last night it came as a picture,
with a good reason, a warning sign.
this place is void of all passion,
if you can imagine it's easy if you try.
believe me i failed this effort,
i wrote a reminder this wasn't a vision
this time where are you houston,
is somebody out there, will somebody listen?
from my favourite punk poets - blink 182. =)
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Wednesday, February 02, 2011
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
hey hey, i'm back.
quick update. got my first badge in army! lol. ippt gold badge. happy. i still rmb the first badge i got in ncc, its the total defense bronze badge, hahaha. anyway, hope there are more to come.
cny's around the corner. going to meet up with members of team18holdings this sat. sexcited! haven really see them in a long long time.
the week wasn't that smooth for me. denied another chance to prove my worth. like seriously. if i fail after i have the chance, i will admit defeat. not even a chance and u give me a reason thats out of my control? wtf right? but whatever, life's like that.
played bball in the morning at pasir laba camp. got a lil serious while playing cause there's 2 poly sch team players on the opponent team. so yeah, wanted to test my abilities and my worth. nah beh. gap quite big i should say, or maybe i really got uber rusty. but on a happier note, gave quite afew blocks. =)
booked out early cause those who had gold for ippt had privileges. reached home, went bballing again on my own. haven done this in like months, feels real good. but it rained, cycled to the sheltered court. played some matches with some lower sch players. damn, kids nowadays are skillful. the jeremy way back in sec 2 maybe able to put up a good fight but will lose for sure i think. but maybe i dont have confidence in myself. i think everyone knows it eh. my confidence took a real big hit after my 2 to 3 years low point in bball.
anyway, charlie charlie bravo, my scs 4d number came up in lottery starters! i fucking nv buy! walao eh. my bunk mate said if i bought even $2 big, at least got 1k. =(((( heart pain.
oh yah. good news to myself.
yellowcard - 22nd march
sum 41 - 29th march
blink 182 - may/june
new found glory - later in the year
happy like fuck.
gotta slack and watch some movies. =)
the perfect lie.
quick update. got my first badge in army! lol. ippt gold badge. happy. i still rmb the first badge i got in ncc, its the total defense bronze badge, hahaha. anyway, hope there are more to come.
cny's around the corner. going to meet up with members of team18holdings this sat. sexcited! haven really see them in a long long time.
the week wasn't that smooth for me. denied another chance to prove my worth. like seriously. if i fail after i have the chance, i will admit defeat. not even a chance and u give me a reason thats out of my control? wtf right? but whatever, life's like that.
played bball in the morning at pasir laba camp. got a lil serious while playing cause there's 2 poly sch team players on the opponent team. so yeah, wanted to test my abilities and my worth. nah beh. gap quite big i should say, or maybe i really got uber rusty. but on a happier note, gave quite afew blocks. =)
booked out early cause those who had gold for ippt had privileges. reached home, went bballing again on my own. haven done this in like months, feels real good. but it rained, cycled to the sheltered court. played some matches with some lower sch players. damn, kids nowadays are skillful. the jeremy way back in sec 2 maybe able to put up a good fight but will lose for sure i think. but maybe i dont have confidence in myself. i think everyone knows it eh. my confidence took a real big hit after my 2 to 3 years low point in bball.
anyway, charlie charlie bravo, my scs 4d number came up in lottery starters! i fucking nv buy! walao eh. my bunk mate said if i bought even $2 big, at least got 1k. =(((( heart pain.
oh yah. good news to myself.
yellowcard - 22nd march
sum 41 - 29th march
blink 182 - may/june
new found glory - later in the year
happy like fuck.
gotta slack and watch some movies. =)
the perfect lie.
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Monday, November 01, 2010
went bballing just now. simply went all out. wanted to beat all the basics i've learnt over the years into my body/brain. dont think i'm gonna touch bball much in these 2 years. so my body/brain have to remember them for 2 years.
this happened once during sec sch period. but i did touch bball quite often then. just didn't trained. well, lets see how things go eh. found some other stuff that i'm interested in. might actually move away from bball.
haha, glad to say that i still got it. as in still can blast past/beat 3 defenders and score. can draw double team defense from the other teams also. =)
played with some ballers today. the opponent team seems to be training for some biz shield/league series kind of tournament. well, they didn't know there's a 09 biz shield champion there. hahaha. me! wahahahahaha!
well, the team i was with were just some dudes having fun. not even equipped properly. normal clothing, berms and slippers. skills level not on par with the other team also.
another lop-sided match up. me likey. we lost though. 11-7. but still quite song. locked down their best player to only 1 point, he scored the game winner though. damn. so u know where the other points came from eh. hahahaha. i did my best covering for them. 1 man can only do so much. tried assisting them but really didn't work out fine so took matters into my own hands once again. there's where the beating 3 defenders and drawing double team defense shiokness came in. had muscle ache from ytd's work out. so wasn't really as effective as always. 120 pumpings at one shot. what to do? imagine if i'm really at my best. maybe, just maybe, we might actually win.
anyway. lost. talked awhile then resumed my own "beating the basics in" training. nah beh. trained until really shagged. but subway for dinner. so at least i'm happy now.
good charlotte's new album leaked online. bunch of nice songs. a pretty nice present before bmt. the best would be blink 182's new album though.
good charlotte - counting the days
wake up, go to work, come home, it's not working
we've been living our whole lives
on a system that is broken
your words, i hear them
they're sharp, can't get near them
we got one last chance,
one more time to make this happen
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
break up, i come home, i realized that its not working
you're gone and it echoes
i miss the noise of all our fighting
and you know that i don't mean a word i say
and i know that you don't wanna stay away
how long am i gonna be counting the days you're gone
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
ever since i saw you,
there was no-one else, just you and me
(you're all that i could see)
but i got this problem
i don't know how to say what i mean, what i mean
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
can count the days since you've been gone
wake up, go to work, come home, it's not working
we've been living our whole lives
on a system that is broken
the madden brothers really are talented.
ok lah. slack now.
this happened once during sec sch period. but i did touch bball quite often then. just didn't trained. well, lets see how things go eh. found some other stuff that i'm interested in. might actually move away from bball.
