yo, guess what? i was gl-ed to the max by a fellow bballer at my estate. hahahaha. big ass pussy right? hahahaha.

right now. i'm feel that i'm at peace with myself. i actually withstood provocation and i think it takes alot of willpower and discipline. its not that i don't wanna fight back and school that guy. its just that i don't see the need to.

my purpose of going down today was to do some zero-in after monday's weight lifting. its a routine. weight lifting on monday, zero-in on wed and then serious training on sat or sun. wed is a must, if not, the weight lifting on monday will screw up my strength control.

wanted to do solo shoot around but an acquaintance asked me to play with them so joined in. resisted the temptation of driving the lane and kept on shooting. really need to zero-in. so missed tonnes of shots. expected. airballs somemore leh. hahahaha. noob.

so yah. got gl-ed. didn't fight back. here's my take on it. basketball to me, is all about respect. i'm not a kick ass player, but when i'm facing weaker players, i don't taunt them. respect, period.

so yeah. i'm not focused during that game. so what? i'm just there to zero-in on my shots for saturday's training with samuel. u wanna guai lan me? go ahead. have fun. i hope you enjoy it.

u see, i've put so much effort into my training and i don't wanna sully my dignity by going all out just to prove that i can win u. what's the point? childish act. "yeah! i schooled u, faggot!" u actually get a kick out of that?

me? i wanna play my very best when it actually mattered the most. to play with a player that i respect, to protect a friend's dignity and so on. now, these are the things to play for man!

lets take cheng yu for example. tp school team player. hell of a player but he's humble. he played he's best against me when i'm not even close to his standard and made me realised what i actually can do at my full potential. pushed me forward and taught me lots of stuff. great great respect towards him and look forward to playing with him again. samuel can tell it. when i shared the same court with cheng yu, i'm all about business.

to protect a friend's dignity? hahaha. hell yeah. i remember this one time at the sheltered court outside tp. i was there with justin and jm. we don't usually visit there. the rim there is shit difficult to score and it was evident. i didn't even scored a single shit during shootaround. enough evidence to show that i won't be a factor for the night if we got into some match.

some of the regulars there challenged us. good players i should say. its a 4 on 4 match. those players who were friends against us plus an uncle training there. their team? epic. a big size guy who's way bigger than our own center, justin. a guy who's leaping ability was off the hook. 2 guys who were somewhat skilled players. i will say, those 2 guys are better than me.

but one of them made a big mistake. before the game actually started, the guy marking jm happened to said, "i'll mark the moh peng." thats it, game over.

i'm not sure if anyone other than me heard it, but at that time, its full throttle. led the game 10-8 before justin got the god damn leg cramps. in the end. lost 10-11 cause we were outnumbered. if i'm not wrong, out of the 10 points, i had 8 to 9, all by shooting when i can't even sink one during shootaround.

so yeah. bottomline? i go all out when i think its really worth it. so if i'm holding back? sorry, it just prove that you are not worth my 100%.

anyway, xiao liao. standard chartered sent me a card. "come run with us again!" hahahahahaha. jia lat. then ky's forming 2009's version of team18s. holy shit. have until 16 july to consider. so slowly lah huh. joined last year for the experience. if i join this year, i need something to run for. lol. i'm not a passionate runner arh. its not like basketball where u give me a call and say ,"eh, jem, damn sian, play bball leh." and i'll immediately agree. different case!

wah. jit bai see xiao liao.

we need guidance, we've been misled,
young and hostile, but not stupid.

one week older. hahahahaha. seriously. time really pass quite quickly nowadays. u wake up, u go work, before u know it, its lunch time. go for lunch, come back, relax awhile and do work, before you know it, time to knock off. go home, have dinner, before u know it, time to slp. and the cycle repeats for 4 more days before there's some slight chances to your life.

anyway, met up with ky and jm for dinner at nydc on friday. jm's treat! lol. he's doing project for nydc so has vouchers lor. $3 for a nice dinner. power lah. dinner with them was great. nice food, nice time talking about anything and then walked around for awhile before heading home.

went down to tp to train on bball all by myself. lol. tp's a better place for training. its really empty there. at my estate, those kids were running around, quite hard to do serious training.

today? went to sch again to do projects. hahahahaha. no life ass hole. work and projects. bo bian! final year liao. more chiong than usual. but i'm kinda more motivated now after starting sip. good good. really need this change. if not i'm a slacking piece of shit man. hahahahahaha.

anyway, introducing my dream car. nissan s15. hot right? singapore 2nd hand with coe cheapest also around $80 plus k. hahahahaha. peng. but so hot! feeling a bit desperate now. hahahahaha.

was surfing the net about this and saw that there's rumors about s16? lol. shall wait and see lah huh. cannot afford s15 liao wanna chiong s16? lol. go rob bank? masterplan!

swee right? there's one around tampines stadium sia. red in colour. hahahahaha. reason to walk home everyday.

ok lah. think i'm gonna try and find something to do.

was blog hopping and came across this. my result?

your type is INTJ

strength of the preferences %
introverted - 67%
intuitive - 12%
thinking - 12%
judging - 1%

qualitative analysis of your type formula

you are:
- distinctively expressed introvert
- slightly expressed intuitive personality
- slightly expressed thinking personality
- slightly expressed judging personality

introverted gay fag? not quite. here's what the professionals say.

Rational Portrait of the Mastermind (INTJ)
by D.Keirsey

All Rationals are good at planning operations, but Masterminds are head and shoulders above all the rest in contingency planning. Complex operations involve many steps or stages, one following another in a necessary progression, and Masterminds are naturally able to grasp how each one leads to the next, and to prepare alternatives for difficulties that are likely to arise any step of the way. Trying to anticipate every contingency, Masterminds never set off on their current project without a Plan A firmly in mind, but they are always prepared to switch to Plan B or C or D if need be.

Masterminds are rare, comprising no more than, say, one percent of the population, and they are rarely encountered outside their office, factory, school, or laboratory. Although they are highly capable leaders, Masterminds are not at all eager to take command, preferring to stay in the background until others demonstrate their inability to lead. Once they take charge, however, they are thoroughgoing pragmatists. Masterminds are certain that efficiency is indispensable in a well-run organization, and if they encounter inefficiency-any waste of human and material resources-they are quick to realign operations and reassign personnel. Masterminds do not feel bound by established rules and procedures, and traditional authority does not impress them, nor do slogans or catchwords. Only ideas that make sense to them are adopted; those that don't, aren't, no matter who thought of them. Remember, their aim is always maximum efficiency.

In their careers, Masterminds usually rise to positions of responsibility, for they work long and hard and are dedicated in their pursuit of goals, sparing neither their own time and effort nor that of their colleagues and employees. Problem-solving is highly stimulating to Masterminds, who love responding to tangled systems that require careful sorting out. Ordinarily, they verbalize the positive and avoid comments of a negative nature; they are more interested in moving an organization forward than dwelling on mistakes of the past.

