endeavours. may all your wishes come through. as usual, got prob find me. anything that's within my capability to achieve, i will help u all.
lastly, should thanks my family members although they didn't help much during the period of time. but still, thanks for the encouragements and support. i'm down with flu. so i'm going to slp now.
Friday, October 20, 2006
since i have nth to do at home, i am going to write a very long post. a post about my bros and some other stuff.
hmmm, 4 years in dunman had passed so quickly and during this phase of my life, many brothers walked into my life. shall start with sec one.
yah, new to the sch. a new life, a new routine, new friends, new environment etc. sec one and everyboy should be quite childish and playful then. got to be brothers with jun jie, kang soon and maybe jun huang. yah jun jie huh? til now it's 4 years of hardcore brotherhood. it's fun with him. never had we ran out of topics to crap about and best of all, we haven't get into a dispute yet. next kang soon, my basketball pal. yeah have good chemistry between the two of us and we seldom lose matches. maybe ppl give in to us because we're sec 1 boys but nvm, the time spent with him is fun. hahahahaha, til now i still feel quite guilty, because i will throw temper at him whenever he is not playing to my expectations. so sorry and i have been trying to keep that attitude under control after sec 1. lastly jun huang, he is polite and easy going but i don't know why we drifted away, maybe it's because of us having different cca.
so came sec 2, kang soon moved house and changed sch and i was not in the same class as jun jie. so i had to get used to a new environment again. that year came many trustworthy brothers. rc, ky and dong kai. rc, he is damn nice lah. given my introvert attitude, i was sitting at the back of the class by myself but he called me over to join him. since then we got closer and became bros. yah i trust him alot and the time we had was fun. talking cock during lessons, making so much noise, going to toilet and chit chat. until we got caught by mr bernerd. so new activities, sing song during lessons. fun man. just too bad, sec 3 we were posted to different classes and we have different cca. so got drifted away abit. ky and dk. got to know them when through jun jie. and ended up it was the three of us who were always together. they both were fun seekers. we usually prank and suan the hell out of each other. they were super spastic and its very fun with them.
came sec 3, after a long holiday break. ky, dk and me were even closer because during the holidays. we were practically spending everyday together. got into same class as jun jie so we were close again. this year, many new brothers joined in. jun ming, liang hao, josh, elvis, zheng hong and some other more inactive ones. all of them were fellow ncc cadets but this year was different. we were no more followers, we were leaders now. yah, alot of things happened, many obstructions and problems arose and kept coming towards us like waves. it is through our sharing of each others woes that we got very close. jun ming and liang were borned slackers just like dk, ky and me. so we hit in off just nice. zheng hong on the other hand, was still naive i guess, always being bullied by us and was the butt of our jokes. elvis codename cyborg, fun guy, strong and childish still. hahahahahaha. but we all respected him. he kept us moving in the correct directions. josh! the blurrest among us, his kwoky hair style is one of a kind and his is damn crappy just like the rest of us.
last but not least, came sec 4. dk was kicked from our group. i seriously don't know why. maybe i started it. maybe i am the main culprit. but still. i don't know what went wrong. so at the start of the year. it's only ky and me. yah. it's always the two of us. spending the night outside, going tm and slack or burning time on weekends. wen jie and sam came along. wen jie being brought in by ky. sam by me. they two were fun bah. but sam was kicked. it's the group's decision. mainly because he always affect our mood with his emotional swings when we have outings. and slowly, jm and liang joined in ky and my wasting time activities and soon we got very close. i really like having the four of us together. having jun jie in will be even nicer but his mum is very strict. i really hoped that the 5 of us won't split.
and i am grateful to you. yah you mr rudy and mr imran. although you two suck to the core. you are the primary reason for the unity of our ncc cadets. it brought us together when we went through thick and thin together. irony ain't it? being grateful to the people who cause us so much troubles, worries, distress and hussles.
also, shamir. although the rest of us tried to give you the best. although we always gave you hope. we always ended up disappointing you. yah. losing the orienteering competition, poor results for spec course, turning ncc land from a silver unit back to a bronze unit and the cca orientation day. we failed you so many times but you nv reprimanded us. i always wonder why. yah, if we can go through the sec 3 and 4 life again. i am sure everyone would wanna give you our very best one more time. thanks for leading us all the way and showing us the way out always.
seriously lah, i hate being left on my own. my thoughts will run wild. yah yah yah. i know. relationship is all about trust and faith. but i don't know how to put it lah. my faith is filled with doubts now. not that i wanna feel this way. but seriously. i am always thinking if whether my faith for her will be betrayed again.
last year she promised me that after eoy exmainations, we will be very close and spend time with each other or roughly something like that. i trusted her totally always. but so what if there is faith? can faith save me back then? all along when things are going downhill, i always trusted her, have faith in her. but we ended that holiday. i don't know what i am saying here lah. i am just ranting again. i wanna have faith in her wholeheartedly now, i really do. but i am still being haunted by what happened then. damn it. i need someone to help me staighthen out my thoughts or at least stop me from thinking so much.