haha, glad to say that i still got it. as in still can blast past/beat 3 defenders and score. can draw double team defense from the other teams also. =)
played with some ballers today. the opponent team seems to be training for some biz shield/league series kind of tournament. well, they didn't know there's a 09 biz shield champion there. hahaha. me! wahahahahaha!
well, the team i was with were just some dudes having fun. not even equipped properly. normal clothing, berms and slippers. skills level not on par with the other team also.
another lop-sided match up. me likey. we lost though. 11-7. but still quite song. locked down their best player to only 1 point, he scored the game winner though. damn. so u know where the other points came from eh. hahahaha. i did my best covering for them. 1 man can only do so much. tried assisting them but really didn't work out fine so took matters into my own hands once again. there's where the beating 3 defenders and drawing double team defense shiokness came in. had muscle ache from ytd's work out. so wasn't really as effective as always. 120 pumpings at one shot. what to do? imagine if i'm really at my best. maybe, just maybe, we might actually win.
anyway. lost. talked awhile then resumed my own "beating the basics in" training. nah beh. trained until really shagged. but subway for dinner. so at least i'm happy now.
good charlotte's new album leaked online. bunch of nice songs. a pretty nice present before bmt. the best would be blink 182's new album though.
good charlotte - counting the days
wake up, go to work, come home, it's not working
we've been living our whole lives
on a system that is broken
your words, i hear them
they're sharp, can't get near them
we got one last chance,
one more time to make this happen
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
break up, i come home, i realized that its not working
you're gone and it echoes
i miss the noise of all our fighting
and you know that i don't mean a word i say
and i know that you don't wanna stay away
how long am i gonna be counting the days you're gone
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
ever since i saw you,
there was no-one else, just you and me
(you're all that i could see)
but i got this problem
i don't know how to say what i mean, what i mean
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
we got one time, time to get this right
two times and you know it's not my style
three's company, just you and me,
we need to figure this one out
four letter words are all you said
five minutes later we're in bed
can't count on you to love me,
but i can count the days since you've been gone
can count the days since you've been gone
wake up, go to work, come home, it's not working
we've been living our whole lives
on a system that is broken
the madden brothers really are talented.
ok lah. slack now.
Friday, February 13, 2009
fuck. i can't stop smiling now. i'm super hyped up. fuck yeah! blink 182's back! back in studio writing, preparing for a new album and a world tour. fuck shit! somemore, a new logo! 6 arrows instead of 5 now.
new chromed smiley.

they appeared on stage together during the 51st grammy awards to present the best rock album award. fuck it man. those bands can't match blink 182.
"summer 2009. thanks and get ready."
hell yeah. i'm so fucking ready since god knows when. 2009 is really a fucking good year. finally see the returns of all the good deeds i've done. always believed in karma. =)
omg. i'm so gonna cry. blink 182 and my knee. fuck yeah.
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
i'm in really good mood lately. wonder why. but i thought 2009 started off good, now its even better as these 2 news made me happy like fuck.
ok. the less important one. lakers and cavaliers had their first showdown of the season. result? cavaliers got thrashed. kobe was pretty close to getting a triple double with 20 points, 12 assists and 6 rebounds. moreover, kobe was playing with a dislocated finger. hows that lebron? pretty sure kobe's gonna be the forerunner of the mvp race from now on. aiyah, read the game info that i've linked lah.
the second and most important news since releasing of o levels result for my batch. there's a slight chance for blink 182's reunion. wah think about it. my favourite band's reunion. best present of the year man. and that's the coolest shit that'll ever happen in my life up until now.
article 1.
article 2.
article 3.
happy. =)))
ok. as for today. bball session as usual. showcased my skills in marketing by psycho-ing samuel to skip his outing and join us for bball. wah. one powerful sucker sia me. lol.
trained with samuel, chen wee, anton, chengyu and his friend. nice one lah. started off the day with 30 shots from anywhere. samuel was 30 for 66, i'm 30 for 79 and chen wee was 30 for 82. lol. not the worst shooter among us. yata!
then just went one on one against each other randomly. showed them my improved footwork and kinda stunned them a little. lol. samuel said i've improved but my ankle injury had slowed me down and affected my jumping. kinda worried here. hope it really recover so that i can play at 100% again.
then chengyu and his friend came. played 2 on 2 against them. won 1 and lost 1. they left early and so did chen wee. prata for dinner and jiao wei-ed all the way.
ok lah. gonna rest now. there's god damn comm skills 2 meeting role play tml. si beh bo liao leh. lol.
wah, blink 182's reunion. power lah. better reunite. =)
ok. the less important one. lakers and cavaliers had their first showdown of the season. result? cavaliers got thrashed. kobe was pretty close to getting a triple double with 20 points, 12 assists and 6 rebounds. moreover, kobe was playing with a dislocated finger. hows that lebron? pretty sure kobe's gonna be the forerunner of the mvp race from now on. aiyah, read the game info that i've linked lah.
the second and most important news since releasing of o levels result for my batch. there's a slight chance for blink 182's reunion. wah think about it. my favourite band's reunion. best present of the year man. and that's the coolest shit that'll ever happen in my life up until now.
article 1.
article 2.
article 3.
happy. =)))
ok. as for today. bball session as usual. showcased my skills in marketing by psycho-ing samuel to skip his outing and join us for bball. wah. one powerful sucker sia me. lol.
trained with samuel, chen wee, anton, chengyu and his friend. nice one lah. started off the day with 30 shots from anywhere. samuel was 30 for 66, i'm 30 for 79 and chen wee was 30 for 82. lol. not the worst shooter among us. yata!
then just went one on one against each other randomly. showed them my improved footwork and kinda stunned them a little. lol. samuel said i've improved but my ankle injury had slowed me down and affected my jumping. kinda worried here. hope it really recover so that i can play at 100% again.
then chengyu and his friend came. played 2 on 2 against them. won 1 and lost 1. they left early and so did chen wee. prata for dinner and jiao wei-ed all the way.
ok lah. gonna rest now. there's god damn comm skills 2 meeting role play tml. si beh bo liao leh. lol.
wah, blink 182's reunion. power lah. better reunite. =)
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Wednesday, March 19, 2008
wah, the holidays are freaking boring. there's simply nth to do other than waking up late, watching tv, surfing the net and playing games. well, going out seems like a nice idea, but the money factor makes it quite impossible. so i'm thinking of working, like finally. lol.