Masterminds tend to be much more definite and self-confident than other Rationals, having usually developed a very strong will. Decisions come easily to them; in fact, they can hardly rest until they have things settled and decided. But before they decide anything, they must do the research. Masterminds are highly theoretical, but they insist on looking at all available data before they embrace an idea, and they are suspicious of any statement that is based on shoddy research, or that is not checked against reality.

Alan Greenspan, Ben Bernanke, Dwight D. Eisenhower, General Ulysses S. Grant, Frideriche Nietsche, Niels Bohr, Peter the Great, Stephen Hawking, John Maynard Keynes, Lise Meitner, Ayn Rand and Sir Isaac Newton are examples of Rational Masterminds.
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Introverted iNtuitive Thinking Judging
by Marina Margaret Heiss
Profile: INTJ
Revision: 3.0
Date of Revision: 27 Feb 2005

To outsiders, INTJs may appear to project an aura of "definiteness", of self-confidence. This self-confidence, sometimes mistaken for simple arrogance by the less decisive, is actually of a very specific rather than a general nature; its source lies in the specialized knowledge systems that most INTJs start building at an early age. When it comes to their own areas of expertise -- and INTJs can have several -- they will be able to tell you almost immediately whether or not they can help you, and if so, how. INTJs know what they know, and perhaps still more importantly, they know what they don't know.

INTJs are perfectionists, with a seemingly endless capacity for improving upon anything that takes their interest. What prevents them from becoming chronically bogged down in this pursuit of perfection is the pragmatism so characteristic of the type: INTJs apply (often ruthlessly) the criterion "Does it work?" to everything from their own research efforts to the prevailing social norms. This in turn produces an unusual independence of mind, freeing the INTJ from the constraints of authority, convention, or sentiment for its own sake.

INTJs are known as the "Systems Builders" of the types, perhaps in part because they possess the unusual trait combination of imagination and reliability. Whatever system an INTJ happens to be working on is for them the equivalent of a moral cause to an INFJ; both perfectionism and disregard for authority may come into play, as INTJs can be unsparing of both themselves and the others on the project. Anyone considered to be "slacking," including superiors, will lose their respect -- and will generally be made aware of this; INTJs have also been known to take it upon themselves to implement critical decisions without consulting their supervisors or co-workers. On the other hand, they do tend to be scrupulous and even-handed about recognizing the individual contributions that have gone into a project, and have a gift for seizing opportunities which others might not even notice.

In the broadest terms, what INTJs "do" tends to be what they "know". Typical INTJ career choices are in the sciences and engineering, but they can be found wherever a combination of intellect and incisiveness are required (e.g., law, some areas of academia). INTJs can rise to management positions when they are willing to invest time in marketing their abilities as well as enhancing them, and (whether for the sake of ambition or the desire for privacy) many also find it useful to learn to simulate some degree of surface conformism in order to mask their inherent unconventionality.

Personal relationships, particularly romantic ones, can be the INTJ's Achilles heel. While they are capable of caring deeply for others (usually a select few), and are willing to spend a great deal of time and effort on a relationship, the knowledge and self-confidence that make them so successful in other areas can suddenly abandon or mislead them in interpersonal situations.

This happens in part because many INTJs do not readily grasp the social rituals; for instance, they tend to have little patience and less understanding of such things as small talk and flirtation (which most types consider half the fun of a relationship). To complicate matters, INTJs are usually extremely private people, and can often be naturally impassive as well, which makes them easy to misread and misunderstand. Perhaps the most fundamental problem, however, is that INTJs really want people to make sense. :-) This sometimes results in a peculiar naivete', paralleling that of many Fs -- only instead of expecting inexhaustible affection and empathy from a romantic relationship, the INTJ will expect inexhaustible reasonability and directness.

Probably the strongest INTJ assets in the interpersonal area are their intuitive abilities and their willingness to "work at" a relationship. Although as Ts they do not always have the kind of natural empathy that many Fs do, the Intuitive function can often act as a good substitute by synthesizing the probable meanings behind such things as tone of voice, turn of phrase, and facial expression. This ability can then be honed and directed by consistent, repeated efforts to understand and support those they care about, and those relationships which ultimately do become established with an INTJ tend to be characterized by their robustness, stability, and good communications.
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Functional Analysis
by Joe Butt

Introverted iNtuition
INTJs are idea people. Anything is possible; everything is negotiable. Whatever the outer circumstances, INTJs are ever perceiving inner pattern-forms and using real-world materials to operationalize them. Others may see what is and wonder why; INTJs see what might be and say "Why not?!" Paradoxes, antinomies, and other contradictory phenomena aptly express these intuitors' amusement at those whom they feel may be taking a particular view of reality too seriously. INTJs enjoy developing unique solutions to complex problems.

Extraverted Thinking
Thinking in this auxiliary role is a workhorse. Closure is the payoff for efforts expended. Evaluation begs diagnosis; product drives process. As they come to light, Thinking tends, protects, affirms and directs iNtuition's offspring, fully equipping them for fulfilling and useful lives. A faithful pedagogue, Thinking argues not so much on its own behalf, but in defense of its charges. And through this process these impressionable ideas take on the likeness of their master.

Introverted Feeling
Feeling has a modest inner room, two doors down from the Most Imminent iNtuition. It doesn't get out much, but lends its influence on behalf of causes which are Good and Worthy and Humane. We may catch a glimpse of it in the unspoken attitude of good will, or the gracious smile or nod. Some question the existence of Feeling in this type, yet its unseen balance to Thinking is a cardinal dimension in the full measure of the INTJ's soul.

Extraverted Sensing
Sensing serves with a good will, or not at all. As other inferior functions, it has only a rudimentary awareness of context, amount or degree. Thus INTJs sweat the details or, at times, omit them. "I've made up my mind, don't confuse me with the facts" could well have been said by an INTJ on a mission. Sensing's extraverted attitude is evident in this type's bent to savor sensations rather than to merely categorize them. Indiscretions of indulgence are likely an expression of the unconscious vengeance of the inferior.

Famous INTJs:
Susan B. Anthony
Lance Armstrong
Arthur Ashe, tennis champion
Augustus Caesar (Gaius Julius Caesar Octavianus)
Jane Austen (Pride and Prejudice)
Dan Aykroyd (The Blues Brothers)
William J. Bennett, "drug czar"
William F. Buckley, Jr.
Raymond Burr (Perry Mason, Ironsides)
Chevy Chase (Cornelius Crane) (Fletch)
Katie Couric
Phil Donahue
Michael Dukakis, governor of Mass., 1988 U.S. Dem. pres. candidate
Richard Gere (Pretty Woman)
Rudy Giuliani, former New York City mayor
Greg Gumbel, television sportscaster
Hannibal, Carthaginian military leader
Veronica Hamel (Hill Street Blues)
Angela Lansbury (Murder, She Wrote)
Orel Leonard Hershiser, IV
Peter Jennings
Charles Everett Koop
Ivan Lendl
C. S. Lewis (The Chronicles of Narnia)
Joan Lunden
Edwin Moses, U.S. olympian (hurdles)
Martina Navratilova
Michelle Obama
General Colin Powell, US Secretary of State
Charles Rangel, U. S. Representative, D-N.Y.
Pernell Roberts (Bonanza)
Donald Rumsfeld, US Secretary of Defense
Arnold Schwarzenegger, Governor of California
Josephine Tey (Elizabeth Mackintosh), mystery writer (Brat Farrar)


