surprisingly and unexpectedly, today was my last day of work. by right, my last day should be on next monday, but noel decided that yi qing, wei xiang and i should leave today. was abit surprised when i heard it from the admin. lol. if i am not wrong, both ian cheng and sivanesan will be replacing us. i sincerely wish them good luck for the two upcoming weeks. its gonna be damn tiring.

i would get my pay on the 10th of feb when the company closes its accounts for the month. so til then, i will be kind of broke.

today, did nth much except for taking the stocks the last time and tying my last 180 walls. jing long and i had our last tying tournaments. as usual, i lost. so this defeat was my third defeat. lol. this time, i was defeated by the biggest margin ever. 1st time i lost by 8 walls, second time by 3 and today by 10. lol. no comments

after we knocked off, we went to eat prata for the last time in that area. had 4 kosong plus 2 cups of ice milo. lol. after that, yi qing suggested that we go to peninsula plaza to check out our guitars. so we took bus no 229 to bedok mrt station then took mrt to cityhall. hanged around there for 2 hours and i bought 2 new shirts. one avenged sevenfold and one good charlotte. quite nice. and because of those 2 shirts, i am $25 poorer. lol.

went to look for my bass, its still the same price whereas yi qing looked for a basic set which costs only $199. cheap leh. lol. after that, we went to look for shoes. i want to buy a converse shoes. but i don't know if i should buy a low cut or high cut leh. should go out with brothers then decide.

went to my grandma house after that. cut my hair. comments? i look like a small boy now. fringe so short. damn it. lol. hope that it will grow back in one month time. while at my grandma house, i told my mother my plan on buying a bass and we almost quarrelled. in the end after we reached home, she agreed to let me buy but she told me not to be too obsess with playing bass. studies still comes first. well. no comments on that. a university certificate do all the talking in singapore and this sucks.

came to hear a very shocking news from meiyi. woo mei yi to be exact. her cousin, boon kiang is getting married. boon kiang used to be a close friend who i knew when i was playing basketball at bedok block 533 basketball court during primary sch period. u ppl may think why it is so shocking right? it is because boon kiang is the same age as mei yi and me. yah, she is 16 years old. heard from mei yi that she's pregnant and thus the shot gun marriage. seriously, marrying at 16 years old is very jia lat leh. her husband is only 18 years old and still serving ns. u think that guy can support her and their child? i seriously don't think so and there will be alot of hardships. no further comments. am still stunned.

ok. thats all for today. shall blog about my class bbq session ytd.

well, had a half day off ytd. but before i left. li bao had me distribute the stocks for the hampers alone. wakao, was spammed by 5 different types of wine and i was still having wine phobia. damn it. pia-ed like xiao and managed to sneak away.

went home to change into slippers before going to ky house to slack. updated each other about our lifes and started to plan for future outings. had everyone set and done bah. everything will go as planned. after ky quit his job. i will go his house to slack everyday and practise my bass. so before that, i must seek imran's help to learn the basics and the rest is up to me and hardwork.

dk came not long later. so he updated us with his stories about mi. lol. dk played red alert at ky house. lol. the game so classic. hahahahahaha. anyway, went to meet jun jie and justin at mac before going tm to slack. tm is as always lah. nth much. see til sian liao. anyway, played daytona with ky again. lol. this time i lost. at the crucial curve. my car ski and spinned round and round.

after that, went to look for zh and the rest. took bus no. 403 to pasir ris beach. the rest went to look for the bbq pit whereas ky and i walked to downtown east to slack and eat. while walking there, we talked about our lifes, dreams and plans for the future.

first, we discovered that ky had the 1st, 2nd and 3rd generation game consoles. the 1st generation being sega saturn, ps1 and gameboy colour. 2nd generation being ps2 and gameboy advance. the 3rd generation, psp and ps3 if he ever bought one this year. steady hor? a splendid example of a hardcore gamer.

secondly, we both had the same dream. that is to marry young. ky wants to marry at the age of 25 and me at the age of 26. reason being, we hope that we will be fit enough to be able to play with our children when they are around our current age. just like my own father now, playing basketball and ps2 with me. lol. its nice ok? to have father and son playing together.

lastly, valentine's day. most prob spending the day with each other. we going to try out a new kind of buffet in town. going to keep it a secret for now first. lol.

anyway, it rained ytd. walked in the rain with ky to downtown. its fun to be walking in the rain. lol. ate kfc then walked back to our class bbq pit. lol. its funny to see they all holding the umbrella trying to shelter the flames from the rain. lol. damn funny. should have took a photo then post it here.

didn't hang around there for long lah. went to the playground to play. swing damn nice. lol. really. if u know how to swing. lol. then slacked and talk crap with ky before sending him to the bus stop. he need to go home first. try out his new psp. lol.

after ky board the bus, i continued hanging around the area with jun jie, justin, shiva and kelvin until hadi and nicholas came. justin, jj and i went to wash our legs before going back to the pit. and damn. the staffs on patrol said that at the end of the day, if the area of our pit is very dirty, the person who booked the pit will be fined $200 and i am the one who booked it. clever clever. if noel wants me to pay for the wine i broke and i kena the fine, the salary i will be getting from noel will go to paying for these so called expenses even before i could use the money to buy my own stuff.

rc came also. lol. threw chicken bones at me. lol. i asked zh to cleared the place up a little before going home together. zh thanks arh, was so darn tired ytd. will i kena the fine or not is still unknown, but i trust the who remained lah. lol.

before going home, when to pulled the rim of the board at the basketball court. lol. jun jie took a video. will link it to my blog after i get justin to upload the video. lol.

lastly, saw wen jie while slacking at century square ytd. well, no comments. if he chose to drift away from us again. i'll let him be. because we used to say that no matter what, we will be true to each other and tell each other what's troubling us. he chose not to tell. i have no choice. but the irony is, he was the one who put this policy in place and he ain't carrying it out at all.

from all these past months. i did gathered abit of info. the reason behind him drifting away is that he thinks that i am a noob. someone who listens to a very limited amount of songs. well, no comments. everyone had their own taste, what u find that is nice doesn't mean others will like. its the same as forcing him to like chee pei yun. same logic. and also, he was the one who listens to only blink 182 at first. he was the one being resistant about trying out music from other bands. i intro him bowling for soup, relient k and good charlotte but he didn't accept them. i didn't even look down on him back then. i didn't force him. neither did i drift away from him because his preference was different from mine.

and also, listening to a small range of music doesn't mean that i am not serious about forming a band. the reason behind me not getting a bass even up til now is that i have to earn enough money to buy myself a god damn bass. i have two siblings, its impossible for my parents to give us whatever we want. they will die from it. and he is the only child. he gets all their attention while i don't. also, not liking heavy metal and hard rock music doesn't mean i don't expose myself to them. i do listen and learn, just that i don't say. so should i tell him everything in order to show that i am interested? should i call him and update him on everything including what i ate for dinner everyday? can't be what.

for all that happened. its his choice. if he wants the whole group of us out of his life. i don't mind. and from that moment onwards, his life is his life and my life is my life. i won't interfere with his life and i hope he too, won't interfere with my life. i won't talk crap and nonsense behind his back and i hope he will do the same thing too. and i will treat the fun times we had as nice memories.

our paths may have crossed each other and we may had travelled in the same direction before. however, our destinations are different and we are starting to split up and travel in different directions. so what we used to have will only be something humans call "memories".