hmmmmm. back to do some blogging. met up with justin, ky and vanda for dinner at clarke quay. why go all the way there? cause ky's working there for 2 days. after dinner, walked around clarke quay and went home. nth much actually.

holidays is going to end soon and i haven't started on my work. there's ba worksheet and microecons articles. well, i'm roughly done for my 1st mirco article liao. had a draft in my mind but still lazy to write it down. may do it later depending on my mood arh. hope no one will screw my day up like today. its totally off to a bad start. i hate ppl nagging or scolding me within 1 hour after i woke up. give me some peace lah. want scold or what, do it later, not when i'm still half awake.

also, peeps, stop inviting me to join facebook and things like that. i'm not interested. wanna make friends or what, friendster is enough. i know its outdated and in order to keep in touch with chio bus or make chio bu friends, we boys need to remain competitive and join facebook asap. but huan loh! i'm just plain lazy to change. too many accounts is a pain in the ass arh.

next. photos taken and edited by vanda. pardon me for the low quality pictures. vanda's phone is so budget. lol! vanda lac arh.

ky's second serving for supper on christmas day. $3.50 and not very satisfying arh. sad.

this is what ky refer to as the n series 4 years ago.

doing what we do best. play games and slack.

these 2 goes well together arh.

yah yah yah. still playing. lol.

ky and his assets.

ky is saying no to emo.

brothers playing metal slug x together.

while walking around at clarke quay. i'm sucking a lollipop. lol.

back to talk cock with master liao. bb.

went to gym today with justin. lol. gym here is not guan yin ma like what someone said although its creative.

working out was fine bah. did my own sets of circuits. found out that my arm muscles are getting stronger and legs muscles are weakening. its because i only trained for my upper body at home. so lets think of ways to train up my legs muscles at home.

after gym, played abit of bball as usual. master told me not to record the win/loss here right at the start as he says that the main purpose of playing today is to help me warm up and remove my ball lag after 1 month plus of isolation from bball due to my term test and toe injury. found it quite reasonable, so agreed. furthermore, my toe aren't 100% recovered yet and it got abit swollen after the matches as i think i pushed myself a little bit too hard.

from my point of view, i already knew we will lose all the match, even when the strongest opponent there didn't post alot of problems for us last time. so just went in to play as i can't resist the temptation anymore. played 6 match, lost all like we expected.

hahahahaha. for all the matches, justin did most of the scoring, like 5 to 6 points per game. as for me, i did all the assisting. scored only 1 to 2 points per game, notched 4 to 5 assists and gave out 1 to 2 blocks per game. after everything, sat down and listened to master's analysis on my performace. his main reason for me not performing on offense is my reduction in speed due to the injury. he said that my speed is our main weapon on offense.

like quite true arh. since my shooting sucks, i only can assist and drive on offense. in order to do that, i need my speed to break away from defense for open passes or easy lay up. so now, i'll heed everyone's advice and let my toes recover first ok? lol. since i can't do much without my speed. lol.

as for defense, did not perform as well cause i can't keep up with the opponent's movement with that injury, but still managed to sneak up on my opponents and block them from behind. lol. justin refers to it as a underhanded move and named it backstab blocking. can't blame him for calling it an underhanded move as he's a victim of this move once. lol.

and and and and we've found my major weakness! walan eh, its a very embarassing and idiotic weakness. one that results in me using more energy when i play. lol. don't laugh ppl. its damn stupid. while gym-ing, we were training on our chin ups, despite almost having the same height, justin can reach for the bar and grab it effortlessly and i need to jump before i can grab it tightly. so, i asked justin to measure his arm length with me and we found out that i have extremely short arms! wah nah beh, my arms are like more than half a palm shorter than his!!!!

so embarassing lah and i feel so inferior. lol. i still remember joking to kelly a few weeks ago that if derek, justin, jm, alvan and me stand together and raise our arms, i will be the shortest. nv thought that its true man. i was just crapping back then.

end of post bah. i feel that this whole post is full of crap arh. lol.

