relient k - my girl's ex boyfriend

when he was seeing her
you could see he had his doubts
and now he's missing her
because he knows he's missing out
now it's haunting him
the memories like a ghost
he's so terrified
cause no one else even comes close

he's a guy that you should feel sorry for
he had the world but he thought that he wanted more
i owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
i owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

so then along comes me
this undeserving mess (undeserving mess)
who would believe my life
would be so blessed (life would be so blessed)
two years ago
he left all that debris (left all that debris)
who would of known
it would be everything i need

he's a guy that you should feel sorry for
he had the world but he thought that he wanted more
i owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
i owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

if it wasn't for him
i would still be searching
if it wasn't for him
i wouldn't know my best friend
if it wasn't for him
he would be able to see
if it wasn't for him
he would be as happy as me

she and i settled down you can bet
that he is going to have to settle for less
he's someone that i would hate to be
i got the girl and he's left with just the memory

he's a guy that you should feel sorry for
he had the world but he thought that he wanted more
i owe it all to the mistake that he made back then
i owe it all to my girl's ex-boyfriend

if it wasn't for him
i would still be searching
if it wasn't for him
i wouldn't know my best friend
if it wasn't for him
he would be able to see
if it wasn't for him
he would be as happy as me

hahahahahahaha. it's a nice song. seriously. hmmmm, actually i glad that i have her now. really. this song really reminds me of what happened to us. i don't really know what happened between her and her previous guy. but i am grateful for the mistake he made bah. if not i won't have her back. so! i must treasure her and give her my very best. i promise. =)

but i saw her blog post and in inferred that that previous guy is back. i'm a little afraid bah. but if she choose him over me. i will respect her decision. i think i won't blame her. everyone has the right to seek for their happiness and as long as she is happy. i am ok with it bah.

ok now, jun ming and ky are so good lah. know i was super bored at home so they called me out again. went to seoul garden to eat. went there at 2.30. left at 7 plus. nice. ate so much. while eating we discussed on a very urgent matter. an issue about brotherhood.

lately you seems weird. not just weird. damn weird. and something you did really piss me off. ok let's start from here. O's coming. you want to study. good for you ain't it? you said that those that are still hanging around don't know how to think. nvm. it's your point of view and i'm ok with it. i hang around but that does not mean i am not studying. i am trying to focus ok? so in order for you to focus, we decided not to call you out. right thing to do? or wrong?

so i don't know what we did that make you think that everyone in the world hates you. you wanna study we don't disturb you. that doesn't mean we don't treat you as one of us anymore. or you want us to call you eventhough we know you won't come out to show that we care? and end up letting you say us being not focused again? stop trying to act pathetic. it's getting on my nerves. everyone is stressed out. not just you.

and one thing, you caused us alot of problems. we are a very low profile group. after you came, your actions made us the centre of attraction and criticisms. people starts to think that we are a bunch of pervertic assholes who don't think when we speak. we accomodate with it and what else do you want? you always think that you are the best. criticising everything you think that ain't good enough to you in your opinion. but nvm, everyone has flaws in the characteristic. no one is perfect.

but now! you said you wanna form a band. you asked jm and me to join. we agreed. now you look for two members behind our back and said that we are just all talk no actions? you said that we are hanging around and don't know how to think. so you think that learning musical instruments before O's is sensible? where's your brain pal. and if you think that writing this in a blog is bitching around then you are wrong. it is better than you going around acting like one hypocrite. we don't want to kick anyone out anymore. and if you choose to drift away from us and drop out, we can't stop you. i swore that no one is going out but since you want it this way. i can't help it. just don't go around and said that we did this to you