wah. balls almost dropped. the circuits tripped when i was switching on my fan. and when everything was ok, guessed what's not working fine? my external hdd. straight away no morale.

know what's inside not? all my sitcoms, movies and animes. actually, movies and other animes can forget it. can always dl them when i wanna watch. but my collection of one piece and sitcoms, epic ttm ok?

good thing, i'm a natural genius. kept double copies of the really important files. these files are like an old navy seals' war medals to me. f-ing precious. they are the photos and video clips that team18holdings took over the years. really precious stuff. those memories: priceless.

anyway, went running. u know there are times when u are in ur absolute best and u broke ur own record and u are especially proud of urself? well. there one more occassion where u might actually be even more proud of urself. i think that time is when u are at ur absolute worse and u still manage to push urself to cover the same distance when u are at ur absolute best albeit a slower timing. i did just that today. determination ftw yo.

actually, i realised one's determination might actually have a direct correlation to his/her gl-ness. like u know? gl ppl nv give in? so the more gl-ness u have, the more determination u have in a sense.

hahaha. finally, my external hdd nv spoil. the adapter spoil nia. thats y balls nv dropped. lol! actually wont drop also. at most re-download those stuff nia. plus i have lots of time nowadays.

ok buckle up. its november already. hah. was planning to blog like one week ago but kept on dragging. too bad, was too lazy to do a shit to this blog.

school started, been somewhat busy, quite a few project deadlines to hit at the end of this month. 2 words, "holy shit". lol.

am planning to get all of them done and over with by 20th nov. ky told us that that day will be he's unofficial closage to he's pretty much f-up jc life. and from then onwards, i expect more excitement in my life, pretty much something like how it was way back in year 1. lol.

oh wait. its november already!?! wah fuck. time really flies. seriously. its feels like january was just a few weeks back. lol.

hmmmm, lets see, ok, finally started taking my driving lessons with jj's dad. 1st lesson was real fun. his dad's a good instructor. nth much except doing left turns repeatedly before finally doing right turn once before ending the lesson. next lesson's next wednesday. pretty big gap between the lessons, hope i don't lose the touch.

been training intensively on bball lately as samuel's like finally on track. no need to supervise him so much and can move on to do my own training. hahahahaha. ever seen someone geting all exhausted just by picking up the ball? samuel was! prolly due to me rattling shots and having the ball flying in all directions. lol. noob shooter i admit ok?

been running with ky and jm on a weekly basis also. mostly fartleks. didn't really start training because of napfa which is next week. we just wanna run and keep fit. its their passion to run and i just go and run with them because i love hanging out with them. somemore its the only chance we get to see each other nowadays due to our hectic lifes?

so napfa's next week. am pretty cool with it except for chin ups. more than 10 chin ups for 5 points. my record one year ago was 16 and now? barely 6 i think. didn't focus on chin ups for the past year because of basketball. and come on, who will train on chin up for no good reason? lol. it was different during ncc days. its in our pt routine, cannot escape one. lol.

hmmmm. honestly speaking. this blog's really quite dead. its a real wonder that some ppl still visit this blog. i don't even come here on a daily basis anymore. its like more of a weekly thing unless i wanna visit mark hoppus's blog which i forgotten the link and was too lazy to favourite. lol.

so major project technical proposal presentation was last week? took a group photo because the lecturers said that they need a group photo for every group or something like that. ended up spamming quite a few.

partial group photo. we left out anton. lol.

group photo before presentation.

group photo after presentation.

2nd shot.

hahahahaha. my "you're fired" post.

ahhhh. here's our main man, the leader aka sai gang warrior.

my sis. cool as ever.

tag team partner in giving anton hell.

the computer wizard in our group. other than that, he's mostly our target when we get bored in school.

me.

cool guys.

my bball partner and i.

team leader and system designer.

my classmates.

hahahahaha. they look pretty alike leh.

shooting guards?

the lims

the wizards was trying to act cute by hiding behind nigel, so i f him up verbally. lol.

he asked me to bend over to he's height. i am not trying to be guai lan.

hey hey hey. world gl tag team partner.

ok. done. will try to post more often. =)

yo, guess what? i was gl-ed to the max by a fellow bballer at my estate. hahahaha. big ass pussy right? hahahaha.

right now. i'm feel that i'm at peace with myself. i actually withstood provocation and i think it takes alot of willpower and discipline. its not that i don't wanna fight back and school that guy. its just that i don't see the need to.

my purpose of going down today was to do some zero-in after monday's weight lifting. its a routine. weight lifting on monday, zero-in on wed and then serious training on sat or sun. wed is a must, if not, the weight lifting on monday will screw up my strength control.

wanted to do solo shoot around but an acquaintance asked me to play with them so joined in. resisted the temptation of driving the lane and kept on shooting. really need to zero-in. so missed tonnes of shots. expected. airballs somemore leh. hahahaha. noob.

so yah. got gl-ed. didn't fight back. here's my take on it. basketball to me, is all about respect. i'm not a kick ass player, but when i'm facing weaker players, i don't taunt them. respect, period.

so yeah. i'm not focused during that game. so what? i'm just there to zero-in on my shots for saturday's training with samuel. u wanna guai lan me? go ahead. have fun. i hope you enjoy it.

u see, i've put so much effort into my training and i don't wanna sully my dignity by going all out just to prove that i can win u. what's the point? childish act. "yeah! i schooled u, faggot!" u actually get a kick out of that?

me? i wanna play my very best when it actually mattered the most. to play with a player that i respect, to protect a friend's dignity and so on. now, these are the things to play for man!

