1st day of my 2nd job this holiday. and two words summarised it all. screwed up. lol. ok. not entirely screwed up for the whole day. just the morning. lol. i was being sent home ok? lol. operation assistant cannot wear slippers to work. damn it. i don't know.

i was observing jun jie they all last monday and friday. they wore shoes on monday but slippers on friday. and so i thought can wear slippers. lol. but operation assistants cannot. for safety precaution. so i need to pia home. change into my pair of skate shoes. pia back for work.

wakao. the whole trip from my home to my workplace, to my home and back to my workplace cost me alot of money leh. now pocket really got hole. damn. now we secondary four students are using adult fare. concession fees damn ex ok? initially had $8 plus in my concession card. at the end of the day. i am left with $0.16. good game. so there goes my first three hours of pay. spent on my expenses. lol.

after i got back, straight away get down to work. seriously, the job damn slack. either sits there pack things, crush and flatten cardboxes or walk around placing cans, bottles of xo, snacks and food stuffs into baskets. best part is, can work and talk to justin. not bad. quite fun. the ppl there are nice too.

lol. not bad lah. justin and i quite spastic. first time having a ultraman and megazord working together. hahahahaha. like justin said, like master like disciple, we two love to throw cardboxes to a thrash area near the window. and both of us almost threw the cardboxes out of the window. lol. actually, i threw one out. =x for further details on our first working day, please visit justin blog. do read the very interesting article in his blog. lol.

oh yah, one last think. justin stunned me today. we were unpacking bottles of wines and placing them into baskets. then justin injured his middle finger. so he decided to turn around and show me his injured middle finger. at that point of time, our back were facing each other. so the moment i turned around when he called me, i straight away had a middle finger right in my face. i was so taken aback ok? try having someone call u and the moment u turn around. u have a middle finger right in front of u. i almost scolded him but he told me he injured his middle finger. so i took a closer look. saw the wound. lol. good thing i nv shout at him. if not he whack me. i good game. just like justin said, ultraman is made for speed and stamina, megazord for strength and tanker. eventhough i am fast, there is no way i can dodge a punch from megazord in point bank range. confirm ko me one. then he will see the red led light on my chest flashing like xiao.

worked ot for one hour today, wasn't needed to do. but first day, we blur blur, stayed for one more hour. everyday by 4pm, we will know if we need to do ot or not. lol.

and ppl, close to one month from now is valentine's day leh. omg lah. i think this year, i most prob will be spending it with either brothers or hampers and foodstuffs. lol. 17 years of valentine's day. nv spend with a girl before! ok. my grandma, mum and sis not included. even ky spent two valentine's day with the girl he like. lol. damn. even if i wanna spend valentine's day this year with a girl i like, i need a suitable target first! lol. this year valentine's day. game over. lol. next year bah.

anyway, since i have plenty of time now, i will blog on all my valentine's day experiences.

14th feb 1990. lol. i was still in my mother's womb. waiting to be born on the 9th day of the following month. valentine's day to me at that time is totally a very big question mark. lol. wonder what my dad gave my mum that valentine's day.

14th feb 1991 to 1996. i was still too young and naive to know what valentine's day is all about. lol. so 14th feb was just another day for me back then. wake up, brush teeth, eat breakfast, go kindergarden, go home, eat lunch, bathe, play, study, eat dinner, slack, brush teeth and sleep. lol.

14th feb 1997 to 2000. primary 1 to 4. still naive like xiao. everyday go home be guai kia. so u ppl know lah, spent the valentine's days with my family. lol.

14th feb 2001. primary 5. first time got first target. but she don't know at that time. primary school what. even if confess also cannot go where. stead liao joker friends go bao toh. i be my mum punching bag arh. lol. plus, the girl one year older than me. ki xiao. well, so that day is just another day.

14th feb 2002. primary 6. crazy with basketball. in love with it. spent valentine's day playing basketball i think.

14th feb 2003. secondary 1. new school, new environment. too obsessed with bball to care about girls. so wasted one year. damn it! =x

14th feb 2004. ky, my good brother spent this day with belinda. me? slack around with dk then went home play games. was a super hardcore gamer then.

14th feb 2005. nth much. spent it with ky. damn it lor. ppl thought we were gay partners. damn it. because we always go everywhere together. even that day. y? jealous arh? jealous of our brotherly love arh.

