yeah! the O levels is over! hahahahahaha. the prac only lah. but it do feels like the O levels is over.

the prac is ok. its quite easy but i screwed up my physics calculations part! omg lah, my maths seriously sucks. but nvm. what's done is done. so no point brooding over it.

after prac. went to eat at pastamania with jun ming, jun jie, ky and liang. hahahahahaha. everyone was high and started suaning each other. you know its kinda scary? its only a prac exam and everyone is so relaxed after it. what is gonna happen after the O's last paper i wonder.

so after eating, as usual. we just wanna hang around and don't go home. seriously lah, other than hanging around, what else can we do? we are just loners and slackers that need each other's company.

anyway, after eating. jun jie went home. the rest brainstormed on where to go. decided on two destinations - vivo city or sim lim square. we decided to flip a coin to decide where to go. hahahahahaha. three times it showed sim lim but we ended up in vivo city. lame right?

we took the train to harbour front and arrived at vivo city. first impression, its huge and classy. we went to look at computers stuffs in challengers. next, we walked around vivo city. there is a section on the 3rd floor that is totally outdoor and the best part, that is a very shallow pool there! so jun ming, ky and me pulled up our pants to have a nice scroll in the pool. fun man! and we pang seh liang hao. well actually, he chosed not to tag along. next, even more explorations, found another outdoor section on the 2nd floor that's facing sentosa. the scenery is nice and the haze makes it looks even nicer. seriously, i am starting to like the haze already. =x

we spent quite along time at the outdoor sections and talked abit. after that we went for a drink and it's home sweet home. nice day. really love my bros man.i sincerely hope and pray that we won't split up after O's

during our conversation, ky made this comment," the girl that should be here isn't here, but the want that should not tagged along always wants to".

yah, i agreed totally to it. i'm always wasting my time with brothers, never with her. it's really sad to say that she and me only went on 2 solo outings despite being together for one year. and everytime when i went to places that's fun, i will think about her, wishing that she is with me. but haix, the ones with me are always my brothers. not that i don't enjoy their presence, but it's always different with them and i do feel empty inside at times.

anyway, thought about gwee's question for me ytd night. yah i think i am happy with her when she is on bah cause i really enjoyed the times we had last year. but when she is off, it will be hell for me bah. so i guess it varies bah. there will be ups and downs in relationships at times.

but no matter what, i will still do what i must. mr lee wl told my dnt class that if you are in a relationship now, take good care of your partner. and i will do just that, to take good care of her and standby her.

it's just that sometimes i do wonder. if i am someone who she needs in her life or something that doesn't even affects her at all if i am gone.

enough of ranting, i am gonna slack and waste my time again. haix, still can't focus on studying and it's getting on my nerves.