mood now? pissed. before i start ranting, gl-ing and do whatever i want, here's the scenario.

scene 1 [time: 1.30pm]:
nice young boy named jeremy lim reached home. bought lunch for his mum. bathed, used the com until 2 then went into his room to take a long long nap all the way until 6 plus. boy's mood? neutral.

scene 2 [time: 6.30pm]:
young boy woke up, took his clothes and bathed again before eating his dinner. his father came home and wanted to bring him to buy a new hp. it was all in a rush. boy was blur after a long nap, but parents kept on rushing him to eat, dress up and get out of the house. when the young boy was doing all that he was instructed to, his parents took out everything associated with young boy's 6111 and double checked it. boy's mood? blur.

scene 3 [time: 7.30pm]:
they are in tm's m1 shop buying hp. phone selected by father, nokia 6288. had everything checked but found out the charger was wrong. this resulted in them losing $10 trade in value. boy's mother got pissed at him. mood? neutral.

scene 4 [time 8.00pm]:
was out of the shop but boy got scolded for nth. mood? frustrated.

the above scenarios were implemented to facilitate understanding of the situation. as for now, the main content of this post. rant. i won't start this off with, "fuck you all man!". i will do it in my normal calm and relaxed manner.

first of all, a big thanks to my father and also mum for bringing me down to buy a new phone to replace my close to useless 6111. although i don't like 6288 alot and still prefer n76, i still appreciated everything.

here's what i wanna say, everyone has their limits. i may keep quiet and appear fine all the time, but this does not mean i don't have a temper. understood? i know wrong from right or right from wrong, which ever way u prefer it. normally, i kept quiet while being scolded not because i'm afraid of u all or whatsoever, its just that its the right thing to do. to respect elders and don't talk back. that's the easy way out i presume, even for today.

if its my fault, i will apologise and won't push the blame around. to err is human, to forgive is divine, that's what i always believed in. but seriously, i don't think i'm at fault today. who packed the stuff? me or u all? why am i scolded for nth? its not that i cannot take it. i can take it anytime, thats when we are at home, not in public. erm, by the way, i can take that also.

what i cannot take is this. just because of that small error and $10, u need to get piss and scold dad and me? come on lah, where the fuck did the family unity u always emphasized on went to? is the $10 more important or a happy trip more important? to me, the latter comes first. its an irony u see. someone who always try to tell me that family harmony is damn important getting pissed over such a small matter? that's one big time bullshit man.

yah yah yah. mothers always think that they are right. when they make mistakes, they will tell u everyone makes mistakes, when u make mistakes, they just simply show their "feminine" side and scold the fuck out of u. no comments here man.

don't ever come questioning me again on why i don't talk alot at home, because i don't think i will enjoy talking to anyone at home. see it this way, one moment, ur mum and u can be happily talking, the other moment, world war 3 has started. see how fast things change? mothers are even more unstable than those group 1 or group 7 elements. don't ask me why am i always hanging out with ky they all. its becasue i enjoy talking to them. made mistakes or not, they take it in stride, a few vulgarities and poof! anger is gone, back to normal. if this ever happened to my mum, i will happily jump down from my house which is on the 13th floor.

and when questioned why mums lose temper so easily? number one excuses? pms-ing. hahahahahaha. so let me ask u this, when mums are pms-ing and they killed someone, are they free from blame? no death sentence? no way man! its a matter of anger management. if i can tahan, i don't see the reason why mums cannot?

mums always say youngsters don't seem to reflect on their mistakes, but no offense, sometimes i think that mothers should be the ones reflecting. being older doesn't mean that they are 100% guaranteed error free. if not why are adults still going to jail? youngster should be going to jail more often what? am i right?

back to topic. normally, i have a very strong urge to gl my mother. something i'm extremely good at. one on one with my mother? no kick. 4 of my family members on 1? still, no kick. lets take today for example. when my mum was scolding me for nth, all it takes will be just 3 words. 2 english words and one singlish. and that is none other than ,"too bad lor". this is all it takes. don't even need to think, its already a template.

but i controlled myself. so what i wanna say is, why can't mothers practise self control also? anger management and something like that? and i'm sure everything would be fine. if i didn't, my mother would be crying liao sia.

somemore, i'm not at fault and i still can control my temper. haix. no comments. still everytime say that i have bad temper. hahahahahahaha.

enough of ranting. go slp liao. but i doubt i can slp.

i don't blame you for being you,
but you can't blame me for hating it.