hmmmm. i accomplished something great today. i actually studied for 4 hours!

i am bored now so i guess i will write a post to burn my time. went to her blog and saw her blog post. "you knew", what is it suppose to mean? i am puzzled.

erm, i have straightened out my thoughts. O's is coming. she should be studying for it bah. so that explains why she is so off and why she talks so little to me bah. can't blame her, by right i should be doing that too. so! i am not going to disturb her until O's is over and have faith in her. just hope that she will remember me because i won't forget her. it's 30 days til O's is officially over. omg it's damn long. don't really know how i am going to survive. but how i am going to survive, next time then i huan loh. hahahahahahaha. hope she will jia you for O's and can go lasalle. it's her dream i think.

and while studying. i remembered those shits that i had done in my four years of ncc life! its damn fun and i have some amazing records with ky.

the most amazing record should be having ky, elvis and me climbing the wall 60 times in one minute. so average one of us should do 20 each. hahahahaha. miracle? impossible?. we did it man. we even exceed the demanded number of times. we climbed it 61 times.

why do we climbed it? it goes like this. i still remember that we were in sec 3. just took over the training. that day we were preparing for the total defence day performance. but we decided to let the cadets play soccer. ky and i don't play soccer. so we decided to sit by the curb beside our sch's basketball court to slack and talk crap. along came sir zuotong. he questioned us why we were not playing. we told him the truth. he decided to help us spend our time wisely. so he came up with the sadistic idea. as we walked towards the wall with him. ky and i were discussing how we could climb the wall 60 times in one minute.

elvis that strong cyborg saw us walking with sir zuotong and got curious. he ran towards us and put his hands around ky and my neck. he questioned us what we were gonna do. and so. he got the privillege to join in our record breaking attempt. hahahahahahaha.

ncc holds alot of fond memories for me. although i am not really committed to ncc and my reason for joining ncc is that i had nothing better to do, i will not forget the time i spent with my fellow cadets. i still remember the days that we were being tekan when we were PTE, being pumped when we were LCP, learnt when we were CPL, passed out as 3SG or 2SG. and for some others, wore the lanyard as SSG and strived to be supernumerarys.

it's the phase of my life that i grew and learnt the most. it's also the period of my life where i knew so many bros. bros that were so extraordinary.

people told us that when we reached sec 3, life would be different. power struggles will cause many ill feelings among us. yah it's true. it happened in other cca in our sch, but it never happened among us. to us, our leader will always be shamir and whoever that was elected to be the usm doesn't matter much. because we don't crave for the power, we just wanna spend time and have fun together. yah i know other uniform groups looked down on us because we were a bronze unit, but that doesn't matter, at least we strived and learnt together. be there for one another. was there to share each other's load. and ky, don't blame yourself for pulling ncc land back to a bronze unit. it's not your fault. it's everybody's fault. and what matters the most is the team spirit we had, the process and not the result. other uniform groups achieved alot. true, they showed results but they never enjoyed the process.

i am really glad that i joined ncc. not ncc air or sea. but the happy go lucky ncc land unit of dunman sec.