hmmmmmm, haven't been blogging for the past few days. partially because there is nth to write about and i had been busy studying. miracle?

hahahahahahaha. well. i think so too. jeremy lim. one of the biggest slacker had decided to get his ass down to study? hahahaha. its different this time. its the O's man.

until now. i had completed revision for combined science and humans only. maths i still need some revision and touching up to do. currently revising english. revision for poa and dnt will come after nov 10.

haix. confronted wen jie. yeah. its a thursday. october 26. we settled all the conflicts and i am not angry anymore. i thought that it will turn out to be a brawl. 3 on 1. ky, jm and me on him. but it was settled peacefully. we talked things out. i am just filled with sadness now. again this happened. why? i don't know how to explain it. dong kai and samuel were out, but after one big round. we became friends again. why are things always like this? is it a joke? or a test of trust and loyalty? if it is a test for trust and loyalty. did we failed terribly?

seriously, i sincerely hope that after all these shit. the rest will remain united. and i swear again. no one is going out. absolutely no one. and from today onwards. i will treasure my brothers more, i guess.

4 years in dunman, the friends that i had and constantly talk to. are so little. but they are the ones that are true to me, always been there for me. like jun jie, ky, jun ming, rc and all those ncc dudes. its always us yah? a small network of friends doesn't matter to me. most important is that we trust each other and are sincere towards each other.

talking about sincerity. hmmmmmmm. there is one dumbass i want to mention down here. lauzh. ok. first i start off by apologising to wen jie. sorry for maligning you about the all talk no action shit. its this dumbass that said it. now. lauzh. are you so great that you are in the position to comment on my actions? did you outperform me in anything? are you sure that i am a person who say one thing and don't carry it out? use that almost useless brain of yours and recall. who helped you during sec 3? to at least join in and stop the discriminations you got? if i am an all talk no action person. you are dead by now. if i am an all talk no action person. the promise that i made to you that everything will be just fine, will only be an empty promise. since i helped you, i never felt any sincerity from you towards our brotherhood. have you ever cared about our troubles?

and if your memory is not failing you. who tried their best to help you when you got into trouble with that sec 3 ncc air cadet? who ran around pleading teachers to let you off? who tried to save your ass? who type the letter for your defence? who went and confronted mrs neo and mr sim for you and put in good words for you? and how do you treat us? if you think by just being our slave will repay everyshit. then you are wrong. cause we helped each other do stuff. not only you. remember who saved your life back on mount ophir? and how you repay them? you said a grand meal for them. and you call a wow meal that cost only $2.55 a grand meal? now who is that shit bag that is all talk no actions? get this straight into your puny brain. you bite the hands that once helped you. you ingrate.

enough of ranting. hahahahaha. one good news for myself. i had gotten over her. fast? i agree too. its my fault for being so devoted in sec sch relationship. sec sch relationship never work out fine. everything can wait now. studying for O's and working for money after O's comes first.

now. got 3 music video from blink 182. hahahahaha. feeling this, first date and the rock show.

some trivial facts.

feeling this was written by having mark hoppus and tom delonge going into separate rooms without talking to each other. when they came out they realized they had both written about sex. when they put it together, the song represents the lustful side of sex on the verses, the passionate side in the bridge and the romantic side in the chorus.

the rock show was written by mark hoppus and first date by tom delonge on the same night after the producer for toypaj told them they needed some "feel good" songs on their record.

feeling this




first date




the rock show



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