finally went out after rotting at home for 2 days. went to marina square and suntec with ky. watch national treasure with ky. its quite nice man. solving puzzles and finding treasures again.

met up with justin and vanda for dinner at makansutra. after that, went to mph book store to free load while vanda went to buy donuts to eat. lol. wah. gave ky an extra high level task to do. asked him to help me unwrap slam magazine as kobe is on the coverpage. why ky? he's pro at doing this but it ended up with me unwrapping it myself and using them as cover. lol.

meeting them again tml to go bugis and suntec once again. damn it sia. ky and i were walking up and down suntec's popular bookshop today and didn't know they had a sales event at suntec hall 4. power lah. kukus.

anyway, some thoughts here. why is it that human beings can be so close this instance that they share whatever secrets they have and in the next instance hate each other so much that no matter what the other party do, you'll always come up with negative comments? why? is humans' relationships so weak? if no, then why is my group facing this kind of problems all the time? don't worry, nth happened peeps, just my thoughts running wild whenever i'm bored.

i don't dare to say i make a very good friend to ppl outside my group. but to ppl who i'm close with, i'm sincere towards them and i'll always try whatever i can do to help them. its true that i screw up at times, but its unintentional. sometimes, i just don't have the power to change everyone's thinking to save this person. well, that was a long time ago. i can't save 2, proves how inefficient i was.

but still, why do ppl that we trust and deem as close friends turn their backs on us? is it us or them? we nv had any intentions of turning our backs on them. well, maybe once. other than that single time, i swear we nv did it again. sincere sorry to the victim for our only attempt, my dear brother, dk. and even then, we had a reason to do so. one that i can't say here.

however, after that attempt, we nv thought of doing it anymore and treasure all our close friends. we even patch back the brotherhood with dk. but still, things don't go the way we thought it would. from all these incidents, i don't have any enthusiasm to meet new ppl and make new friends. ppl always ask me why am i so anti social and only sticks to my brothers? its because i don't trust human beings anymore. this is the disadvantage of being a fast learner. after a few incidents among close friends, i've learnt not to trust anyone easily. i've become pessimistic and thinks that everyone is faking a front during the first meeting and is faking even when we know them for a long time. i'm not implying that my current brothers are faking fronts, i trust this group of brothers totally.

so bottomline, are we so easy to hate? i don't know. maybe someone out there knows. maybe jesus knows. maybe guan yin ma knows. who knows.

photos from here onwards.

national treasure 2 promotion poster.

in the lift.

at first i think it looks bad as i look like an ah beng. but after looking at it for a long time, doesn't really look like one arh. look more like small boy. lol.

another view.

hello mendoza carabiner, meet your new friend, the black carabiner.

its running late. gonna slp now.

your vows of silence fall all over
the look in your eyes makes me crazy
i feel the darkness break upon her
i'll take you over if you let me.