christmas wasn't as great as we thought. well, how do i put it? we bros missed the chance to have fun during christmas last year as we were all working, so we were looking forward to have real fun this year. we had alot of great ideas, we did, but we simply forgot all our past year's ideas. thats all.

the best we can come up with? have supper at pasir ris and go pasir ris beach to drink vodka. lol. didn't last long too. don't even have the mood to drink. its only ky, vanda and me. it would be way more fun to have ppl like jm, justin, jj and winnie they all with us. lol.

went home at around 4. remembered that justin is camping for someone somewhere near my estate, so decided to go down and accompany him. hahahahaha. didn't feel like going home and find that its abit sian to camp alone, so as a brother, i should go down to accompany him.

ita abit eerie to walk from my estate to the estate that justin is camping in. lol. or am i too humji? lol! anyway, camped with justin all the way until 6 plus. slept, talked, walked around, thats all we did. void deck quite nice to slp arh. lol. actually, nv sleep at all, just close my eyes.

finally abort camping mission at 6 plus and went home. slp until 12 and need to wake up again. hahahahaha. this time to meet samuel and jasmine arh.

jasmine said she wants to cook dinner for us but ended up we boys did most of the cooking. lol. the chef and the assistants somehow switched roles arh. chef tan became assistant tan and assistants lims became chefs lim. lol.

the dinner was quite nice arh. lol. spammed too much sausages, every mouth confirm got sausage one. eat until damn sianned. hahahahaha. but still, not bad lah. what matters most is the sincerity, who cooked the dinner isn't important at all.

hmmmmmm. its been one week and i'm still unable to play bball. i sincerely hope that i can play soon. anyway, i've thought of training myself to the extend of being able to play any position. quite a chore man, but worth trying. let's see if i can do it or not. being able to play shooting guard, small forward and power forward shouldn't be a problem. most difficult pos for me will be playing center with my small size. lol. its been 1 month since i last touched my bass, since i can't play bball, might as well train arh. if not ppl will say i waste money buying a bass just to throw it aside.

ok lah, visuals now.

absolut apeach. didn't drank much though, like 250 ml nia.

vodka goes well with ice cream soda man.

our assets.

say no to emo.

ky's open water diver card.

camera shy.

vanda's dumb lightstick which she hang around her neck.

justin camping.

donatello's resting. ssssshhhhhh.

anyway, a merry belated xmas to all. hope u all enjoyed ur day. bye peeps. gonna slp now.

don't cry,
open up your eyes and know there's someone else out there that feels this way.
i'm singing to you 'cause i know what you've been through and know,
it's not so long ago i felt the same.

my mum asked me to be her escort the moment i woke up today. went temple with her. lol. after that, went to meet up with the usual 4. since we knew that justin will give us presents for xmas, we weren't at all surprised. however, thats not the case. a spammer will always be a spammer and i'm the only victim. lol. christmas eve still must kena my master's ultimate move. met vanda and she too has presents for us. she shared the present with kelly and winnie. seriously, i'm grateful peeps.

but still, i'm afraid of receiving presents cause u must give them back and i'm damn broke. lol. this is the reason y i don't buy ppl presents. hahahaha. cheapskate i know.

i'll let photos do the talking now bah.

lol. famous stars and straps necklace from justin.

nice right? bling bling sia.

such a small present wrapped in 10 boxes which spells almost+10. nice one lah master.

warning from him. good luck have fun.

lets substitute the f with the necklace.

power liao. now i got famous necklace and belt buckle. hahahahaha.

presents for the usual 4 by winnie, vanda and kelly. lol. wonder why its this colour? lol. ninja turtles. mike, dona, raph and leo.

donatello.

kena spammed again. this time with sweets.

lol. thanks again peeps. anyway, i'm gonna rest now. overnight at pasir ris beach with ky, jm and maybe vanda. lets drink vodka! lol.

anyway, before i go, i have a good news. well, for me lah. today, kobe bryant became the 31st and youngest player in history to reach the 20000 points milestone in nba. he did it at the age of 29 years and 122 days. power right? hahahaha.

thats kobe scoring his 20000th point, i think.

