human beings' neural network is sure a master piece. whoever made it is sure a genius. but who is the genius that made it? jesus christ? jade emperor or someone/ something else? u huan loh. today's main topic is not on who created human brain.

human brain generates an entity call thoughts. everyone knows that. but thats not just it. see. a thought generated by brain a can be positive and of no harm, but brain b has the ability to twist the positive thought into a negative and degrading thought. get it? its a complicated matter. something like i'm not a mugger but brothers kept on saying that i'm one because i'm chionging projects which are going to be dued. miss the deadline by 1 day and i got 10% deduction. 20% deduction for second day and no marks for 3rd day. thats y i'm so chiong. the neural network is just so pro.

today, after reviewing a certain matter with some brothers. i, jeremy lim, normally the mediator of the group had decided to come out and make a stand. what can i say? having the mediator coming out and state his stand is surely a critical situation ain't it? but what can i do other than just saying, "too bad lah!"

i am not going to start the ball rolling with something like "to whom it may concern" or an attention grapper like "oh. you all make fun of me for everything?" neither am i going to say that i have the rights to comment on u. its just a thought. a positive thought now in hopes to patch things up. not a negative thought that may be your end result.

i should say i'm disappointed man. utterly. u may say that u are utterly disappointed in us too. then all i can say is, "too bad lah!" once again. u may not treat us like a brother. we may just be some normal friends of urs. but look to the right column that states "be my escape". ur honourable name is engraved in the brothers section. a group of ppl that i treat way better than normal friends.

yeah. and this group of friends had a number one unstoppable talent. good or bad shall depends on ur interpretation again. something to do with the neural network thingy i stated above. and its none other than being guai lan.

we gl ppl without second thought. like come on, whats the point of fooling around when u need to think of the consequences? somemore, whatever we mean when we gl each other, we nv meant it. if u don't know about it. so if u are so sensitive to take whatever we said to heart. say it out! tell us, we won't gl u. don't happily laugh it off and go home to pour ur sorrows in ur blog. we aren't professor x. u can't read ur thoughts. u horny or what. we also don't know. understood?

life sure is a learning journey. in my 17 years of life. this journey have brought me valuable knowledge. what u don't understand is this. we treat all of our brothers the right way it should be. we treated each other more than just true friends. let me ask u this, in a world so fucked up and u are so stressed up, will there be a group of ppl that allows u to do whatever u want? to shoot anything off ur mouth and don't mind it? no way! its true friends that let u do that and still don't mind it. u get it? if u don't, there's no point continue reading.

u said we treated u like a kid. ok! for the bbq outing, we let u settle everything. it goes well other than the booking of pits. its a great job. we are pleased. we may appear to still blame u but thats for fun. afterall, outing is all about fun. lets take last monday for example. we failed an important mission and i was blamed. i don't really mind it. all that matter was the fun. we relaxed and stopped thinking about all the stress for the moment. this is what true friends are, we let u be u.

we allow u to act as urself but sometimes ended up calling u a kid. they called me brainless at times when i'm myself in front of them. seriously, u being urself in front of me, i don't mind and will nv. when we were fooling in vivo, u were studying. when we were chatting, you were doing other things, when we were seriously training, u were playing. all of these, doesn't matter much to me. but don't ever go around shooting shit off ur mouth when things aren't true!

we nv said that muscles was an indication of maturity. maturity comes in terms of thinking and flexibility to us. why are we training? u think we are so damn fucking free? pay $2.50 just for fun? no way. we have dreams and we are working towards it. jm wants to go airborne course, ky wants to be a good dragonboater, justin wanna burn some fats and me wanting to be a great shooting guard. u think all these comes in a blink of an eye? u think tonight i said i wanna to good bballer, tml i can be one? no! u work for it. we work towards it. we are driven by our dreams! u wanna open an orphanage or what. then u work for it. don't say it and waste ur life away.

you know i kinda felt insulted when i saw that statement. u just insulted my dream. a thing i'm working for with a statement so senseless. muscles equal maturity. so are u implying that members of singapore body building team are very matured?

violence is not and will never be a way of life. yeah, i agree. but u think that we are all ppl who resorts to violence! if thats the case. rudy would have died. so is imran. and i would be beating the hell out of u now instead of typing all these. and let me tell u this. u have just insulted us again. cause we used our brain all the time when problems occurred. be it in ncc or in life. we nv once solved the problem with violence even when we really feel like beating the opposition up.

seriously, we all thought that our differences were cleared after so long apart. that u have learnt to accept us and we are getting along well. we all felt that way. but just look at what u've done? maybe its our fault too. sorry if we don't know u can't take our bulllying and joking around.

hope that we can stop preaching on this subject and let everything go back to normal. peace out.