business accounting exam was ytd. woke up at 7.30am and thought that it was 9.30am. saw wrongly. so ended up giving myself a real scare. that woke me up instantly.
the exam was manageable. 50-50 chance that my answer to the last question may be wrong. although it balanced, but i'm not 100% sure about it. wasn't really able to think properly. sports hall's ambience somehow made me lose my concentration. other questions were ok too but processing speed was slower. maybe i'm just tired after being used to slp-ing for 12 hours a day.
hang around sch and had lunch with the clique. went home after that to slack, bathe and get a change of clothes before going out to meet brothers for seafood buffet at marina bay. outing was pure fun as usual. with jun jie, ky and jun ming around, craps and nonsense are guaranteed. i'm not considered as i'm not in the mood to crap these few days. tired? maybe. mood swing? possible.
met at 3. started at 5. went at 10. nice? 5 hours of non stop eating. hope all the food add to my mass real soon. got home. found out that one of the com was send to repair again. well, am not surprised at all. its the one my sis usually use. wonder y it always screw up. motherboard overheat? possible since my sis can really push the com to its limit.
well. had a quarrel with my mum a few days ago. am used to it liao. its more or less a routine liao. something like twice a month? regular timing just like pms. but it made me wonder, is it real that a negative act really can neutralise all positive acts u accumluated before?
its like, one incident in which someone thinks that you are in the wrong and poof! there goes ur previous records in an instant. hmmmm. weird ain't it? but i'm always in this kind of bullshit. this was what happened.
*was outside with ky and jm. freeloading at tm times again.*
*mum calls.*
mum: u now at where?
me:tm.
mum: later coming back that time can help me buy fried hokkien mee?
me: huh? from where?
mum: 800 plus there.
me: there got alot of coffee shops leh.
mum: the one where we always go buy one.
*note: i seriously don't know where is it, cause its always my mum who buys it*
me: i really don't know.
mum: u take 293 will reach liao.
me: its abit far leh cause i walking there.
mum: so how?
me: nvm. i can find but must see first bah...
mum: then nvm.
*toot. kena hang up by my mum.*
me: O.O
* assume that she takes my bah as lah. cause she don't like ppl to "lah" at her*
*somemore i haven't finish my sentence. i wanted to say i don't know when i'll be home. will call her again.*
me: eh ky, what time u all going?
ky: soon.
*calls back home*
me: where to get the noodles?
mum: nvm.
*kena hang again*
at that instant, i feel like calling back and shout "fuck you" right into it. kena hang up twice. its no fun ok? no matter how pissed i am, i nv hang up on others. but the angelic side told me to chill out.
i don't know what's wrong lah. firstly, i have all the right to do whatever i like. i don't feel like buying, i can just don't do it, no one can force me. plus i nv said i don't wanna buy it. i'm just gonna tell her i may not be able to buy it cause i don't know when i will be going home. as for the "lah" and "bah". thats my mum's problem, heard wrongly then too bad lor. somemore, its not the first time i said "lah" to her. of all situation, got pissed at that time.
secondly, use ur brain and think back lah. have i ever decline any request to help buy stuff home? i 100% guarantee that the answer is no! everyone knows that. going home straight every thursday just to buy lunch for my mum. now u think that i'm not doing it? fine. if that what u think. i'm ungrateful and is not a filial son. happy? i seldom cares about what others think anyway. somemore i'm more used to anyone for not talking at home. all i need is something to do and i don't see the need to talk to anyone at home.
treating other with kindness doesn't really pays. but its alright. cause if u don't beget kindness, u know u have made the world a better place. and that's what matters.
lets see who can stand this cold war longer. i bet i'm the winner.
meeting jm to study tml. don't think will study much. with a psp around and tonnes of craps to talk about. so good luck have fun jeremy.
lastly. edited one photo. the words are lyrcis from "everything i knew" by busted. want the song? get from me bah.
ciao.
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