people always say that if you treat people nicely and show them kindness, it will be return in two folds. that's bullshit cause it never happened.
hmmm, 4 years in dunman had passed so quickly and during this phase of my life, many brothers walked into my life. shall start with sec one.
yah, new to the sch. a new life, a new routine, new friends, new environment etc. sec one and everyboy should be quite childish and playful then. got to be brothers with jun jie, kang soon and maybe jun huang. yah jun jie huh? til now it's 4 years of hardcore brotherhood. it's fun with him. never had we ran out of topics to crap about and best of all, we haven't get into a dispute yet. next kang soon, my basketball pal. yeah have good chemistry between the two of us and we seldom lose matches. maybe ppl give in to us because we're sec 1 boys but nvm, the time spent with him is fun. hahahahaha, til now i still feel quite guilty, because i will throw temper at him whenever he is not playing to my expectations. so sorry and i have been trying to keep that attitude under control after sec 1. lastly jun huang, he is polite and easy going but i don't know why we drifted away, maybe it's because of us having different cca.
so came sec 2, kang soon moved house and changed sch and i was not in the same class as jun jie. so i had to get used to a new environment again. that year came many trustworthy brothers. rc, ky and dong kai. rc, he is damn nice lah. given my introvert attitude, i was sitting at the back of the class by myself but he called me over to join him. since then we got closer and became bros. yah i trust him alot and the time we had was fun. talking cock during lessons, making so much noise, going to toilet and chit chat. until we got caught by mr bernerd. so new activities, sing song during lessons. fun man. just too bad, sec 3 we were posted to different classes and we have different cca. so got drifted away abit. ky and dk. got to know them when through jun jie. and ended up it was the three of us who were always together. they both were fun seekers. we usually prank and suan the hell out of each other. they were super spastic and its very fun with them.
came sec 3, after a long holiday break. ky, dk and me were even closer because during the holidays. we were practically spending everyday together. got into same class as jun jie so we were close again. this year, many new brothers joined in. jun ming, liang hao, josh, elvis, zheng hong and some other more inactive ones. all of them were fellow ncc cadets but this year was different. we were no more followers, we were leaders now. yah, alot of things happened, many obstructions and problems arose and kept coming towards us like waves. it is through our sharing of each others woes that we got very close. jun ming and liang were borned slackers just like dk, ky and me. so we hit in off just nice. zheng hong on the other hand, was still naive i guess, always being bullied by us and was the butt of our jokes. elvis codename cyborg, fun guy, strong and childish still. hahahahahaha. but we all respected him. he kept us moving in the correct directions. josh! the blurrest among us, his kwoky hair style is one of a kind and his is damn crappy just like the rest of us.
last but not least, came sec 4. dk was kicked from our group. i seriously don't know why. maybe i started it. maybe i am the main culprit. but still. i don't know what went wrong. so at the start of the year. it's only ky and me. yah. it's always the two of us. spending the night outside, going tm and slack or burning time on weekends. wen jie and sam came along. wen jie being brought in by ky. sam by me. they two were fun bah. but sam was kicked. it's the group's decision. mainly because he always affect our mood with his emotional swings when we have outings. and slowly, jm and liang joined in ky and my wasting time activities and soon we got very close. i really like having the four of us together. having jun jie in will be even nicer but his mum is very strict. i really hoped that the 5 of us won't split.
and i am grateful to you. yah you mr rudy and mr imran. although you two suck to the core. you are the primary reason for the unity of our ncc cadets. it brought us together when we went through thick and thin together. irony ain't it? being grateful to the people who cause us so much troubles, worries, distress and hussles.
also, shamir. although the rest of us tried to give you the best. although we always gave you hope. we always ended up disappointing you. yah. losing the orienteering competition, poor results for spec course, turning ncc land from a silver unit back to a bronze unit and the cca orientation day. we failed you so many times but you nv reprimanded us. i always wonder why. yah, if we can go through the sec 3 and 4 life again. i am sure everyone would wanna give you our very best one more time. thanks for leading us all the way and showing us the way out always.
seriously lah, i hate being left on my own. my thoughts will run wild. yah yah yah. i know. relationship is all about trust and faith. but i don't know how to put it lah. my faith is filled with doubts now. not that i wanna feel this way. but seriously. i am always thinking if whether my faith for her will be betrayed again.
last year she promised me that after eoy exmainations, we will be very close and spend time with each other or roughly something like that. i trusted her totally always. but so what if there is faith? can faith save me back then? all along when things are going downhill, i always trusted her, have faith in her. but we ended that holiday. i don't know what i am saying here lah. i am just ranting again. i wanna have faith in her wholeheartedly now, i really do. but i am still being haunted by what happened then. damn it. i need someone to help me staighthen out my thoughts or at least stop me from thinking so much.
people always say that if you treat people nicely and show them kindness, it will be return in two folds. that's bullshit cause it never happened.
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