bye.

ok. back to blog. alot to blog about but quite random in a sense, so no time to waste. chiong arh!

updates first. went orchard with ky to try and pay for his marathon run, ended up not getting anywhere. so took bus down to dhoby ghaut and meet up with the others for lan. lan is quite nice lah and after that, met up with justin, vanda and winnie to go down to waikiki dive center to take justin, ky and jm diver id. nice one. they are certified open water divers now. hope i can join in soon, but mostly impossible until ns.

that's all for updates and moving on to dedication. yes. i'm dedicating part of this post to my master, justin lim. but before i start. let's do some scolding first. it would have become a big surprise for us if someone did not leak out that secret. and who's the culprit? vanda cheah. nah beh one sia, sometimes really find her damn kiam gan. go tell one of us that justin bought xmas present for us.

well, seriously, i'm touched. but then again, if we are brothers, as long as we know that u have that intention, its enough. don't really need to waste money and stuff, just trust us more and do as much as u can as our brother, that will be enough. furthermore, u are short on cash trying to get ur target, so all the more shouldn't waste those money on us. we understand ur situation. anyway, really thanks alot, my brother.

xmas is coming huh? while, to me, its nth much, just another day. maybe abit special as its jesus christ's birthday? hahahahaha. doesn't concern me also. its special as its a day where i have a chance to stay out whole night. lol.

back to main topic. one year since justin and i started calling each other brothers. one year and a few more months to be exact. in this one year, he changed part of my thinking and i together with the other brothers, managed to produce some changes in him.

which part of my thinking did he change? well, to put my thoughts into action. i used to be someone who said things and expect changes to occur by itself. lazy to be more accurate, he motivated me to work towards what i want. be it being a better bballer, practicing bass even i have no talent in it, working hard for my physical fitness and just being a good person. mental toughness is what i learnt. to resist temptations and fight distractions. i'm grateful.

and what changed did the combined effort of ky, jm and me produced? a slimmer and handsome justin. yes! we on our part motivated him to slim down. a dragonboater, a bballer and a clt working together to motivate justin to work out and ultimately slim down. ppl saw the difference and its a significant change. through this, we learnt that nth is impossible if u put in effort. yes. and now, justin is being approached by starhub to be their advertisement model. hahahahaha. yes. its true. don't believe me? i have evidence.

justin before slimming down.

justin after slimming down.

saw the diff?

anyway. was trash talking with ky about our extraordinary accomplishment during primary sch. ky tried to use his ultimate weapon, the singa award to shut me up, but wait, i have my own ultimate weapon too. lol. ky's chidori clashing with my rasengan. lol.

my ultimate weapon.

model student award. hahahahahaha.

don't believe? too bad. i was presented this award when i was in primary 3. yeah. an award given to students to not only excel in their studies, but also qualities such as leadership, sportsmanship, contributions to the sch, etc. too hard to believe that the current jeremy was such a leader during his pri sch years? hell yeah, i also can't believe i was so great before. lol!

up next, horoscope on piscean men.

he is very emotional and always allow himself to be very emotional. he can have a good night sleep and be in a good mood, and less than few hours at work he can be very moody. he does not understand things or try to understand things easily. if you notice him carefully, you will notice what kind of moods he is in.

he is a thinker and able to do well at work and always succeed. his normal gestures mean he always look at other people faults, but he will not talk about it. he has the ability to know your thought and able to tell you what you are thinking about.

he can mostly memorize all his anger, his loves. they are his important secrets and he will keep them to himself and will never let you know. he is not a very ambition man and careless about his position in society. wealth does not drawn his attention, because he is not greedy man and as well he thinks money is not something that will last. he could be very careless about his future. he does not like to fight against all odds, but instead following the stream and make life easier. sometimes because he likes to take an easy path, which cause him very unsteady future.

he is kind and slightly lazy, but it is his cute character. he hates rules and regulations. he will never look down on people. he is a polite guy and can be very aggressive when he is mad. he loves to think that he lives in a beautiful world and surround by nice people, so if he finds his world is cruel and not what he expects, he will live in his world instead.