U.S. Presidents:
Chester A. Arthur
Calvin Coolidge
Thomas Jefferson
John F. Kennedy
James K. Polk
Woodrow Wilson

wahahahahahaha. like i've said all the time. i'm a tensai!

the weekend was well spent. went out for transformers with ky, jm, jj, jun liang and boss. jun liang finally learnt from all his lessons. when we meet at 3.3o to watch a 4.30 show, its best to turn up at 4.30. lol. nice move.

transformers 2 was action packed. apart from that, i think its somewhat ok. the storyline ain't that great. and the storyline seems to be in a rush. so yeah.

movie poster for transformers: revenge of the fallen.

dinner at bk with the brothers. ky was talking to us about his bike practicals and finishing the s course within 11 seconds. boss somehow thought it was 11 minutes and from there onwards. bk turned in he's living hell. non stop gl-ing about he's funeral. lol! cardboard coffin made with special kind of glue.

jm had to go for his cousin's bday party. boss, jj and jl went home. so its only ky and me. went to arcade and thrashed the hell out of ky for daytona advanced course. hahahahahaha. 5-0 excluding the race where ky was using a machine with faulty gears. finally made the "racing god of our generation" come back from retirement arh.

tampines for supper after that. then slacked around and found some place to talk until 1 plus am before going home.

stayed home today zhuo boh-ing. wanted to go bballing but the rc in my estate is holding some bball tournament, so can't go down and was lazy to go to 800 plus. so yah. somemore i'm waiting for my new bball shoes to come in.

ok lah. enough talk. time to find somethings to do.

so it rained. how long has it been? seriously had no idea. stm.

anyway, went to train on my shooting. its tough to do shootaround after it had rained. my bball shoes are like heelys, the floor's wet, the bball's slippery, my muscles are aching after monday's work out and it sure doesn't look good when u are throwing up air balls for ur first 10 shots.

so what? pack up and go home? there's no way i'm doing that. it may be an uphill task. but i'm gonna stay and train. 8.30 to 10.00.

think about this. if i can make shots in this kind of condition, think about what i might be able to do in normal condition? it's really tough i can say. really felt like giving up halfway through.

but seriously, i'm ok being a failure, but i'm not ok being a quitter. i won't forgive myself if i quit. i'm sure that someone somewhere is training on he's shooting in this condition all by himself also. so if i give up and go home, he will be ahead of me. i'm not gonna let that happen.

i'm already not talented, so i need to have the hardwork, heart and willpower to train. skills and talent will make u a good player. but its the heart, willpower and drive to work hard that make you a great player. i strongly believe in this principle.

anyway, halfway through the training, it started to drizzle abit. so the training duration might be cut short. now its the race against time, 100 shots made before the rain really gets too big to do training.

halfway through to 100, an acquaintance appeared. shootaround and talk with him before he challenged me to a one on one match. i lost. 9-11. am really disappointed. always taught that he's below me because i've defeated he's friend who's better than him. i'm not gonna find any reasons for this defeat, he won the match and deserves the credit. i just didn't perform well enough. my offense just wasn't a factor. locked him down on defense with 7 blocks and still lost. now that's something to worry about. anyway, there's no other factors that affected the outcome of the match other than my own incapabilities.

i know he'll pass through there next wednesday. i'll go down, train and wait for him to appear. for the next one on one match, i'll play with my heart and everything i've got. i'll get the win. i'll school him.

after my defeat, shoot for awhile longer and its 10.00pm. lights out. home.

jem signing off.

i missed work on thursday and friday. can't blame. was down with slight fever due to a throat infection. kinda knew it was coming was so trying my best to prevent it. hahahahaha. i failed. nvm though. these 4 days rest were much needed, kinda recharged myself abit.

had plans to go running but was down with fever so may run this week? hahahaha. see how arh, not a passionate runner here. went bballing ytd though. was eager to see how i perform when i'm sick and not at my best.

hahahahaha. not very impressive eh. thats the conclusion. but still, was able to hold my own against some foreigners, most likely filipino, playing there. played 2 on 2 with them. didn't keep track of the score but was the main scorer on my team i think.

was slower, less agile and alert but compensated with an array of fakes on offense and experience on defense. not very impressed at what i can do but still quite proud of the fact that i can keep up with them when i'm sick.

work's tml. don't feel like going but well, once the engine starts running, it'll all be fine. thats the way it has been for the past weeks. lol.

oh yah, went to pasir ris beach to slack with sir, jj, kelly, winnie, maisie and joy on friday. nice trip i should say. update a little and talk cock abit. not in the condition to ton so went home at around 12 plus.

hmmmmm. feel like blogging on something else, but am quite tired now after project meeting just now. so am gonna slack for awhile before sleeping. hahahaha. prototype already out. huat arh! anton's a genius and i think i'm a genius at managing ppl too. had this team planned since last year and pulled such an it genius into our team. wahahahahahaha. tensai!

finally. its been a long road since 2005 i think. obstacles like failing to make it to the playoffs, early exits against phoenix suns for consecutive years, and an embarrassing loss in the finals against celtics. finally, kobe and lakers are at the top of the hill. nba 2009 champions. congrats.

over the years, its been fun following kobe's progressions. all the things he did to build up his legacy were crazy as hell. he did this, he did that, blah blah blah, too many to count. one hell of a roller coaster ride.

going for another 3 peat? possible with this group of players. kobe will still be my role player and idol. but i think its time i change to follow gilbert arenas for awhile. u see, i've nv stop following kobe's progressions cause he had nv won a championship in the post-shaq era. but now since he already won one, i kinda feel that the purpose of following kobe is done. these 2 years were quite boring in the fact that gilbert's not around. since he's back, i think i'll follow he's progressions. its really inspiring in following a person's dream in playing for a championship. it kinda motivates u.

alot of ppl's dream final matchup is kobe against lebron. for me, its kobe against gilbert.

lakers head coach and its big three i guess. pau gasol, kobe bryant and lamar odom.

a lil update. my lecturer came by my workplace to check up on my work progress. received positive remarks from my supervisor but there's still areas for improvements. so shall see what i can do. its a good learning experience.

went it show with ky after work on friday. just the 2 of us. slacked around town and i bought a basketball bag. pretty cool i should say.

went back to it show again ytd. my sis bought a new pc and i got an external hdd.

these aside. i'm planning to buy a new pair of bball shoes. my sort of burnt out the soles for my current pair. should i be proud? less than half a year i think. anyway, i'm kinda stuck cause singapore's adidas kinda don't have the shoes i want. searched the net and i can't really find results of it other than in chinese sites?

so here's the ebay page to the chosen one. lol. adidas gilrahna.

