holy shit. close to one month of not updating. have no time, no momentum for blogging, so shall rapid fire through this.

since the previous post, i've pop-ed from bmt. the 24km route march was nice, but it was mentally tiring. walked throughout the night yo.

it was krabi after that with jm, joy, boss, jl, jm's friend and my platoon mate hong jun and another platoon mate of mine, lester.

trip was epic. drove around, night markets, rock climbing, snorkeling, canoeing, hot spring and many more. photos to be up when i get them from jm and when i have the freaking time. =)

was posted to scs. hotel company yo. it was fun. lots of freedom. was appointed leader platoon sergeant before being raised to be leader sergeant major. stepped down from the appointments already yo. but the 6 days were stressed as hell. ppl just dont listen sometimes.

had games day and family engagement day at scs ytd. pretty nice. my coy's bball team was eliminated in the first round. i wasn't in that team yo. the team ic anyhow picked the members. so yah lor, i'm not saying i should be on that team but i believe i can do much more than the members who were on that team. seriously, when rp and np sch team members dont make that team, u have to admit that the team ic is fucked up in his selection of members. the team he picked cannot even score one point against my team when we were playing and i am not playing my natural pos. was playing center instead of shooting guard.

whats worse. despite my size and strength disadvantage, i managed to give the 2 centers of the main team a hard time. =)

ok lah. its all over, no use brooding over it. i believe that my time to leave it all out there will come soon. anyway, got gold for ippt, so happy that i'm $200 richer.

ciao.

happy new year everyone. i welcomed this new year with jj and jl. was just slacking around with them at downtown the whole time. monopoly deal, dai di, food, music and jiao weis, that's pretty much all we did.

anyway, its the time of the year that i hate the most. lol. its like hitting the restart button. needa come up with new year resolution or something like that. ok. this year, my resolution shall stay the same, 1024 x 768. hahahahaha. thats for my monitor.

anyway, dont have performance review to conduct cause i didn't make any resolutions last year. hahahaha.

did brought over something hateful from 2010. the legendary tekong cough. been at it for 1 month plus. power not? kinda recovered somewhere in the middle of my bmt phase but the major lack of good food during field camp/sit test period made me went haywire after i booked out, thus my current condition. i seriously think that its just a matter of time before i cough out blood and scare the shit outta my mum. =))

i'll spend the bulk of my time this year serving ns, so really nth much to look forward to. i only hope i can become a commander, from my current outlook, most likely a sergeant, and grow and learn more from the process of becoming a commander.

seriously hope that i'll be posted to bmt after i finish my commander course so that i can train recruits. just like the good old ncc days, grooming the next generation. the best possible outcome will be doing it with my current section mates then at least ns life will be fun. hahaha.

as for team18holdings, nth much to say bout this bunch of ppl. they've been there for a long long time in my life, making life fun and its struggles less painful and i'm pretty sure that they wont go anywhere else in the visible future. still my favourite group of ppl. i only hope for the best for them. hope 2011 will be another great year ahead for us though we're pretty much slowing down in havoc-ing but it is good also, shows the growth in us. lol.

basketball wise. dont think i'll be touching it often. haven even touched it once since i enlisted. was planning to train awhile ytd but it rained. too bad. shall see how things go. i think i've come to terms with putting a full stop to my basketball dream. but as i've said, lets see how things go.

i hope i get a placing in smu but thats pretty hard with my "not so up there" gpa. i'm looking forward to the krabi trip with members of team18holdings and i hope after 4 years of drifting, learning, healing, slacking and waiting, i'll be successful this time round.

i still dont have faith in it yet and this might actually be my final bet. ain't gonna show hand yet cause i'm all confused on the next step and i sense hesitation.

anyway! gonna prepare to meet up with my favourite ppl now. =)