blogging again. reason? boredom is driving me crazy. anyway. slacked full time today, but will be doing some work tml. in this post, there will be updates, some thoughts and photos. erm. uploaded one super duper unglam photo of myself. y? for the fun of it. lol. it was taken by my sis. tolong arh, pls don't kope that photo. super unglam. lol!

updates. met up with ky and justin today. didn't walked around tp for the ccn day just to meet up with them. lol. met up, had lunch and dinner together, talked cock, update on each other, walk around in tm, free loaded at times again, sent them to mrt station and waited for jm with them. as usual, he's late. seriously no comments. and so, they are on their way to pulau aur now. or maybe they've reached? can't be bah. they said that they will only reach there by 4am tml and they will sms when they reach.

the ophir weeks kind of feeling sure is back. all alone in singapore while brothers are having fun. this is when you are at ur wit's end as ur only source u easing ur boredom is gone. that aside, i've been thinking, sometimes i wonder, what is right and what is wrong?

ppl always say that we only have one life and thus we need to live it to the fullest. learn all u can, enjoy while u can, achieve while u are still young. i'm trying my best to achieve that, but sometimes, i have a great burden on me that make me hesitate. being the eldest son in the family. its an invisible burden in me that no one else can see, i may appear unaffected by it, but actually, i'm always thinking if my actions would cause any trouble for my family or not.

take diving for example. they can make up their mind so easily, they can get their money by any ways they want, i can do it too if i want to. but, how will the family make it through the month if i took $500 away? what if something happened at home while i'm away? i wasn't there when my father was in hospital. i'm always thinking whether my actions will have any adverse effect on my family or not.

so sometimes when i'm bored, my thoughts run wild. is trying to learn more and achieve more correct or wrong? is holding back on my actions to spare a thought for my family members correct or wrong? is messing up my chance to achieve what i want just to spare a thought for others correct or wrong? or is not giving a damn about anything else other than achieving what i want the right thing to do? i seriously don't know. sometimes, i seriously feel like letting go of everything thats holding me back and go ahead in achieving my goals but there's always something in me thats holding my back, after all my family ain't rich. if i enjoy, my family will have a hard time, thats all i know.

enough of rantings, photos from the car show up next.

erm. one of the cars produced by alfa romeo i think.

eh. i don't know what this car is.

this is my ride. the mitsubishi evo 10. =x

another view.

nissan 350z.

lamborghini gallardo. this green one looks damn ugly lor.

hahahahaha. jm and his ride.

forgot the model again.

black lamborghini michelago.

don't know the car model.

"erm, what did you said? taku-what? oh takumi fujiwara ar! he's nth."

3rd march babies.

jm with his other ride.

lotus elise. style.

wah! police also got wrx arh?

music is our lifes and we can prove it.

one of the car pimped for competition.

our usm.

this one then power, lky and his subaru impreza wrx sti. the police one is nth.

close up view.

another one ready for competition.

hummer h3.

we sure know how to enjoy life.

"yo, whazzup dude!"

another of ky's battle gear.

jm's latest ride.

ky and his 4th car.

hahahahahahaha. this photo. no comments lah! my mum was so sianned during the holidays that she came to play with my long hair. decided to tie it up and asked my sis to take a pic of it. damn unglam. was so stupid to let them fool around with my hair. but nvm lah i think, all in the name of fun. but pls arh, don't kope. =x

bb!