cool shit ain't it. and if i can't lay my hands on it. here's the substitute. gil zero low. i targeted the black and white one. quite an old shoe i think. but quite nice. as least for my standards.

ok. brain dead. gonna slp now.

hmmmm. how long has it been since sec 4? 3 years plus/minus? should be around there huh? so what have i achieved thus far? in my own opinion, nth. ky once told me he feels like he's a quitter. well for me, i feel like i'm a failure.

i think i've failed at almost everything. i've failed at friendship/brotherhood. i've failed to be a good family member. i'm still a no name in terms of bball. i'm a big time loser in relationship. i am not this, i am not that.

in these years, i've lost 4 really close friends. with these 4 gone, the group's real small now although the core of the group are still somewhat there. been real grateful that ky, jm, jj and justin are still around and there's an exciting addition in boss. but sometimes i wonder, won't things be way fucking cooler than now if the other 4 were still around? like more ppl to hang around with?

out of these 4, a couple of them has came to see us as a bunch of mofos for whatever reasons. for the other 2? well, i just didn't do a good job of keeping them around i think.

and this really sucks. for the ones that think that we are a bunch of mofos, it just prove how much a loser i am. for them to hang around us for so long and have them think of us in that manner is not something to be very proud of. for the ones that i've failed to keep around, all i'm gonna say is that i've messed up big time and that also, is not something to be very proud of.

if i'm the mediator of team18, i dare say i've failed terribly. and right now, i'm trying my very best to keep those really close friends around me and i hope i'm really able to. i don't wanna have another case whereby i will sit back one day and say, "fuck, why didn't i try to make things better with him/her?"

family. hah. these are people u see everyday. and i speak less than 10 words to my bro daily. pretty nice. i value intelligence and i respect the kind of intelligence he has. but, his kind of intelligence doesn't really appeal to me. in my opinion, i find that whatever he knows can be found in textbooks. ppl i really respect are ppl that can wow me with their not-in-textbook kind of intelligence, something call street smart or life experiences.

and seriously, i can't find anything to talk to my own brother. i've been thinking on how ky and me can talk non stop for hours and i can't last even 2 minutes with my bro.

aiyah. i don't know how to solve this fucking issue also. if i know, i won't be stuck right?

dream and passion. never really have much achievements in these area. failed to make it to the bball team in the first try out. joined ncc. went back for bball training upon invitation, failed to be matured enough to find a reason to stick around. failed to get second sergeant for ncc but managed to became a staff sergeant and supernumerary. however, i failed to receive recognition from the teachers in charge. am glad that i joined ncc for the ppl i'll eventually get to know but i will be left regretting for my whole life for not staying in the bball team.

also, i don't really know how to make myself feel better other than train my life away whenever i have the time. feeling pleased and happy with my achievements over some slight improvements. hahahaha. amateur. loser.

relationship wise? nv lasted more than 6 months. nice enough answer?

something's really wrong with me. i'm a major kick ass failure.

well well well, another week has passed. just like that, poof! gone.

been a pretty busy week. my boss wasn't around for the week so supposedly, we should be more free than usual, seems like thats not the case eh. software testing on monday and tuesday. pretty fun to be testing out a video editing software. i should say its one hell of a software.

for wed and thursday, been rushing out paperwork like a mad dog. non stop man. when you thought u were almost done, in came another set. hahahahahaha.

as for ytd. went down to camford business sch to do training for the video editing software i tested out. quite a nice "out of office" experience, but was kinda pissed. the freaking sch requested for training for their lecturers and they themselves weren't paying attention. felt like throwing my shoes at them.

they confirm can't dodge it. i'm the legendary v4 rocket pro. the last shot that i fired was way back in sec 4 at sim jing han. that guy is so big and i hit he's dick of all places. hahahahahaha. the sound freaking solid somemore.

anyway back to topic. those freaking lecturers. them not paying attention are unforgivable. they asked for the training session and we gave them one. their situation wasn't like mine. i don't pay attention during lectures because i have no choice but to attend, its not like i asked for those lectures. get what i'm trying to say?

good luck in asking us to do free trainings again. no way man. i'll ask my boss to charge u all. lol.

met up with roy on wednesday. meet up for dinner and then he came to my house to settle some psp stuff. nice meet up i should say.

but! nth beats meeting up with my brothers. ky and jm. met up today just to hang around. weekly practice i should say. went to survey the area that ky kena summon, times to freeload again and then burger king to crap. their marathon experiences are interesting. wanna predict my marathon timing if i ever run in one? i predict dnf. lol!

oh yah. lakers won ytd's nba finals game 1. 100-75. kobe had 40 points, 8 rebounds and 8 assists. hahahahaha. as expected from him. showing up whenever it mattered the most. keep this momentum man. let's go lakers!

thursday night! almost forgot about that incident. lol. was about to go to slp then saw this cockroach on my bro's bed. so went out to tell my mum i need her help in killing that pest.

strategy one. double team defense. my mum told me to spam pesticide at it when she used something to push it to the floor. sounds nice? plan backfired big time. the moment my mum attempted to push it, that cb cockroach took flight. yah, it fucking fly. its one hell of a kar zhuar.

next move? retreat lah. knn. normal cockroach already scare the shit out of me and now a flying one? eh, cannot call my pussy leh. everyone's got their fear. its just a sad case that i'm scared of cockroach. ky's scared of frog leh.

last move. my mum tried isolation play. and the best thing for me to do? get the hell out of her way. cannot possibly we 2 go in and blocked each other's way when that fucker is flying mah. so she went in and played one on one with that flying fuck. her weapon of choice? pesticide. she spammed that pesticide machiam its like para sia. i think she used up half a bottle leh.

best moment was the non stop spamming of the pesticide when the cockroach was already dying. then maybe its to vent her anger, my mum rolled up a newspaper and whacked the living shit out of the small amount of life force that's left of the damn kar zhuar. fucking funny. from thriller to comedy.

finally peace again. time to kun. so yah, i think it would definitely be a plus point if my future wife is not afraid of kar chuar. cannot be we 2 are afraid of the cockroach mah. what if one day one of it appears in our bed room? we 2 let it dominate and slp in living room meh? hahahahaha. but if she's scared. then bo bian lor. a man's gonna do what a man's gonna do at times. aiyah! future thing. who the hell knows what will happen? maybe i'll be a bachelor for life and have to face kar zhuars by myself? sad shit man.

noticed that greenday's new album is gaining some significant playtime on the radio. not bad. its an epic album i should say. really like it alot. anyway, i personally always thought that blink 182 has an unexplainable edge over greenday, so i'm expecting alot from blink's new album. but then again, i don't dare to set it too high in case of drastic disappointment. so take ur time lah huh blink 182. if u need one year to come up with that album then i'll wait one year. already waited for so long. one more year should be nth. i just hope that the new album will blow my mind off.

talking about blowing ppl's mind off.

photo taken during ytd's outing. hahahahaha. told them that i'm bring one home to edit. was thinking of putting a dick there. hahahahaha. better don't anyhow arh.

ok lah. slp!

