was talking to jj and jm online. were discussing some stuff.

Ī Junjie Ī says:
we 7~9 can liao
junming says:
now only 6
Ī Junjie Ī says:
7
Ī Junjie Ī says:
wan bet?
junming says:
i think sure have pei ren
junming says:
so 7
junming says:
bet your poon la
Ī Junjie Ī says:
woah relax
Ī Junjie Ī says:
thats lv 25 vulgar

junming says:
im off
Ī Junjie Ī says:
but tmr
junming says:
GOOD BYE
Ī Junjie Ī says:
must rmb
Ī Junjie Ī says:
remind
Ī Junjie Ī says:
me
junming says:
OKAY NO PROBLEM
Ī Junjie Ī says:
in case shit happens
Ī Junjie Ī says:
ok
Ī Junjie Ī says:
dun caps, sounds dulan to me
Ī Junjie Ī says:
hahaha
Ī Junjie Ī says:
ok BYE!

hahahahaha. that guy nv change.

anyway, went to train on bball with chen wee ytd in tp. nice trip i should say. my shooting really improved. shocked chen wee also. had a shooting competition. each one of us will shoot at one side of the court, first to reach 30 wins.

i started off fast leading 15 to 9 i think. then i got tired and slacked for awhile until chen wee caught up at 20 to 21 before closing it at 30 to 23. nice way to train.

then played random one on one and shoot the lights out. i'm in lock on mode now. it feels like i can do anything on the court. had 3 one on one matches for finale. chen wee won the first one 5-7. caught me by surprise and i decided to focus and play. won the second and third set 7-4 and 5-2 if i'm not wrong.

ok. thats one thing thats bothering me now. it kinda makes me feel both helpless and useless. ok. first up, my mum was abandoned by her blood parents. she went back home once but it wasn't a nice trip. she had her house number but she nv called at all. there's alot of backstory to it which i will not elaborate. but all i can say is, its not a good experience for her and if i'm in her situation, i'll nv call back home again too.

but today, my mum showed me this note. she had problem saying it out. the note shows.

i called home to look for my mum when you weren't at home. she picked up the phone and said "hello?" and i hang up straight after. she's not died and doing fine.

and when i saw my mum's face. that sad look. i felt kinda lost. i don't really know what to do. i know that i can't fill that void and all i can do was to tell her to stop crying and cheer up.

seriously. i fucking hate my own blood grandparents. if i ever see them. t(-.-t) is what they'll get from me. so new resolution for me, be a better son.

conversion complete. from driver to scorer. =)

alright. gonna slp now.