i had the idea to work since the holidays started but i was too lazy to start working as i still wanna enjoy the holidays. now that i've enjoyed it full time, time to get down to work. maybe starting work on next monday for hazel.
anyway, my craze for instrumental rock like canon rock by jerryc, funtwo and mattrach got me started on playing my bass again. i searched the tabs for canon rock online and started practising. well, its going quite smoothly, but i'm still not very good some quite alot of parts. hahahahaha. shall continue practising eventhough my fingers had a small blister from all the playing. so shall plaster my fingers tml before i practise. =)
finally, i think i've made up my mind not to sell my bass. i mean i'm always in a dilemma of whether or not i should sell my bass, but given the fact now, i think if i wanna sell my bass, it will also be a long time before i do.
quite a short post arh, so i'll talk some useless stuff down here to make it a lil longer. kobe bryant has been the fore runner of the current race to mvp column in nba.com, not bad though. i mean he's finally been recognised as a mvp in the league after 3 championships, a 81 points performace and 2 scoring titles failed to get him that trophy.
also, the houston rockets winning streak were finally snapped by boston celtics. its a incredible 22 games winning streak, second longest streak in nba i think. however, its only two third of the longest winning streak in nba.
oh yah, before i forget, we planned a ubin trip for this friday. hope it won't get cancelled or get screwed up by the rain.
and fuck, i'm out of stuff to say. so bye.
i had the idea to work since the holidays started but i was too lazy to start working as i still wanna enjoy the holidays. now that i've enjoyed it full time, time to get down to work. maybe starting work on next monday for hazel.
anyway, my craze for instrumental rock like canon rock by jerryc, funtwo and mattrach got me started on playing my bass again. i searched the tabs for canon rock online and started practising. well, its going quite smoothly, but i'm still not very good some quite alot of parts. hahahahaha. shall continue practising eventhough my fingers had a small blister from all the playing. so shall plaster my fingers tml before i practise. =)
finally, i think i've made up my mind not to sell my bass. i mean i'm always in a dilemma of whether or not i should sell my bass, but given the fact now, i think if i wanna sell my bass, it will also be a long time before i do.
quite a short post arh, so i'll talk some useless stuff down here to make it a lil longer. kobe bryant has been the fore runner of the current race to mvp column in nba.com, not bad though. i mean he's finally been recognised as a mvp in the league after 3 championships, a 81 points performace and 2 scoring titles failed to get him that trophy.
also, the houston rockets winning streak were finally snapped by boston celtics. its a incredible 22 games winning streak, second longest streak in nba i think. however, its only two third of the longest winning streak in nba.
oh yah, before i forget, we planned a ubin trip for this friday. hope it won't get cancelled or get screwed up by the rain.
and fuck, i'm out of stuff to say. so bye.
Sunday, November 04, 2007
ok. back for more.
thanks to arvind's email, i had to send it to another 30 plus 40 victims. was lazy to remove him from the list, so heck care and sent him back the exactly same email. below is an extract of the email.
pisces - the partner for life
caring and kind. smart. center of attention. high appeal. has the last word. good to find, hard to keep. fun to be around. extremely weird but in a good way. good sense of humor!!! thoughtful. always gets what he or she wants. loves to joke. very popular. silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
thats my sign. didn't believe it at first. take this for example. if all the pisceans who receive this fail to send it out, will everyone of them really be unlucky for 5 years? i don't think so. i nv sent it out once, i'm still alive and kicking. not bad luck whatsoever.
but thinking about it, its a chain mail, something to irritate others, arvind made me his victim, then i thought that i should made some other ppl my victims. sent it to ppl from the supernumerary course and nyjc. hahahahahaha. those that i'm not close with. of course, ky was left out, he's my brother although he's a supernumerary and is in nyjc. don't wanna irritate ppl that i'm close with.
regarding the extract, i find that its not a reliable source. caring and kind? ok, i'm that way for some ppl. smart? ok, iq is 132. center of attraction? hell no. high appeal? don't make me laugh. has the last word? probably. good to find, hard to keep? don't think its true. fun to be around? ask others. extremely weird but in a good way? ok. i'm weird, in a good way or not, i don't know. good sense of humor? ok, partially true. thoughtful? depends. always gets what he or she wants? how i wish that is true. loves to joke? yeah. very popular? nah, i have a small network of friends. silly, fun and sweet? hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, my toes are laughing.
anyway, i'm starting to listen to mandopop again. mostly jay chou's songs. probably its because jay's new album is out. but weird thing is, i'm listening to his old songs. find that they are nicer. but one thing is for sure, after a week or so, i'll stop listening to mandopop again. lol. something like an annual event now. everytime jay realease a new album, that week will be mandopop week. lol.
went changi village with ky and jm just now. meet up for dinner/supper. nice one lah. wanted to ask justin along, but always stay out until very late so didn't want to trouble him. i personally am looking forward to the day justin move to tampines, then it will be the 4 of us liao. if not, then wait until i get a driving license then can drive them there during sundays when my dad is at home. lol.
anyway. we were talking about our dream car. ky wants to buy a subaru impreza wrx sti. as for me? ae86, mitsubishi evo 7 or 8, ford mustang gt or mazda rx 7 fd. anyone of them also can. lol. jm nv told us. lol. don't think so far, got license then huan loh!
ok. slp.
thanks to arvind's email, i had to send it to another 30 plus 40 victims. was lazy to remove him from the list, so heck care and sent him back the exactly same email. below is an extract of the email.
pisces - the partner for life
caring and kind. smart. center of attention. high appeal. has the last word. good to find, hard to keep. fun to be around. extremely weird but in a good way. good sense of humor!!! thoughtful. always gets what he or she wants. loves to joke. very popular. silly, fun and sweet. 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.
thats my sign. didn't believe it at first. take this for example. if all the pisceans who receive this fail to send it out, will everyone of them really be unlucky for 5 years? i don't think so. i nv sent it out once, i'm still alive and kicking. not bad luck whatsoever.