hello. am currently at work, but there's nth to do. no one's in the office. boss's on leave, so is a colleague. one is out for lunch and the other is out for meeting.

been testing the company product in preparation for the training that i will be conducting on friday. lol. hope i don't screw up sia.

forgot to update on this the other time round. hell yeah, lakers are in the nba finals yet again. but this time, its against orlando magic. what happened to lebron james? he's gone fishing. terrific performance by him, but he's teammate don't quite cut it.

so maybe we have to wait for another year or 2 for the highly anticipated kobe-lebron nba final showdown. anyway, there's something that lebron did that i think was too unsportsman-like.

stomping off the court after losing game 6 of the eastern conference finals without even giving the opponent team a handshake and addressing the media? ppl are calling u soreloser out there for whatever reason you gave.

this year, i hope lakers will win it. seriously. orlando post a big problem for them in the paint with dwight howard, but i think with this team, they may pull out of this tough series. so here's my take on it. i think the lakers will win in 6 games. however, if the orlando manage to pull an upset this time round, it will be in 7 games at lakers home court. lets hope that won't happen. kobe please make it happen.

anyway, here's a few of nike basketball's newest advertisement. most valuable puppets. damn cute and funny.

chalk
three rings
unstoppable
mrs. lewis
car jump
lil' dez

ok lah, shan't slack for too long. ops. did i just went to nike basketball website during work? lol!

woah. coke can't taste any better man! hahahahaha. its been light years since i last tasted coke. had this thirst that i can't quench with plain water for days. so i was thinking, "wtf is wrong with me?" the answer is simple. a craving for coke. hahahahaha. si beh song!

celebrated 2 bdays last week. boss and my sis. boss's was quite epic. as for my sis? nth much, just food at home. i did bought her a $40 swensen's cake though.

for boss, i gave him he's bday present 2 week prior. a basketball in his face. best present i ever gave to anyone. hahahaha.

i also told him that world peace has became a dream on the day he was born. world peace aside, our boss has been quite a great boss i guess. brought team18 holdings to its peak and bankruptcy within one day. new record.

dota has been fun with him. jm, jj and i don't need to fear being first blood with him around. there's also occasional joke with him refusing help from us. ti ki! and an inside joke of him crashing his bike. as screwed up as he can be, he's still our favourite boss. no questions about that.

on may 27th, i met up with ky at 8 plus. he picked me up at burnt mac and we drove to tampines mall's carpark. went to t1 to look for jm and joy.

jm bought his new asics running shoes and then we drove to tp to pick boss up. its a free roller coaster ride trying to leave tampines mall thanks to ky. hahahahaha. anyway, boss that sucker can't bear to leave his bike at tp for one day and decided to ride home. so we had to drive to pasir ris and pick him up from there. nvm, he's bday, he big.

from there, went to east coast via our favourite route. this time 140km/h? wahahahahaha. power.

went to the food centre there and ordered quite alot of food. from there, we had a guai lan-ing battle going on. ky vs boss. epic ok? of course i'll be on ky's side. so were jm and joy.

i seriously has no idea how it started, but ky told boss that he's intuition told him that boss will be going home by bus if he continues he's gl-ing and bday emo-ing. boss retorted by telling ky that he's intuition told him that ky's intuition of him going home by bus that night was wrong as it's boss's bday. the day he's intuition is the strongest.

it continued throughout the outing with none of them wanting to admit their intuition was wrong. so when we were going home, boss was denied access into the car in order to fulfil ky's intuition of boss taking a bus home. boss however had another plan. he planned on taking a cab home to prove to ky that he's intuition in turn was wrong.

when we were about to drive home, we kinda got softhearted. so we called boss and ask if he wants to go home with us. that sucker in turn asked us if we wanted him to go home with us. hahahahaha. like this also can drag for minutes and the sucker wants to hear it from ky as its ky's car.

ky, of course don't wanna lose. then an idea struck me. i told ky, we lose this round first. the victory for the next round will be so song that it will totally erase this defeat from the record book. take this defeat for an epic shuangness.

so ky listened to me and told boss he wanted him back. boss of course came back to look for us. as he was approaching the car, i winded down the car mirror and we told him this.

"bye bye!" and we drove off. hahahahahaha. shuang shuang shuang!!! the reaction on boss's face? fucking priceless!!!

of course we stopped and allowed him to board the car. lets not go overboard arh. got the shuangness can liao. its he's bday afterall.

ky sent everyone home and then its zombie mode for work the next day.

no other outings other than this for the week as ky and jm had their sundown marathon.

objective accomplished. jem signing off.

back for the sake of updating weekly. life has been the same for weeks so i don't really know what to blog about. feeling a lil bit random today, so i think i'll just keep on typing on how i feel about random stuff and some random facts about me.

first up, eventhough i always wanted to have a car, its been my dream to own a scooter since young. a vespa should be ok. and coupled with the helmet i saw at zinc tampines mall with ky. perfect!

i always thinks that ppl who attempt suicide are pathetic. this life u have can be given to others who are fighting for their dear lives right now. u have a choice. think about those who lost their lifes in the tsunami years ago and the earthquake last year, do they have a choice?

i think guys who abuse their girlfriend or wife should have their balls clamped and electrocuted. thats pathetic. u call urself a man by whacking the hell out of a weaker sex who can't match ur strength?

i think ppl who cheat on their partner are seriously fucked up. do u know what kind of damage u are doing to the victim?

i think time heals all wounds but there will always be a scar.

love with no status is a definite no way for me now. got so fucked by it. once bitten twice shy and i don't think i have any more of me left to go through with another one like this.

i think i have quite a strong mind power when it comes down to doing things i like. wanna try outlasting me in a bball match?

ask me what's my biggest achievement in bball and i will say winning a practice match against the dunman all star team way back in sec 1. razif, rc and hong yu against kang soon, josh and me. can u believe it? and oh yah, i hit the game winning 3 pointer. dig that!

i've always have this fantasy of hitting a game winning shot right at the buzzer in a real life bball competition. how orgasmic will that be man!?! the adrenaline rush, the freezing of time during the few seconds span, all eyes on you and the shot and you seeing nth but the rim.

biggest sporting achievements when i'm young? completing the 3km endurance swim without stopping at the age of 7 or 8. thats 60 laps ppl. 60.

biggest sporting achievements during secondary school days? coming in 9th in annual cross country during sec 2. sure, anyone can complete a 4km run. it maybe short for alot of ppl. but try winning a medal when u were pitted against the others. there's guys from soccer team and basketball team that i outran and i am only from ncc. if u wanna achieve big, you have to start small and win small. =)

nicest physical feelings in the world? shitting, peeing, being full, sleeping and orgasm. value: pricelesss.

my gang of brothers and i have stated that we will be a gang for life. "team18 holdings" until old age and maybe in the netherworld. however, i don't wanna be the first to die and neither will i want to be the last to die. its good to come in first for things, but being the first to die sounds pathetic. and being the last to die? how boring will life be when the other brothers are dead? sitting in coffee shop all by urself and reminiscing about the past is worse than dying i guess.

