back.

2 straight sucky days to kick of my new term. but thats alright, tml will be better, i hope. had problems with my cds on monday, sch ended at 3 and stayed back to huan loh until close to 6. in that 3 hours, all i did was to select one cds that will not clash with my timetable.

seriously, giving us a chance to choose cds is a total waste of time. cause all my 6 choice didn't came out. had to line up and find one. ended up taking psychology. and the whole class was split despite the fact that almost all of us are taking psychology this sem. see how sucky it was? anyway, bought the band concert tickets liao. so josh better don't tuar us. lol. but i still can't imagine myself sitting for 2 hours listening to band music. i'm a total noob in that aspect. but nvm, i'll try my very best to appreciate.

as for today? had a flu and had sch all the way from 9 to 7. its really a wonder that i can tahan the flu for so long, even until now. forgot how many packets of tissues i've used, think i should back up like one whole box of tissue in my bag in case i happen to have flu on tuesdays again.

end of updates and time for my own thoughts again. don't worry, i am not huan loh-ing about the ongoing blog war. i am totally sick and tired of it. if he had that sense of satisfaction in winning it, so be it. let him be. if he is so hell bent in shooting the crap out of us just to justify his thwarted ideologies, so be it. if he feels so high and mighty justifying his ideologies, so be it.

anyway, my thoughts here.

its ok if we fall down at times. all we have to do is to pick ourselves up and continue with it. nth in life is successful, failure is inevitable. to me, failing isn't failure, giving up is. don't think too much, everything is gonna be fine as long as ur brothers are around u. don't hesitate to call us when u need help, we'll be there although we are always late. this is what brothers do, we are not those kind of ppl that are with u just to enjoy life and have fun, we go through thick and thin together. others may not look up to us and dislike what we do, but thats ok, they don't know us anyway. blood may not always be thicker than water, we've seen it for ourselves. =)

as for love? well, i may feel helpless and empty inside at times. the magical feeling of being attached may be alluring. but that's ok with me. as i always think that i'm not in a position to do anything as i'm afraid i am not the guy i used to be.

good bye and so long.