but thinking about it, its a chain mail, something to irritate others, arvind made me his victim, then i thought that i should made some other ppl my victims. sent it to ppl from the supernumerary course and nyjc. hahahahahaha. those that i'm not close with. of course, ky was left out, he's my brother although he's a supernumerary and is in nyjc. don't wanna irritate ppl that i'm close with.
regarding the extract, i find that its not a reliable source. caring and kind? ok, i'm that way for some ppl. smart? ok, iq is 132. center of attraction? hell no. high appeal? don't make me laugh. has the last word? probably. good to find, hard to keep? don't think its true. fun to be around? ask others. extremely weird but in a good way? ok. i'm weird, in a good way or not, i don't know. good sense of humor? ok, partially true. thoughtful? depends. always gets what he or she wants? how i wish that is true. loves to joke? yeah. very popular? nah, i have a small network of friends. silly, fun and sweet? hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha, my toes are laughing.
anyway, i'm starting to listen to mandopop again. mostly jay chou's songs. probably its because jay's new album is out. but weird thing is, i'm listening to his old songs. find that they are nicer. but one thing is for sure, after a week or so, i'll stop listening to mandopop again. lol. something like an annual event now. everytime jay realease a new album, that week will be mandopop week. lol.
went changi village with ky and jm just now. meet up for dinner/supper. nice one lah. wanted to ask justin along, but always stay out until very late so didn't want to trouble him. i personally am looking forward to the day justin move to tampines, then it will be the 4 of us liao. if not, then wait until i get a driving license then can drive them there during sundays when my dad is at home. lol.
anyway. we were talking about our dream car. ky wants to buy a subaru impreza wrx sti. as for me? ae86, mitsubishi evo 7 or 8, ford mustang gt or mazda rx 7 fd. anyone of them also can. lol. jm nv told us. lol. don't think so far, got license then huan loh!
ok. slp.
Sunday, September 30, 2007
went to the hospital just now. its not because of my knee, its because my great grandma is in hospital. wow? yeah wow. she's 93 years old and i'm impressed. living for close to a century is sure a feat.
eventhough i nv really talked to her before other than greeting her, i still respect her. afterall, she's my elder, without her, there wouldn't be me. ain't it?
was on the way home when jm called me to join ky and him for dinner at changi village. rejected the idea initially as i got dinner waiting for me at home. reached home, ate the dishes and poured away the rice before meeting up with them for my so called "other half of my dinner".
after that, went to 7-11 and bought 3 blackcurrant vodka and were on our way home. went to meridian hotel as usual to use its toilet. then took bus until the library before going into sunplaza park to waste time. talked about our current plans to get psp slim and go diving.
i received $100 from my bro to buy the psp. well, its not that i am extorting money from him u know? i'm not from a rich family, so we shared most of our consoles. so if he's gonna play, he's gonna pay. afterall, i will be paying for most of it as usual. ps1, ps2 and psp, i'm the biggest shareholder for all of them. wahahahahahaha. but since i'm so short on cash, i may take another $50 from him depending on the situation. i don't wanna take alot of cash from him since he's not working and i am. he's still a secondary student afterall.
next. diving! we are gonna dive! $399 to dive in singapore and $499 to dive in malaysia. now i'm stuck. go diving or buy psp? in terms of spending logical money, psp is the better option. but diving is a thrilling activity! i've always wanted to dive. i wanna know the freedom of swimming in the vast ocean, the thrill of seeing the underwater world and of course the danger of getting close to a stingray. lol. that reminds us of steve irwin yah? u all get what i mean? i'm a free soul afterall.
last by not least. brothers chalet. its the third plan we have. but its close to unachieveable since the usual 4 are so god damn short of cash. but of course, the other brothers can share and pay the full sum also lah. but i think its impossible also. so see how lor. plus the "worse comes to worse" plan is that if i can't get enough money to go diving with them, i'll pay for most of the chalet expenses. since jm, justin and ky have more probability of getting the sum of money before the end of this month. i still need to buy the psp, how can i do it? unless i chiong hazel until i peng.
was feeding the mosquitoes so much that i asked if we could walk around the park. ended up playing at the playground there. well, its hell lots of fun returning to our childhood and doing spastic stuff. took photos of the time when we were playing and will upload them after i get them from jm. lol. was questioning jm why he brought along his d80, well, now i see it. its to take down these unforeseen circumstances as memories.
well, as for now, i will talk abit about freedom? it won't be very long since i'm damn tired now. what exactly is freedom? how does freedom feels like? is it being able to wake up at 2 in the afternoon and eat whatever u like? play games all day? slack all day and slp as and when u deem fit? to me, its also freedom. but this is not the freedom i want! nor will i like living a dull daily routine. this kind of freedom is too dull for me.
i don't really know what kind of freedom i want. but i really enjoy the times when i'm working at hazel since i'm able to run around and feel the thrill of finding my way home from a place that i totally nv went before.
i may adore freedom too much to settle down. i agree with that, but who knows we can still have freedom after we settle down? settling down in here means finding a gf and committing in that relationship. erm. but to me, i may find it hard because committing in relationship means breaking free from my band of brothers who i enjoyed being with so much. u can't blame us, we just spent too much time together until my mum thinks that we are gays! i always wonder that will i ever have as much fun with my gf as compared to my brothers? afterall, i'm a fun seeker and the stuff we do at times, girls don't like them. plus i'll nv show the crazy side of me in front of my gf. i think i'll scare her away. =x well, we will nv know until we try. but until i can find myself one gf, be it she likes me first or i like her first, all i can say is huan loh!
lastly, haix, its a utterly sad news for me. i'm selling off my beloved bass. its not that i'm not playing it lah, its because my mum asked me to sell it off. its not that i have no brain of my own and i'm a stupid damn ass who listens to his mum. but think about it, i'm playing bass by myself and i cannot do much with it until i have a band. but where's my band? i've been talking about it for close to one whole year man, but i nv even progress from it! well, wen jie went to new zealand and i lost one potential band mate from it. somemore, except for jm, the rest of my brothers are not interested in music.