i'm afraid of growing fat cause my mum makes growing fat sounds like its worse than having cancer. hahahahahaha.

i'm only 5 weeks into my internship and i'm bored to death by the routine. i can't imagine how i am gonna stay with a company for couple of decades man. damn.

i think i'm old right now. i can't take the fact that i'm 20 for the coming 9th march. holy shit!

i don't scold "fuck" because i'm a vulgar person. its just that i think "fuck" sounds superbly nice. however, too much "fuck" turns me off.

i may appear hardworking to alot of ppl because i complete my work fast and on time. but thats for a higher purpose called slacking without huan loh-ing. whats the point of having fun when u can feel guilty of not completing ur work? man. this is what i call the full mastery in the art of slacking. free in mind and soul. lol.

i am not close to my younger brother at all. we have bipolar characteristics. he's a fulltime geek and i'm a 100% slacker. the hardworking traits that my parents have run in his blood and my blood contains their gl-ness. he listens to r&b sang mostly by female artists and i worship blink 182 and other punk rock/pop punk bands. ever thought of how a conversation between a geek and a guai lan slacker will be? hahahahaha. want a recording of that?

westlife during lower primary. jay chou and some punk rock during upper primary and lower sec. punk rock and pop rock since then until now and it'll stay that way until i die. at least thats what i think now.

i love beautiful things. so don't blame me when i stare at a pretty girl. hahahahaha. can't help it. the same goes for an artpiece or a photo.

i have short attention span. roughly ranging from 15 to 45 minutes. but during this time, i am super efficient.

i think the "s" on superman's chest stands for "stupid". fancy wearing he's redhot underwear in the wrong sequence as compared to a human being.

i don't speak much to acquaintances for i fear that i'll offend them. i'm super guai lan and i'll nv know when i'll say the wrong things.

i think my gang of brothers are not normal. and we have a long records that dates back to our secondary school days as evidences.

i think i have quite a good temper but if u know the keys and codes to seriously piss me off, its like a dormant volcano exploding. epic! the top prize for this achievement goes to my mum. and my sis earns the honourable mention award.

i'm super glad that blink 182 is back but tom delonge still sings like he's in ava. this makes him sounds like as if he had a dick in his mouth while singing "all the small things" live onstage in jay leno's show. and thats not a good thing.

i'm a self proclaimed genius because i think i show signs of me being a genius at times. hahahahaha.

i like the freedom of being single but at times i think its good to be tied down by a girlfriend. how cool will it be if i have a gf who knows when to tied me down and when to give me freedom? hahahahaha. i'm asking for too much here.

i don't think education is everything but i think it sets the base for everything.

i think eq is more important than iq. smart as hell but fucked up as shit in the personality department and all u get from me is
t(-_-t).

i think drummers are cool as hell. and having a female drummer in the band will be fucking cool.

same goes to me finding a gf. i may be attracted to beautiful things but when i find that the personality sucks. it turns me off. but it'll be cool as hell if my gf is pretty and have good personality. any guy who has this kind of gf better cherish them man. you're one lucky piece of shit.

i wanna have 2 kids. one boy and one girl. jayden and jayne. continue the tradition in my family of having "j" as the initial for our name.

i think i'll teach my son to play bball when he's young and hope that he'll develop a love for it.

a choice my son will have to make when the time comes. drums, guitar or bass? lol!

basketball wasn't my first love. i've tried soccer and rugby before settling for basketball. i wanted to join my primary sch soccer team but found out that i have not much interest in it not long after that. i've tried for the rugby team too but didn't get pick because my friend who was my partner for the trials threw the ball below my knee. how the fuck do u catch that kind of pass? and how the fuck do u make the team when ur coach thinks that u can't catch?

sometimes i hold back during pick up games just for the thrill of coming back from a deficit and winning the games eventually. but i try not to do that now as i think its very disrespectful to the opponents. however, i may still do that during one on one to see how much my friends have improved and to find out their flaws so that i can give them advise.

my swimming coach wanted to sign me up for water polo. but being too mind fucked by all the swimming at age 7 and 8. i declined the offer.

biggest regrets in life thus far? being too immatured and quitting the basketball team. however, if i didn't quit the bball team, i wouldn't be this close with my brothers now. so i guess its a blessing in disguise.

its 10.40pm and i think i should slp. lol!

but before i go, blink 182 playing "the rock show" and "all the small things" live on tonight with jay leno.


the rock show.


all the small things.

i think travis rocked the show man. so did mark.

gotta go. night.

first up, congrats to kobe for making the nba 2008-09 all nba first team. hope there's more to come for u.

kobe bryant all nba selection photo.

however, i'm really disappointed with how the lakers are playing nowadays. 1-2 against a houston rockets that playing without yao ming? seriously, wtf is this?

from my observations, i think the lakers know that they are the most talented team in the league right now and that will be the reason for their downfall. arrogance and complacency. they may get through the conference semi finals against houston, but i doubt that they will go fair against nuggets until they play with both their talent and effort.

nba aside. went bballing with jm and boss ytd. nice trip man. played from 1 plus to 4 plus. its real nice to sweat it out and get a lil sun burnt. they play one on one, split 1 game each, played one on one against jm, 11-5 and then did some shooting training. most epic moment of the day was this.

i wasn't feeling like my usual self. normally, i don't take half court shots. but ytd, i had a feeling that something out of the ordinary will happen if i make an attempt. so i went to the half court line and heaved a half court shot. the release looked perfect at first. direct projection. it looked like the shot was going in. however, the release was abit low. the ball hit the front of the rim and went straight for boss's face.

after that, both jm and i lied on the ground and laughed for minutes before attending to boss. lol. epic. this kind of shot is more difficult than sinking a half court bomb ok?

blanjar boss a bottle of ice peach tea as apology and went on home. got ready and went for my uncle's wedding dinner.

thursday and friday night was spent with ky and jm. great great outings. met up with ky and jm after their adination run on thursday. was planning to join them but can't because the earliest i could get home was like 7pm? they already started then. so met them for dinner at subway and to talk cock. more craps after that at tampines mac. home sweet home after that.

friday night was spent with ky. was supposed to have pool but no one else can make it. so decided to just meet up with ky for dinner and inspection of t1, tm and cs.

argh. down with flu. not in the mood for an interesting update. ciao.