his other charm is that he is a funny guy, and it is his real weapon. he can tease you and yet make it looks like one of his joke. even when he is sad, he still has that funny face, so you could hardly tell if he is mad or depress. he likes to hide his feeling and help other people especially those who need friend or lonely.

he will be everything that you want and everything you do not want. he has a chance to make it as much as a chance to fail. he can determine to make it work and can do it well, except he tends to lose his energy with other important things, that's how he miss many of his good opportunity.

he can be happy and content by himself. what he think is important is not "love", but firm status and stability. he has plenty of love for you.

he is a good speaker, as much as he is a good listener. when he is with you, he wants to be happy. he understand his partner's emotional. he likes to take a long rest and sometimes being alone. if he needs to be alone, try not to disturb him.

he is a sensitive, quiet, shy and easily hurt. he wants to feel worthy. he can be mad and noisy, but once he calm down, he will be that happy person again. he is not a jealous or possessive guy, and if he feels jealous he will hide it. he has many friends of both sex, and he care about his friends. he likes to have lots of friends, so you can not get jealous or else you will loose him. he likes beautiful things, so if a pretty woman walk by he will look, so do not get mad at him knowing this fact.

when he is lonely or feeling sad, be close to comfort him. he does not like to take advice, so if you want him to listen or to follow your advice, you have to act as a good example for him first. he likes a cheery and a smart woman. if you treat him like he is your special person, then he will be that special person for you. he will trust you if he is in love, but try not to over doing it and spoil him too much. you have to make yourself worth all the time too.

lol. quite true arh.

ok. nth much left. 2 photos taken when we were slacking in spot light.

pimp lee. can't believe he won the singa award right?

macho kwa.

and now, let me introduce u to our usual 4. the 4 head of our group.

jem. dona. jay (el jay edge).

lky. mike. lex.

kjm. leo. ravox.

justin. raph. zero.

that's all. i think i left something out though.

back from outing with justin, ky and dk. its obvious where we went lah. went back down to suntec again, just to go the book fest.

before that, went to guan yin temple in bugis to pray with justin and ky. ky said that we forgot to go back to thank guan yin ma for her blessing during o's period, so go back to thank her. while thanking her, prayed for a smooth year for my family members and gang of brothers too. experts says that ppl with zodiac sign of horse will have a tough year ahead, so it better to believe it lah. if its a bad year ahead, seriously need some blessings, especially for justin, dk and ky.

dinner at makansutra again. then took train back to tampines and eat another plate of chicken rice before going home. power right? i think so too.

while eating at makansutra, we brothers listened attentively to lky's inspirational and motivating talk, eventhough its full of impossible feats that ky is trying to accomplish, its the 100% correct way to score good grades. its the right route to take if u want to score good grades, but those methods sounded like crap when its coming out of lky's mouth. hahahahahaha. no offense, but a full time slacker saying ways to score good grades is seriously ridiculous. lol. and even more ridiculous, can u ppl believe that lky is the winner of singa award!?!?! to peeps who don't know what it is, its an prestigious national level award given to considerate and extremely polite students when they were in primary sch. lol. can't believe right? same here. hahahahahaha.

anyway, my blog is reaching is 10000th visits soon. wonder who the 10000th visitor will be. lol. whoever is the 10000th visitor, pls tag arh. lol.

photos.

wah. first time seeing so many files in one place. hahahahaha.

crowded arh.

thats all, gonna watch naruto now.

are we cursed to this life?

finally went out after rotting at home for 2 days. went to marina square and suntec with ky. watch national treasure with ky. its quite nice man. solving puzzles and finding treasures again.

met up with justin and vanda for dinner at makansutra. after that, went to mph book store to free load while vanda went to buy donuts to eat. lol. wah. gave ky an extra high level task to do. asked him to help me unwrap slam magazine as kobe is on the coverpage. why ky? he's pro at doing this but it ended up with me unwrapping it myself and using them as cover. lol.

meeting them again tml to go bugis and suntec once again. damn it sia. ky and i were walking up and down suntec's popular bookshop today and didn't know they had a sales event at suntec hall 4. power lah. kukus.