u may say that i can find my band mates from other places. but the prob is, i just hang out too much with my gang and having bandmates from outside the gang means breaking off from them at times. sry, i can't do that. its my dead knot. blame it on my personality. i've always stuck with this small network of friends, i don't wanna lose it. the only way out is finding ppl from the gang to start, but its not enough with just jm and me. so in the end, i'm giving up music. i'm nv inclined in it anyway. plus i need the cash. but one thing is for sure, i'm not shedding my punk look.
think thats all. gonna rest now. i'm damn tired. tml meeting brothers again to make them study. lol. and also to confiscate justin's psp from him! he's playing too much and studying too little! promos man! since i'm his psp's guardian, i should confiscate it for his own good. lol.
bb.
why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
i don't understand.
eventhough i nv really talked to her before other than greeting her, i still respect her. afterall, she's my elder, without her, there wouldn't be me. ain't it?
was on the way home when jm called me to join ky and him for dinner at changi village. rejected the idea initially as i got dinner waiting for me at home. reached home, ate the dishes and poured away the rice before meeting up with them for my so called "other half of my dinner".
after that, went to 7-11 and bought 3 blackcurrant vodka and were on our way home. went to meridian hotel as usual to use its toilet. then took bus until the library before going into sunplaza park to waste time. talked about our current plans to get psp slim and go diving.
i received $100 from my bro to buy the psp. well, its not that i am extorting money from him u know? i'm not from a rich family, so we shared most of our consoles. so if he's gonna play, he's gonna pay. afterall, i will be paying for most of it as usual. ps1, ps2 and psp, i'm the biggest shareholder for all of them. wahahahahahaha. but since i'm so short on cash, i may take another $50 from him depending on the situation. i don't wanna take alot of cash from him since he's not working and i am. he's still a secondary student afterall.
next. diving! we are gonna dive! $399 to dive in singapore and $499 to dive in malaysia. now i'm stuck. go diving or buy psp? in terms of spending logical money, psp is the better option. but diving is a thrilling activity! i've always wanted to dive. i wanna know the freedom of swimming in the vast ocean, the thrill of seeing the underwater world and of course the danger of getting close to a stingray. lol. that reminds us of steve irwin yah? u all get what i mean? i'm a free soul afterall.
last by not least. brothers chalet. its the third plan we have. but its close to unachieveable since the usual 4 are so god damn short of cash. but of course, the other brothers can share and pay the full sum also lah. but i think its impossible also. so see how lor. plus the "worse comes to worse" plan is that if i can't get enough money to go diving with them, i'll pay for most of the chalet expenses. since jm, justin and ky have more probability of getting the sum of money before the end of this month. i still need to buy the psp, how can i do it? unless i chiong hazel until i peng.
was feeding the mosquitoes so much that i asked if we could walk around the park. ended up playing at the playground there. well, its hell lots of fun returning to our childhood and doing spastic stuff. took photos of the time when we were playing and will upload them after i get them from jm. lol. was questioning jm why he brought along his d80, well, now i see it. its to take down these unforeseen circumstances as memories.
well, as for now, i will talk abit about freedom? it won't be very long since i'm damn tired now. what exactly is freedom? how does freedom feels like? is it being able to wake up at 2 in the afternoon and eat whatever u like? play games all day? slack all day and slp as and when u deem fit? to me, its also freedom. but this is not the freedom i want! nor will i like living a dull daily routine. this kind of freedom is too dull for me.
i don't really know what kind of freedom i want. but i really enjoy the times when i'm working at hazel since i'm able to run around and feel the thrill of finding my way home from a place that i totally nv went before.
i may adore freedom too much to settle down. i agree with that, but who knows we can still have freedom after we settle down? settling down in here means finding a gf and committing in that relationship. erm. but to me, i may find it hard because committing in relationship means breaking free from my band of brothers who i enjoyed being with so much. u can't blame us, we just spent too much time together until my mum thinks that we are gays! i always wonder that will i ever have as much fun with my gf as compared to my brothers? afterall, i'm a fun seeker and the stuff we do at times, girls don't like them. plus i'll nv show the crazy side of me in front of my gf. i think i'll scare her away. =x well, we will nv know until we try. but until i can find myself one gf, be it she likes me first or i like her first, all i can say is huan loh!
lastly, haix, its a utterly sad news for me. i'm selling off my beloved bass. its not that i'm not playing it lah, its because my mum asked me to sell it off. its not that i have no brain of my own and i'm a stupid damn ass who listens to his mum. but think about it, i'm playing bass by myself and i cannot do much with it until i have a band. but where's my band? i've been talking about it for close to one whole year man, but i nv even progress from it! well, wen jie went to new zealand and i lost one potential band mate from it. somemore, except for jm, the rest of my brothers are not interested in music.
u may say that i can find my band mates from other places. but the prob is, i just hang out too much with my gang and having bandmates from outside the gang means breaking off from them at times. sry, i can't do that. its my dead knot. blame it on my personality. i've always stuck with this small network of friends, i don't wanna lose it. the only way out is finding ppl from the gang to start, but its not enough with just jm and me. so in the end, i'm giving up music. i'm nv inclined in it anyway. plus i need the cash. but one thing is for sure, i'm not shedding my punk look.
think thats all. gonna rest now. i'm damn tired. tml meeting brothers again to make them study. lol. and also to confiscate justin's psp from him! he's playing too much and studying too little! promos man! since i'm his psp's guardian, i should confiscate it for his own good. lol.
bb.
why does it feel like it's raining in my head?
i don't understand.