"now is the law of the jungle---as old and true as the sky;
and the wolf that shall keep it may prosper, but the wolf that shall break it must die.
as the creeper that girdles the tree-trunk, the law runneth forward and back---
for the strength of the pack is the wolf, and the strength of the wolf is the pack.''
--rudyard kipling

i don't know when it was that i bought and accepted the concept of "we not me". its true that a team will have a slight advantage in terms of skills if its loaded with talented players. but what good will it serves if the talented players don't work in unison? just another team that is overrated. a very good example will be the 2004 usa olympic team that won bronze. loaded with stars, crashed and burned like one.

recently, i once again ran into a brick wall in my personal pursuit known as the mastery of basketball. already anticipated this to happen when i started my internship. lack of time to train is bad enough and sitting in the office for 10 hours don't seem to help either.

after 2 weeks of internship, i sort of lost the shooting touch, lost the intensity, lost the hunger to win, lost the passion, lost my self confidence and most importantly, lost many matches. i know i can keep up with my opponents and even overwhelm them, but i can't get my engine to start.

its analogy is simple. its like driving a car and the engine keeps stalling. you'll go like, "wtf, is jj's father driving or its poon kip mun the one thats driving?"

i kept on thinking to myself, "yo jem, you'll need to step up, we're losing here. do something. you know you can pull off a win if you just snap." well, the truth is, you can't just snap anytime you like.

i started blaming myself for not being able to step up during crucial moments and save the team. this took a toll on my self confidence. then i realised, basketball is a team game. even if i stepped up, all i can do is delay the defeat and maybe fortunately enough, steal a win or two.

problem is, i'm not playing like a team member, all i'm thinking about is getting the shot off and scoring. the cold hard truth is, i'm not a very good shooter, yet. so what about assisting, rebounding, communicating, weak side defending and doing those small little things that contributes to winning? i think i'm not doing all that in all my losing effort. when your offense fails you, its not over. you have your teammates to rely on offense and all you need to do is keep doing those other things needed to win.

just when i thought i'm done, i saw the light again. straightened out my thoughts and decided that i'm not running away like how i used to. like what ky and i believe in, physical conditions and skills are important, but what's more inportant is the will power, the mental strength. i am not naturally gifted in basketball, i've worked real hard for all my skills and some slight recognition, i will not take all these things for granted, i am not gonna regret once more, i am not letting my efforts go down the drain, i am not going down without a fight. this is the end of the beginning. the highlights, the interesting parts are coming.

went down this week for basketball again. this time, with intensity, with the hunger to win, with passion, with self confidence and most importantly, the concept of "we not me". trained on my shooting to remove the ball rust. when i'm ready, i played 5 matches. 3 half court games and 2 full court games.

lost the first half court game and realised that i'm not doing it right yet. switch mode to assist my teammate and playing defense on the second game, score 7-2. for the third game, i switch mode once again. this time, scoring, assist and defense, score 7-1. slowly, understood the flow a little bit more. don't force the game, let it come to you.

2 full court matches. won both. played against some secondary school team players. my team was outnumbered but had the height advantage. being the tallest, i filled in as center. last line of defense and in charge of limiting opponent's second chance.

1. not giving up when things aren't right - passion for the game: checked
2. couple of blocks and steals and disrupting of easy shots - intensity on defense: checked.
3. limited opponent's second chance - efforts in rebounding: checked.
4. attracted defense and kicked the ball out to open teammates - assisting and getting teammates involved: checked.
5. giving us the lead when we were down a point or two - hunger to win and scoring efficiency: checked.
6. winning the game as a team - increased in self confidence and the concept of "we not me": checked.

like i've said. the best has yet to come. hope i can keep this up once more.

time check: 2235
condition: down with flu

ok. was supposed to be playing dota now. supposed. however, jj couldn't make it. so its left with pei and me. so decided to play ourselves. but of all time, garena needs to run client version check. on top of that. it doesn't seems to be running at all. one word. fuck!

a little jumpy here. down with flu u see. work has been real good. more accustomed to the work flow now and can handle all the admin work all by myself already. all by myself! wahahahaha. what to do? i'm a genius. lol.

anyway. lebron won this year mvp award. what can i say? although i'm a lebron hater, i think he deserves the award. ok. lets get this straight, i hate him because of the hype surrounding him and he's imba playing style. thats all. above all else, i respect him for his leadership and work ethic.

kobe and the lakers on the other hand, got through the first round of playoffs but crashed and burned against houston at home court ytd. nice one liao lor. lost the game and home court advantage. so what if lakers sweep the houston 4-0 in their season series? achievements during the regular season means nothing in the playoffs. if kobe and lebron ever meet in the nba finals, i won't be surprised if the cavaliers win eventhough kobe's lakers swept the cavs during the regular season. they lakers are just not playing at a contender's level right now. blew 3 20 points lead against utah and barely managed to survive. how's that for a top seed in the western conference? disappointing.

anyway, gotta dota now. finally can get in. read up on the problem on the internet. nahbeh. change server nia! think they updating server or something.

finally, a slightly longer weekend. a hectic week at work. covered up for our sales coordinator who was on leave for the whole week.

went down to fareast after work ytd to get myself a new famous stars and straps t shirt. lol. live fast, die fun. thats what written on it. lol.

then went home to wash up before meeting up with brothers and close friends to ton at pasir ris park. lol. craps, stupid actions, bridge, cheat, black jack, dai di, drinks, peanuts, sushi, crazy ass stunts and an imitation of f1 repair crew.

during a 4 men trip to the toilet. ky, boss, jj and i tried to carry 4 men on boss's bike. practically tried all the way until the toilet before boss's bike gave way.

jm joined in after we returned to our pit. mission failed also. after multiple tries with different riders, we concluded that the stunt was achievable but boss's bike wasn't able to take the load. pretty fun actually, helped boss to stress test his bike and pushed it to its limits before making attempts to repair it.

after that, we were all sitting at the pit crapping and eating peanuts. got a little bit bored and tried different ways of cracking the peanuts. we used of forehead, biceps, armpits and the gap between our fingers. other suggested ways were in between the balls and using the asshole.

breakfast at mac and then its home sweet home at around 7 am. not much photos taken. haven really asked around.

spammed. 8 packs of peanuts, 3 bottles of iced peach tea, 2 bottles of iced lemon tea and 2 bottles of green tea.

lol. before this. he was damn high doing his "nuar" thing.

alright. dinner time.

alright. done with my first week of internship. 15 more week to go. lol. frankly speaking, waking up at 7 in the morning everyday and working in the office all the way until 6pm is a pain in the ass for starters like me. however, i seriously find this internship experience to be very interesting.

shall not touch on the details of what i did during the 1st week. its all in the logbook. anyway, saw just my type of girl on friday morning while taking the mrt to work. heartpain sia. hahahaha. nv ask for number. regretting like fuck currently. lol. girls that appeal to my taste are hard to come by leh! damn it!

ok. back to main topic. went back to sch ytd for sip on campus session. was supposed to be in sch by 9 but i was late. in the end, my liaison officer nv turned up and i waited for like almost an hour outside the class room like an idiot. went to look for my alternate liaison officer and then shared some experience before going to lt for some briefing session.

lunch at t1 with anton, samuel and nigel. walked around t1 to slack, talk cock and update each other before going home.

reached home, bathed and went to use the computer before ky called me to meet jm and him at tampines interchange.

ate dinner and went to look for them at tampines burnt mac. jm took $1 from me. lol. our brotherhood rule, as long as the amount borrowed isn't over $1. there's no need to return it. hahahahaha. he went on to buy a double cheese burger.