anyway, some thoughts here. why is it that human beings can be so close this instance that they share whatever secrets they have and in the next instance hate each other so much that no matter what the other party do, you'll always come up with negative comments? why? is humans' relationships so weak? if no, then why is my group facing this kind of problems all the time? don't worry, nth happened peeps, just my thoughts running wild whenever i'm bored.

i don't dare to say i make a very good friend to ppl outside my group. but to ppl who i'm close with, i'm sincere towards them and i'll always try whatever i can do to help them. its true that i screw up at times, but its unintentional. sometimes, i just don't have the power to change everyone's thinking to save this person. well, that was a long time ago. i can't save 2, proves how inefficient i was.

but still, why do ppl that we trust and deem as close friends turn their backs on us? is it us or them? we nv had any intentions of turning our backs on them. well, maybe once. other than that single time, i swear we nv did it again. sincere sorry to the victim for our only attempt, my dear brother, dk. and even then, we had a reason to do so. one that i can't say here.

however, after that attempt, we nv thought of doing it anymore and treasure all our close friends. we even patch back the brotherhood with dk. but still, things don't go the way we thought it would. from all these incidents, i don't have any enthusiasm to meet new ppl and make new friends. ppl always ask me why am i so anti social and only sticks to my brothers? its because i don't trust human beings anymore. this is the disadvantage of being a fast learner. after a few incidents among close friends, i've learnt not to trust anyone easily. i've become pessimistic and thinks that everyone is faking a front during the first meeting and is faking even when we know them for a long time. i'm not implying that my current brothers are faking fronts, i trust this group of brothers totally.

so bottomline, are we so easy to hate? i don't know. maybe someone out there knows. maybe jesus knows. maybe guan yin ma knows. who knows.

photos from here onwards.

national treasure 2 promotion poster.

in the lift.

at first i think it looks bad as i look like an ah beng. but after looking at it for a long time, doesn't really look like one arh. look more like small boy. lol.

another view.

hello mendoza carabiner, meet your new friend, the black carabiner.

its running late. gonna slp now.

your vows of silence fall all over
the look in your eyes makes me crazy
i feel the darkness break upon her
i'll take you over if you let me.

wah. life at home is damn sian. my mum brought me to see the doc for my toes and my leg can't touch water for 2 days. totally not in the mood to go out. nvm, today's the second day already. will be going out with ky tml.

for the past 2 days, been watching naruto, currently at episode 91 i think. the episode where itachi beat the crap out of sasuke. think i should meet up with my psychology group mates and start doing the commercial soon. and i haven't do my part for the presentation slides. but huan loh! holidays just started, should enjoy first. lol.

also, i'm damn freaking proud of my achievements. i nv drank a sip of carbonated drink for almost 2 months! damn! my mind power is so freaking good! wahahahahaha. totally admire my own mental strength. no wonder i can come in 9th for the annual cross country in sec 2 even when the thought of giving up was so tempting. as for sec 3, i started running halfway through, was slacking with brothers for the first half of the cross country, managed to come in at the 85th place though. as for sec 4, i didn't turn up. lol. my mind is still weak in my sense. i'm good at resisting coke but when it comes to focusing on studies, lol, its totally bullshit. hahahahaha. been too used and adapted to my ways of being a slacker liao mah. lol.

nth much today, decided to upload photos of kobe bryant, my idol. =)

kobe dunks during the annual all star game.

behold, kobe with his new number.

kobe dribbling.

one day, i'll do this move perfectly too.

kobe driving against clippers during their cross town battle.

all u can do is watch in awe.

warming up for his slam dunk competition in 1997.

abusing the former regular season mvp, steve nash.

his welcome gift to a rookie center, dwight howard in 2004/2005 season.

soaring.

sorry chris bosh, but you'll have to do better than that in order to block kobe's shot.

shawn marion? no kick.

he shoots.

fadeaway jumper.

in your face.

kobe's supernatural tour.

zoom kobe ii supernatural.

going to find something to eat now. damn hungry.