Thursday, September 06, 2007
woah. i'm a happy kid now. lol. justin gave me secret ost and son of dork's album liao. nice! my mp3 is running out of space though. so i'm planning to buy an external hdd for myself. that is if i have the money.
woke up at 4pm in the afternoon. so god damn late? well, i went to bed at 10am leh. ton-ed at mac again. with kwoky, justin and junming. ky didn't turn up. don't know why. we showed kwoky how pro we are at ton-ing. we have everything we need to occupy ourselves. mp3, psp, laptop, games, movies, bball and also extension to the circuits! hahahahaha. professional tonners.
hector was there too. lol. jc students sure are chiongsters. kwok and justin was studying, jm and i were just wasting our time and youth there. kinda distracted them. hahahahaha. but will still force them to study at times. justin went there to do homework nia lor. saying that doing homework is also studying as an excuse. lol. not bad. getting more and more pro in jiao wei-ing liao.
played monster hunter freedom 2 with justin. jm was astonished by those weird sounds i produced when monsters were chasing me around. after that, went to play bball. just normal shootaround.
told kwoky that the team are waiting for his return. lol. then we will be complete liao. until now, jm is the best shooter while i'm the weakest. hahahahahaha. well, shooting wasn't my specialty. driving the lane was. talked and tested out some formations to capitalise on jm's shooting skills. passing and assisting ppl is fun too. after that went home liao. didn't want to slp at first but the temptation was just too great. lol.
anyway, i'm gonna be a poor guy soon. my allowance was cut by 2/3 for the holidays. meaning that i will be only receiving $100. wah! can die lor. gimme 10 outings and poof! there goes the money. it may deplete faster than expected. $100 is mission impossible sia. don't tell me impossible is nth. this is the impossible of impossible. so impossible is nth is impossible to counter this as it is rated impossible of impossible. so we need something more than impossible is nth to make this impossible of impossible nth! hahahahaha! crap.
anyway, after all those shits. i think u all sort of understand how impossible it is? lol. gonna crap my way through and reduce the allowance cut to only 1/3. good luck and have fun trying to make the impossible of impossible possible. but after making it possible, its still impossible!
hahahahahaha! bb.
woke up at 4pm in the afternoon. so god damn late? well, i went to bed at 10am leh. ton-ed at mac again. with kwoky, justin and junming. ky didn't turn up. don't know why. we showed kwoky how pro we are at ton-ing. we have everything we need to occupy ourselves. mp3, psp, laptop, games, movies, bball and also extension to the circuits! hahahahaha. professional tonners.
hector was there too. lol. jc students sure are chiongsters. kwok and justin was studying, jm and i were just wasting our time and youth there. kinda distracted them. hahahahaha. but will still force them to study at times. justin went there to do homework nia lor. saying that doing homework is also studying as an excuse. lol. not bad. getting more and more pro in jiao wei-ing liao.
played monster hunter freedom 2 with justin. jm was astonished by those weird sounds i produced when monsters were chasing me around. after that, went to play bball. just normal shootaround.
told kwoky that the team are waiting for his return. lol. then we will be complete liao. until now, jm is the best shooter while i'm the weakest. hahahahahaha. well, shooting wasn't my specialty. driving the lane was. talked and tested out some formations to capitalise on jm's shooting skills. passing and assisting ppl is fun too. after that went home liao. didn't want to slp at first but the temptation was just too great. lol.
anyway, i'm gonna be a poor guy soon. my allowance was cut by 2/3 for the holidays. meaning that i will be only receiving $100. wah! can die lor. gimme 10 outings and poof! there goes the money. it may deplete faster than expected. $100 is mission impossible sia. don't tell me impossible is nth. this is the impossible of impossible. so impossible is nth is impossible to counter this as it is rated impossible of impossible. so we need something more than impossible is nth to make this impossible of impossible nth! hahahahaha! crap.
anyway, after all those shits. i think u all sort of understand how impossible it is? lol. gonna crap my way through and reduce the allowance cut to only 1/3. good luck and have fun trying to make the impossible of impossible possible. but after making it possible, its still impossible!
hahahahahaha! bb.
Friday, August 10, 2007
ok. this post will be a mother fucking long one. i think even i will die reading it. until now, its the ultimate post.
in this post, u will see several events thats kinda interesting with the help of photos. these events happened from 6th august 2007 to 9th august 2007. they are as follows.
1) there is a new kind of rockman in town. and he's way better than rockman as he is a combination of rockman and transformer.
2) live photos taken by me when some goondus decided to jump the mrt track in tampines.
3) a young boy who wears his pants in a very interesting way.
4) 4 young guys shopping in giant.
5) 7 different angle of the drunken megazord. (megazord 80kg drink 40% vodka nv drunk. megazord 69kg drink 40% vodka kena ko.)
6) 5 young ladies kena pranked and they ended up wearing formal for bbq.
7) the whole ncc land ganging on their asm.
8) treasure hunt for justin's hp in the sea.
9) we had a story to tell.
and lastly, 5 young guys watching fireworks together.
6th august 2007. met sir kwa for basketball before meeting the ky and justin for dinner. met up to do some final planning for the upcoming bbq on 8th august which will continue over to the national day.
played bball with some china guys. won 1, lost one. but nvm. overall its a great game. sir kwa showed signs of improvement.
7th august 2007. met up to go giant to buy stuff for the upcoming bbq. wanted to take the shuttle bus to giant but ended up staying there for 1 hour plus. accident or commit suicide? i don't care. tampines is dirty now. i won't dare to take the mrt train in the late night now. lol. worse, the body was split into 2. wtf right? half of it was at the end and the other half was in the middle.
haix. heard that someone jumped the track in tampines some 6 months ago? i had no idea. just heck it lah. went to giant, bought some stuff. total cost? $83 plus. lol. so much for some stuff huh?
8th august 2007. the big day. our plan sort of succeeded. we tricked our dear princess annabelle, tsui san, jing wen, kelly and vanda into wearing formal for our bbq. elvis was spared as he ran into justin and jun jie. hahahahaha.
it took us quite alot of planning to come up with this plan man. ok. this is how the plan went. first, we smsed the girls 1 week before the bbq and told them that we are going to vivo city to have a buffet there as justin's father had some employees benefit from his company. 50% off and everyone only needs to pay $10 plus. lol. to add on to that, we told them that justin's father booked a bus to send us there from pasir ris park. sounds ridiculous? but still, the girls bought it. lol.
after that, we sms the boys and told them the real stuff and ask them to dress appropriately for the event. i missed out the first part as i still have sch. bought 5 1.5 litres drink and delivered it to them. halfway to the beach, saw jing wen and tsui san, cannot help but laughed to myself. hahahahahaha.
justin got drunk. he was scary. talking speed almost 2 times faster? volume also. worse of all, master was damn quiet most of the time, but on that day, he talked more than me. woohoohoo. i'm still thinking, between master and i, whose the worse when we got drunk? lol. if u all don't recall the event, pls refer to my 3rd february 2007 post.