followed ky to tampines mall to buy nasi lemak before heading over to t1. met up with boss there and sat on the staircase at t1's entrace to talk cock and eat. while i was surveying the area, i heard a series of sudden movements and when i turned around to check it out. i saw $1 worth of double cheeseburger landing on the floor in front of me. hahahahaha.

ky kept on laughing. jm's face was classic and boss was emo-ing for no reason. lol. the next thing jm did, placed the burger in the plastic bag that came with it and stepped on the burger. more laughter from ky and me.

jm: walao eh, i only half full leh!
me: why not like this lah. saw that dustbin over there? if u manage to throw the burger in from above, i blanjar u one back.
ky: steady! i split the cost with jem.
jm: steady arh. but what if i miss?
ky: then i'll pick the burger up for u and we zhao.
me: ok. set. zhao into the shopping mall best.
jm: steady.
ky: steady.
boss: hahahahahahaha.

wanna know what happened?


after that, we went to walk around t1 before going to burnt mac to slack and get jm's burger. jm needed to go home for dinner as well as to watch a tv show, so he needed to go off early. however, he managed to persuade us to go to his house void deck to wait for him and slack together after he's done with he's stuff.

so jm took boss's bike and cycled home whereas the rest of us took our own sweet time walking from tampines interchange to jm's house.

ky went s11 to get some chips and we went search for 7-11 for my peach tea. went to 2 7-11 and only managed to get lemon tea. boss was still emo-ing and thus i blanjar him a bottle to cheer him up.

boss: hahahaha. mission accomplised. thats my purpose for acting emo the whole night. free stuff.
ky: scheming bastard.

lol. much crap along the way to jm's house.

boss went up to jm's house after we reached as he needed to use the toilet. so ky and i proceeded to the playground under jm's block to wait for them.

jm brought down a wave board and 2 men's health magazine for us. so ky and boss challenged each other to see who picked up wave boarding faster while i sat there and read the men's health magazine and laughed at them. didn't played along as i'm afraid of injuring my left ankle.

switched place after an hour or so to the front portion of jm's block. they continued their wave boarding while i carried on with my reading.

then slowly after awhile, we went on to do some other stuff like doing hand stands and training our abs. home sweet home at around 12.

somewhat decided to do this every saturday night for the rest of my sip period depending on the situation.

some visuals.

boss wave boarding i think.

ky and jm looking at boss practising.

looked quite cool eh? but before this. he rammed into the lamp post that's right in front of him.

bryant pack!

jm wave boarding.

quite blur arh.

boss caught dancing. lol.

ok. shall stop here.

anyway, where's the rest of them man. was supposed to meet up on msn at 3pm for dota. lol!

hey yo ppl. its been a week or so. hmmmm. from this week onwards, i think i'll be blogging much lesser than usual. life will get quite boring for the next 16 weeks. wait! i think boring is not the word, systematic should be.

yeah, i'm going for my sip. office hours everyday yo. on top of that, there's logbook to fill in, e journals to write and report to finish. pretty hectic i should say. hope there's friendly ppl at my workplace and there's no info tech stuff like excel for me to do. lol. i've returned everything back to my tutors. so for safety measures, i think its best i take the whole excel textbook to work for the first few weeks.

so here's the plan. weekdays are for sip. maybe friday for some meetings in the night. like pool or something. weekends will be for bball, running, outings and slacking.

anyway, went down to sma building to get my pay with jj and jm a few days back. then its down to bugis for dinner with kelly and joy, slacking around and picking up of items for my brother. after that, pool with jm, jj and boss. lol. nth much for the week actually.

went bball on wednesday and ytd i think. my shooting is still there, just need to remove some rust. yeah. been resting for quite a long time after the bike trip to east coast. i strained my both thighs back then and didn't allow them to fully recover before going for bball again. so the strain and fatigue kinda lingered there for quite some time.

hahahaha. played 3 games over the 2 training days. lost 2. didn't really focus. the opponents were some lower sec sch team boys. can't get serious against them. lol.

ok lah. nth to blog about also. boring life. oh yah. i forgot something. nba playoffs started. so there's a very lil extra bit of excitement in life now.

so now, i guess its good bye and so long.

woah. just realised that i didn't blog for quite a long time. well, had better things to do i guess. been playing psp games and dota-ing with jm, jj and boss. oh yah, played murderer on wc3 also with them including ky. mind games. cool shit. can't explain why but ky and i always identify each other when the other party was the murderer.

sip's starting soon eh. by right it should start on 13th april but mine starts on the 20th and ends one week later. there's pros and cons. i had one more week to slack now but has lesser time to write the report. but oh well, bo bian.

went to the new opened tampines one with ky and boss on thursday. that place's quite cool. totally thrashed tm. so with that new mall, tampines currently has almost everything we need other than a place for pool and my "2001" shop which is still at fareast. lol.

went to bugis with jm, jj, boss and ky ytd. went to haji lane to look for the exact location of the company i'm attached to, then went to sim lim square to accompany jj and boss to buy mouse for gaming, went for parklane wanton mee, slacked around sunshine plaza for the rain to stop, walked over to iluma shopping mall, hang around iluma, trained back to tampines, slacked at tampines one, went tm for cartel, went opposite tm for jm's $2.50 dinner, went back to tm to buy a pair of billabong pants and finally, home sweet home.

so my official last week of holidays eh. lets go havoc before we get tied down again. tonning at pasir ris park again next week i think. so better find a poker deck fast if not i'm gonna get scolded again. lol.

lastly, better get my f-ing ass down for some serious bball.

alright. over and out.

woah. its april. time really flies. almost one month into 19 years of age.

what have i done these holidays? abit of work, creating stronger bonds with brothers by celebrating their bday with them, helping out my mum throughout the holidays, training on my bball skills, an overnight potluck and a kickass cycling trip.

other than that, its sitting infront of the computer and rotting at home. alright, dota with boss, jj and jm is real fun. picked up dota once again. changed alot eh. still getting used to it. but shall not play too much. more dota means less bball training and its evident for this week. i only went down for shootaround on tuesday and didn't organinse the usual thursday bball trip. damn!

my legs are still strained but that only affects me very very very slightly. not a good reason to skip bball. am just too lazy. i admit.

sip's starting. well, hope i get into a good company with good superiors. no info tech stuff pls. i almost flung them all the time. nv more and a "c" for it modules.

as for driving lessons? hahahahaha. thats another bullshit also. been saying all the time that i'll start learning these holidays. but there's no motivation. like whats the point of getting a license when there's no car to drive? ok. after this week, maybe i'll kick into overdrive and finish up those stuff that should have been accomplished a long time ago.

actually, i've no idea what those stuff are but well, i've a few more days to figure them out.

lastly, a list of upcoming releases from a few bands.

amber pacific - 2009
american hi fi - april/may 2009
blink 182 - 2009
bowling for soup - june 2009
boys like girls - june 2009
fightstar - april 2009
good charlotte - 2009
greenday - may 2009
relient k - 2009
sum 41 - 2009
the click 5 - summer 2009

punk rock revival? well, we shall see, but first thing first, hope they produce some kick ass songs.