14th feb 2006. ki xiao arh. woke up on this day light headed. skipped school. ky suanned me behind my back. say i don't dare face the reality that nobody will want me. so act sick skip school to avoid reality. but quite true lah. really no gf at that time. so can count as nobody want. lol. anyway, went back to sch after normal lesson time to pei dk go chij katong convent girls sch to look for his amanda. camped there for 1 hour 30 minutes. ky, still remember that chij ncc girls unit asm samantha? "no no no", i not amanda. laugh until dk and me peng arh. but still. nice one man brother. that girl xiao one. don't take it to heart ok? we know u good. =)

14th feb 2007. ???. still a mystery. but my prediction? game over. actually, the game nv even start at all. lol.

lastly, saw one of my primary school friend at my workplace. he was working there. but i nv talked to him at all. we were once very close, but now we are strangers. u all should be wondering who he is right? well, he is none other than my very last basketball disciple before jun ming. in other words, jun ming's senior. lol. he was the one that i told my brother who outshined me at first but was put back into place by me again. we were so close last time. but, after we went to secondary school. he acted like he don't know us when we went to play basketball with other primary school die hard brothers. from then on, we drifted. i don't need ppl like that in my life. ppl who turn their backs on me as and when they like. true, i may not have many friends. i may have a small network. but the brothers i have are ppl that are true to one another. this is enough for me.

still got time, write some crap here. story on my basketball life. lol.

back then, after i taught him how to play bball. we trained against each other almost daily. his skills improved drastically. and as for me? i remained the same. so he outshined me. back then. we had a ranking system. he was 5th in the ranking. i was 7th. depressed. when we were playing teams matches. 5 on 5. the others will place me and him in the lousier team. the strongest will be in one team. so called the all star team. eventhough he was 5th in ranking, they like to bully him and push him to me. that's y we were so close.

the others discriminate me. said that i won't be able to reach their level of skills and improve. at the later part of primary 6, i got sick of all the discriminations and decided to prove my critics wrong. one by one i climbed the rankings. i defeated them fair and square. i reached the top. 1st. i showed them how to play basketball the right way.

from there, i took my improved basketball skills to secondary school. sec one, i did not qualified for the basketball team at first. i was too short. and it was this year that i realised that i had a trance mode in basketball. lol. yah. trance mode. i will suddenly keep very quiet when my team was losing, become a solo player with no teamwork. and took the scoring burden upon myself. most of the time my team won. most. lol. well. anyway, during this time, ppl like ruicheng are learning all the basics and strategies. while i was just spending my days in dunman playing random matches.

mr tan asked me to join the basketball team in june that year. i agreed. during the training. i found out that i really cannot continue staying in the basketball team. what the coach wants from me i seriously don't understand. and i am not performing to my usual standards in training. the new way of shooting taught to me made me less accurate. after training, we will play team matches for awhile. in my very vivid memory, my team which consist of josh, kang soon and me, won against the all star team back then. the all star team consist of ruicheng, razif and hong yu i think. we were losing like xiao at first. but i went into trance mode. we won in the end. but i think i got a scolding from the coach. so after sometime, i learnt that i can't keep up with the pace. i don't understand the strategies and formations. i simply can't. so i decided to quit. dec holidays that year, i moved house. so spent my holidays helping my mum with the preparations.

sec 2 starts, one whole month of inactivity affected me. i got rusty. also, secondary 2 had alot of stuff for me to do. so i did not train and play that much. furthermore, kang soon moved house too and he did not study in dunman anymore. i lost my bball partner and companion. mr tan bugged me this year again. called my mum, told her i was a gold found. but i didn't last long with the team. i gave it up. for a relationship. and also, its even harder for me to understand the damn shits call formations and strategies. i'm one year behind.

secondary 3, mr tan again asked me to go back. fine. i go back to try. to prove myself. damn. i am over my prime. i don't know why. i just won't perform nicely with mr tan and the coach watching me. i always perform like a piece of shit during trainings. making wrong move. shoot the ball like crap. kena scolding like xiao. but everytime after the training and we were playing by ourselves. i will perform to my normal standards. way higher than the standard i show during trainings. haix. maybe its the pressure that is getting into me. cause i can't do whatever i want i training matches. i need to do this. i must do that. haix.

sec 4? just played bball for fun. kena bullied by chinaman even though i finally went into trance mode after i very long long time. haix.

think that's all on my story bah. a story on a loser in basketball. go slp liao, tml need to work.