got crazy, ky had a showdown with master. ended up playing in the water. master dropped his hp in the sea and we still managed to retrieve it. thanks to princess annabelle. lol. so powerful, next time be our item finder lah!=x
went to pia elvis but he got ko-ed. credits to those spears by dk. rugby team arh? power.
by 11 plus, most of them went home, leaving sir kwa, ky, kowky, winnie, vanda and me behind.
walked to cheers with ky and some of the ppl who are going home to buy some drinks. left ky with them and went to see the fruits of my leg training. i failed. i still can't dunk in the pasir ris bball court although i jump higher now. ended up walking to cheers with master who's now sober. reviewed on my current bball situation. was rated by master as a c+/b- guard. its just slightly better than average. found out that i have quite alot of flaws. sucky shooting percentage, over exposed lay up posture, weak passing, inconfidence in defending and so on. so its time to work hard. good thing the 1 and a half month break is coming soon.
anyway, back to main topic. bbq-ed all the way unil 3 plus 4 in the morning before sharing the cab home. cab fees, $10.60. not bad.
got home, was stunned. my sis was still awake. she's really sleeping all day, staying up all night man. slpt by 5.30 and woke up at 2 to finish up my wds project.
my mum asked how did i got home? i tricked her by saying that i walked home via the park connector. lol. ever saw 5 guys going out just to see fireworks? well, we did. and it was fun cause i ended up on some flower pots in marina sqaure just to catch a glimpse of it.
after the ndp was over, got back to tampines and ended up eating cafe cartel! omg sia. it was banned for 1 whole month but huan loh! come out don't huan loh money. happy jiu can liao.
kwok went home so he didn't join us. 4 guys and the bill was almost $85 after 10% discount. nice?
while eating. we came up with a crap story. its a story about a young boy called kwa jun ming.
*once, there was this young boy. he had a great future ahead of him and he only had one wish. he hoped that he had a first hand phone and his target phone was n73.
but too bad, all he got was some second phones which either spoilt or drop into the toilet bowl!
he got pissed and decided not to go to sch. something commonly known as rebelling. soon, he got 1 warning letter from his sch saying that he was awol for 3 days. his mum got worried but still, no sign of phone. so he told his mum that 31 awol warning will be his target.
but by the 4th one, sayonara. he was gone from his sch. thus, he went on a search for sch and ended up in the u.s. life there was great, he became part of their culture. he became a guitar god.
upon completion of study, he returned to singapore, talking in their slang. "yo yo yo, what's up dude!"
his mum then realise her mistake and knelt infront of the guan yin ma sculpture in their house and said," guan yin ma, i've sinned. it was just a handphone. i should have bought the hp for my son. if not, he won't be like this. its even weirder than his usually was. guan yin ma, help me."
her mum didn't know jun ming overheard her. eventually, jun ming met up with his long time brothers, lee khai yew and jeremy lim. they formed a band with some other guys. jeremy was his bassist, ky was their manager. their band was known as "rubber band".
they wrote this song named "handphone" which was their first singles and it went like this.
hey mum,
it was just a n73,
but you made me huan loh everyday,
i ended up in usa.
hey dad,
it was just a n73,
but u got me a k800i,
you might as well don't buy.
hey mum,
it was just a n73,
now you huan loh everyday,
after i return from usa.
hey dad,
it was just a n73,
effect of getting me k800i,
is making mama cry.*
this is the furthest we got. lol. may consider completing the story if we ever have the chance to.
updates on today. finally uploaded my wds project. happy. met up with master and jm for bball session.
played team against various ppl. won 1, lost 2. pawned the 1st team. kena tok-ed in the second match and was a close one during the 2nd match. i don't blame anyone for losing cause jm and master had gym session before we play bball.
was rated b by master for today perfomance eventhough i didn't seed break. not bad afterall. i was quite satisfied with today's peformance. i gave alot of thought to master's words. lol. was sinking shots, completing layups, defending ppl tightly, passing the ball pretty decently and blah blah blah.
end of updates. photos next.
the new leader of autobots, optimus kwadon.
better than rockman, the kwa-man.
woo, accident.
ambulance.
fire fighters in action.
nice fire engine.
nice pants.
extracting the body.
eerie. =x
in giant. i was in the trolley.
going home.
walking to the interchange with 5 1.5 litre bottles in my bag.
1st angle.
2nd.
wondering why its coke right? we mixed the 40% vodka with the coke.
the final gulp.
usm.
lol. formal clothings.
tsui san.
sausages.
cjj!
kwok, me and annabelle.
nothing is impossible.
new world order.
usm again.
vodka with ky's hotdog.
absolut mandrin.
kwoky.
acting cute or acting dumb?
sir kwa.
elvis the cyborg.
jj thinking of backstabbing ky?
vodka, prata and paper cups.

prata man cooking.
put him beside the road and i'm sure the cars will stop.
the peeps.
you can't see me. lol.
annabelle and me back with our twisty posture again and again. we just won't get tired of it one leh.
before war.
no 2.
prata handing over parade.
prata handing in process.
what's sir doing?
princess or not princess not important, most important is princess also will kena prank.
hahahahaha. 3 of the victims.
jun jie after war.
our stuff.
searching for justin's hp.
some questioning. but its useless, justin was drunk.
sir kwa starting the fire.

kwok was cold so i volunteered to hug him. we are not gays arh.
hungry liao.
packing up.
in this post, u will see several events thats kinda interesting with the help of photos. these events happened from 6th august 2007 to 9th august 2007. they are as follows.
1) there is a new kind of rockman in town. and he's way better than rockman as he is a combination of rockman and transformer.
2) live photos taken by me when some goondus decided to jump the mrt track in tampines.
3) a young boy who wears his pants in a very interesting way.
4) 4 young guys shopping in giant.
5) 7 different angle of the drunken megazord. (megazord 80kg drink 40% vodka nv drunk. megazord 69kg drink 40% vodka kena ko.)
6) 5 young ladies kena pranked and they ended up wearing formal for bbq.
7) the whole ncc land ganging on their asm.
8) treasure hunt for justin's hp in the sea.
9) we had a story to tell.
and lastly, 5 young guys watching fireworks together.