lets take cheng yu for example. tp school team player. hell of a player but he's humble. he played he's best against me when i'm not even close to his standard and made me realised what i actually can do at my full potential. pushed me forward and taught me lots of stuff. great great respect towards him and look forward to playing with him again. samuel can tell it. when i shared the same court with cheng yu, i'm all about business.

to protect a friend's dignity? hahaha. hell yeah. i remember this one time at the sheltered court outside tp. i was there with justin and jm. we don't usually visit there. the rim there is shit difficult to score and it was evident. i didn't even scored a single shit during shootaround. enough evidence to show that i won't be a factor for the night if we got into some match.

some of the regulars there challenged us. good players i should say. its a 4 on 4 match. those players who were friends against us plus an uncle training there. their team? epic. a big size guy who's way bigger than our own center, justin. a guy who's leaping ability was off the hook. 2 guys who were somewhat skilled players. i will say, those 2 guys are better than me.

but one of them made a big mistake. before the game actually started, the guy marking jm happened to said, "i'll mark the moh peng." thats it, game over.

i'm not sure if anyone other than me heard it, but at that time, its full throttle. led the game 10-8 before justin got the god damn leg cramps. in the end. lost 10-11 cause we were outnumbered. if i'm not wrong, out of the 10 points, i had 8 to 9, all by shooting when i can't even sink one during shootaround.

so yeah. bottomline? i go all out when i think its really worth it. so if i'm holding back? sorry, it just prove that you are not worth my 100%.

anyway, xiao liao. standard chartered sent me a card. "come run with us again!" hahahahahaha. jia lat. then ky's forming 2009's version of team18s. holy shit. have until 16 july to consider. so slowly lah huh. joined last year for the experience. if i join this year, i need something to run for. lol. i'm not a passionate runner arh. its not like basketball where u give me a call and say ,"eh, jem, damn sian, play bball leh." and i'll immediately agree. different case!

wah. jit bai see xiao liao.

we need guidance, we've been misled,
young and hostile, but not stupid.

finally am back.

well, from saturday all the way to tuesday, i've stayed at home to keep my mum company. kinda helped her on some stuff like going out with her to buy items that the house lack and being her bodyguard.

accompany ky on tuesday to go and take timing for him while he do his fartleks. i didn't train with him cause i had just eaten and it was a super sudden thing.

trained him using different methods like chasing a target, running after a fast runner or my favourite, time attack. pretty fun trip i should say. comments from ky? i'm a demonic coach. lol. actually shouted across the track to him when i find him running too slowly.

came up with a new way to train for fartleks and told ky about it. he kinda like my idea, maybe we should try it out during our next training.

after that, we went tm to walk around before going home.

ytd was hell lots of fun albeit some minor misunderstandings among us brothers. but heck it, nth can't be solved among us.

potluck trip was super. for those who didn't make it, all i can say is u dunno what u missed. jj, ky and me were the first to reach, so we dai di-ed all the way until vanda, kelly, boss, sir, joy and josh arrived.

ate, talked cock, played games with funny punishments like jm's idea of hugging lamppost and my idea of asking boss to pinch jm's nipples while jm tried to whistle so that boss can stop pinching him, sang some ncc cheers, tried to teach ky a nursery rhyme which he totally forgot, did some ncc drills with some twist like doing it in chinese, played poker using peanuts as chips, jj and ky arranging the peanuts into a super long line with a coincidental count of lucky number 88, me trying to imitate some gambling god, us getting high on the way to the bus stop due to fatigue, ky and me racing up the travellator in ehub and ky scaring the shit out of jj after jj's post "coming soon" trauma. lol. super fun.

photos and videos of ytd's potluck trip will be uploaded once i have them.

as for today, went bballing with justin, josh, jm and boss at tp. fun trip. alot of stupid things like justin making a fool out of me in front of them and boss accidentally blocking his own teammate's shot in a game.

ky came for fartleks in tp's track. the rest went home for dinner so its me who timed ky again. showed improvements in his timing. for his last round, ky asked me to run in the opposite direction in lane 7 while he run in lane 1 and see which of us will reach the starting point first. my timing was 1 minute 17 seconds whereas ky's was 1 minute 28 seconds. can't blame him arh, ran so many rounds liao of course slightly slower lah.

ok, photos from jm's and ky's bday celebration. i know its abit slow arh. but huan loh!

my bday "cake".

coolest shit ever. blink 182!

khai yew's "cake".

one look and you can tell who did this. vanda "the baka" cheah. lol!

boss and me.

box for jm's bday "cake".

while waiting for jm to come down.

kelly and maisie.

boss trying to smack jm with those "cakes".

brothers for life.

jm's version of bday "cake".

a manly pose.

followed by a not so manly pose.

followed by a somewhat gayish pose.

then a ultimate gayish one.

jm and joy.

bday boy, ready for battle.

ncc, fall in!

in the arcade.

random shot.

jj's bday present.

vanda and winnie.

this is what they did while waiting for ky to meet up with us.

jm and joy once again.

4e's dnt slackers.

brothers since 2003 yo.

this is what we did while waiting for ky. dai di!

he was on a winning streak on his bday. damn it!

one down!

mai di di xiao xiao lah.

me. sit until so seh, but my cards are like shit.

arh. bday boy number 2.

kelly and me looking at ky's box.

the reason why i'm taking photos with them is that i suck at playing pool, always kena eliminated.

jj wearing one of his bday present.

justin "the megazord" lim. skill d, tycho a.

ky wearing jj's t shirt.

sir kwadon.

nv wear shoes to play. zai liao lor.

testing shot for group photo.

no one paying attention to the camera.

group photo!

ok. thats all. super shagged now. overnight at pasir ris until this morning and then bball from 4 plus to 8 plus.