yeah! i'm back. well. there's things to be happy about, things to really reflect about, things to feel totally sianned about, things to be shocked about and maybe things to be proud about?. here i go. warning: this post may be boring.

first up. things to really be sianned about. know what? my mp3 went bonkers. reason number 1. the guidebook was so brief that it did not teach me how to set aside some capacity for usage as a removeable disk. my guidebook was so different from kjm's one as according to him. so i anyhow transfered some stupid files from the com in my sch's lab to my mp3. reason number 2. guess what? the sch was so budget. or maybe i'm just suay. my com was slower than the other's com. and it hang at the final moment. if i have the time, i will slowly take my time. switch of the com and then pull out my mp3. but the freaking prob is that the other class is coming in. bo bian. just pulled out my mp3, seh the com and get the hell out of there.

was so sianned at first, but brighten up later. happy go lucky. plus i got a secret weapon. and that's warranty. wahahahahaha. so don't huan loh. just relax. hahahahahaha.

after sch, met up with kjm. then walked all the way with him to my house. wanna check my mp3 and see if its working. while on the way, jm taught me how to use my mp3 the correct way. still, damn the book. got home, checked my mp3. its removeable disk worked normally. but not its mp3 function. its dead. lol. damn it. nvm. got warranty. lol. simply suay. my bro got mp3. same as mine. but his is functioning really properly.

now, things to reflect about. after i got home, walked around my house looking for my mum. there i saw here squatting in the toilet and washing it. all tired and worn out. she came out and asked me to take the laundry in for her. she's too tired to do it alone. and here's an extract of what we talked about while we were taking the laundry in together.

me: how come nv ask younger bro to do the job?
mum: haix, i did asked. but look at him, what is he doing? watching tv. i was looking forward for u to come home. only u will and can help me out. i don't depend on ur siblings. they don't help out. sometimes they don't even react.

a simple conversation, but it has alot of meanings. seriously, that made me reflect. is it because i'm the eldest son of the family that i have the responsibility to help out and face the pressure my parents' gave? or is it because that i'm the most dependable children among us?

is this the root to why my mum will always nag at me? is this the reason why my father treats me abit more unfairly, hoping that i understand the reason behind it? is this the reason why my dad would drag me into the room and have a private talk with me whenever he's going overseas? is this the reason why my mum is always so paranoid about me staying out late?

am i ready for the task? am i matured enough to take on this pressure and share my family's burden? i seriously don't know. they pin high hopes on me. not academically, but in the way i contribute to the family affairs. and one bad point about me. i always don't live up to people's expectations. i seriously don't know if i can do it or not.

things to be happy about? well. its simple. finally met up with josh like after one or two weeks? lol. its good to see another brother. pool session later. not sure whether if i will make it or not. running out of cash. and my mum's sort of hope that i stay home. see how bah.

had dinner together with ky, justin, jm, waikit and josh lor. and played basketball after that. was itching all over to play bball. fun time bah. waikit played one match and left.

so yah. first round. 3 on 2. justin and i vs josh, waikit and jm. ky didn't play. his leg pain. erm. justin and i won the match. sort of found out that i'm off for ytd. didn't really shoot the ball well. relied on justin for some points. but was quite hot defensively. lol. gave josh 3 blocks in the first match as a present.

after that, josh issued a one on one challenge with me. i lost lor. cannot blame. josh is a versatile player. lol. gave josh another block while he was trying to complete a lay up. in return, he gave me one too when i was driving down the lane for a lay up also. nice one lah! a very intensed match i should say. lost 7-6 i think.

played team match again after that. 2 on 2. hmmmmm. played 3 sets. is this 3 sets that made me feel quite proud bah. tried out something new. jm is getting more and more pro and experienced liao. not bad. his trainings do show results.

2 on 2. josh and i vs justin and jm. one sided match? no way. i'm an all star who was not offensively hot ytd. josh was as versatile as usual. justin is playing with more intensity. learnt to use his size to his advantage now. jm leh? he's a rising star. three point pro. can drive decently now. not bad.

first round. josh and i lost. 11-7. erm. in this match, its justin vs me in scoring. going against each other. jm did help justin out. he banged down one three pointer. took josh by surprised. josh helped by assisting me and grabbing rebounds. erm. strategy for first round. usual plan. i remained a ball hogger and tried to take tough shots or drive the lane despite the fact that i know i was cold on the field. missed alot of shots but hit some tough shots too. justin on the other hand gave us a scare by hitting a shot from halfcourt during his first attempt. lol. and he was very hot in the first round. josh and i were at our wits' end trying to stop him.

second round. its where i really feel proud of. lol. josh and i won. 11-6. this time round. i decided to change my tactics. i decided to assist josh. meaning that he will take the scoring load. i'll just find all sorts of ways to give him an open shot. no look pass and behind the back pass were some of the things i did. also. my plan was to take justin and jm by surprise as they will be thinking that i was still planning to hog over the ball. surprised them and confused them up a little. another plan was to wear justin out. he's marking me fulltime i think, so i made him run a little, wasted his energy by making him jump with my fake drive before i skipped the ball to josh for a more easier shot. not bad. my plan worked as plan. justin wasn't that hot in the second round liao.

here comes something that i'm personally feel damn song about. jm lead his side of the team in scoring. josh lead our team in the second round. its good to see ur teammate score. and even better to see ur disciple stepping up to the challenge. lol. second round was josh's and jm's battle. michael kwadon vs kowky bryant. lol. jm knocked down alot of shots with josh guarding him. he even gave josh a block sia. nice one man. should have videoed it down. josh reacted by giving jm a rejection also. wah man. nice. as for me? found the joy in passing the ball and gave jm and justin each a block. lol.

third round. decisive match. each team won 1 game liao. josh and i won. 11-4. reason being, as justin and jm got used to my strategy and focus more on guarding josh. i changed my strategy again. josh and i would split the scoring load. we will assist each other. i surprised them with a lay up first. and on the next possession, i passed the ball to josh for some sort of an open shot. also, we wore justin down. that's the main reason why we dominate the last game. jm tried his best to keep his team in the game. and scored 3 points i think. the other one came from justin. lol.

seriously, justin is playing more intensively now. using his body against me. lol. at one moment. he grabbed a lose ball. used his body to guard the ball by squatting down and i almost analed him. but anal denied. lol. i hit my little brother against his butt. damn. its painful ok? lol.

very fun night of basketball. think that i should pass more and shoot less or have a mix of these two to confuse my opponents. lol.

last part. the surprises. lol. good news and bad news. it depends on how u see it. well, here i go. last year's nba champion miami heat was eliminated from the playoffs in the first round by chicago bulls. woohoohoo. good job chicago bulls, i nv liked heat. =x

another news. western conference's top team, the dallas mavericks is facing a crisis of being eliminated from the first round also by the last seeded golden state warriors. wahahahahaha. if kena eliminated then fun arh. both of last year's nba finalists nv made it pass the first round.

last piece of news. my la lakers is on the brink of elimination also. lost to pheonix 3-1. walao. don't know got hope or not lor. hope kobe bryant can make miracles happen. afterall, he's being named the best player or ultimate scorer in the nba now by fellow nba player, carmelo anthony. an all star player from denver nuggets.

think thats all liao. changing or repairing mp3 later. lol. and damn. my knee hurts now. =(

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