6th august 2007. met sir kwa for basketball before meeting the ky and justin for dinner. met up to do some final planning for the upcoming bbq on 8th august which will continue over to the national day.
played bball with some china guys. won 1, lost one. but nvm. overall its a great game. sir kwa showed signs of improvement.
7th august 2007. met up to go giant to buy stuff for the upcoming bbq. wanted to take the shuttle bus to giant but ended up staying there for 1 hour plus. accident or commit suicide? i don't care. tampines is dirty now. i won't dare to take the mrt train in the late night now. lol. worse, the body was split into 2. wtf right? half of it was at the end and the other half was in the middle.
haix. heard that someone jumped the track in tampines some 6 months ago? i had no idea. just heck it lah. went to giant, bought some stuff. total cost? $83 plus. lol. so much for some stuff huh?
8th august 2007. the big day. our plan sort of succeeded. we tricked our dear princess annabelle, tsui san, jing wen, kelly and vanda into wearing formal for our bbq. elvis was spared as he ran into justin and jun jie. hahahahaha.
it took us quite alot of planning to come up with this plan man. ok. this is how the plan went. first, we smsed the girls 1 week before the bbq and told them that we are going to vivo city to have a buffet there as justin's father had some employees benefit from his company. 50% off and everyone only needs to pay $10 plus. lol. to add on to that, we told them that justin's father booked a bus to send us there from pasir ris park. sounds ridiculous? but still, the girls bought it. lol.
after that, we sms the boys and told them the real stuff and ask them to dress appropriately for the event. i missed out the first part as i still have sch. bought 5 1.5 litres drink and delivered it to them. halfway to the beach, saw jing wen and tsui san, cannot help but laughed to myself. hahahahahaha.
justin got drunk. he was scary. talking speed almost 2 times faster? volume also. worse of all, master was damn quiet most of the time, but on that day, he talked more than me. woohoohoo. i'm still thinking, between master and i, whose the worse when we got drunk? lol. if u all don't recall the event, pls refer to my 3rd february 2007 post.
got crazy, ky had a showdown with master. ended up playing in the water. master dropped his hp in the sea and we still managed to retrieve it. thanks to princess annabelle. lol. so powerful, next time be our item finder lah!=x
went to pia elvis but he got ko-ed. credits to those spears by dk. rugby team arh? power.
by 11 plus, most of them went home, leaving sir kwa, ky, kowky, winnie, vanda and me behind.
walked to cheers with ky and some of the ppl who are going home to buy some drinks. left ky with them and went to see the fruits of my leg training. i failed. i still can't dunk in the pasir ris bball court although i jump higher now. ended up walking to cheers with master who's now sober. reviewed on my current bball situation. was rated by master as a c+/b- guard. its just slightly better than average. found out that i have quite alot of flaws. sucky shooting percentage, over exposed lay up posture, weak passing, inconfidence in defending and so on. so its time to work hard. good thing the 1 and a half month break is coming soon.
anyway, back to main topic. bbq-ed all the way unil 3 plus 4 in the morning before sharing the cab home. cab fees, $10.60. not bad.
got home, was stunned. my sis was still awake. she's really sleeping all day, staying up all night man. slpt by 5.30 and woke up at 2 to finish up my wds project.
my mum asked how did i got home? i tricked her by saying that i walked home via the park connector. lol. ever saw 5 guys going out just to see fireworks? well, we did. and it was fun cause i ended up on some flower pots in marina sqaure just to catch a glimpse of it.
after the ndp was over, got back to tampines and ended up eating cafe cartel! omg sia. it was banned for 1 whole month but huan loh! come out don't huan loh money. happy jiu can liao.
kwok went home so he didn't join us. 4 guys and the bill was almost $85 after 10% discount. nice?
while eating. we came up with a crap story. its a story about a young boy called kwa jun ming.
*once, there was this young boy. he had a great future ahead of him and he only had one wish. he hoped that he had a first hand phone and his target phone was n73.
but too bad, all he got was some second phones which either spoilt or drop into the toilet bowl!
he got pissed and decided not to go to sch. something commonly known as rebelling. soon, he got 1 warning letter from his sch saying that he was awol for 3 days. his mum got worried but still, no sign of phone. so he told his mum that 31 awol warning will be his target.
but by the 4th one, sayonara. he was gone from his sch. thus, he went on a search for sch and ended up in the u.s. life there was great, he became part of their culture. he became a guitar god.
upon completion of study, he returned to singapore, talking in their slang. "yo yo yo, what's up dude!"
his mum then realise her mistake and knelt infront of the guan yin ma sculpture in their house and said," guan yin ma, i've sinned. it was just a handphone. i should have bought the hp for my son. if not, he won't be like this. its even weirder than his usually was. guan yin ma, help me."
her mum didn't know jun ming overheard her. eventually, jun ming met up with his long time brothers, lee khai yew and jeremy lim. they formed a band with some other guys. jeremy was his bassist, ky was their manager. their band was known as "rubber band".
they wrote this song named "handphone" which was their first singles and it went like this.
hey mum,
it was just a n73,
but you made me huan loh everyday,
i ended up in usa.
hey dad,
it was just a n73,
but u got me a k800i,
you might as well don't buy.
hey mum,
it was just a n73,
now you huan loh everyday,
after i return from usa.
hey dad,
it was just a n73,
effect of getting me k800i,
is making mama cry.*
this is the furthest we got. lol. may consider completing the story if we ever have the chance to.
updates on today. finally uploaded my wds project. happy. met up with master and jm for bball session.
played team against various ppl. won 1, lost 2. pawned the 1st team. kena tok-ed in the second match and was a close one during the 2nd match. i don't blame anyone for losing cause jm and master had gym session before we play bball.
was rated b by master for today perfomance eventhough i didn't seed break. not bad afterall. i was quite satisfied with today's peformance. i gave alot of thought to master's words. lol. was sinking shots, completing layups, defending ppl tightly, passing the ball pretty decently and blah blah blah.
end of updates. photos next.












finishing the drink and getting drunk liao.
food!
brother pic no 1.
usm vs asm.
jun jie and jun ming planning how to catch elvis.
poor phone.
satays. $1 for 5! tio arh.
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