well. today is 4th march. one day after ky's and jm's bday. 2 more days to jun jie's bday and 5 more days to mine. sweet. the 4 of us having bdays with such a nice sequence. 3, 6 and 9. lol. its really fate that allows the 4 of us to know each other and best, become brothers.

seriously haven't been hanging out with brothers for a long time liao. had some sort of gathering last friday. they went to eat sakura buffet, but i had no money so did not went for it. but after their buffet, they called me down to hang out with them. well. i rushed down but josh left. so missed out crapping with him. haix. don't know when we will meet again and have fun. thinking back on those good old days really makes me feel sad. but what can we do? time surely don't stop for human beings. we can only look forward, the past can only be memories. haix.

eventhough i said that but i just can't accept it yet. damn it. we all thought that after o's, we will have fun together. but our busy schedule kept us from meeting up. we were either busy with our work or busy with the new jc sch term. and after we met up, i realised how drifted apart we were. i can feel the gap in between us. we used to talk non stop to each other when we were in a group. but now, we need to think so darn hard to start a conversation.

ever since sec 3, our batch from dunman ncc land became so bonded. thanks to the challenges we constantly faced. eventhough we were in different classes, we always meet up during recess and after sch to slack together. sharing secrets, fooling around, talking about lame jokes, pranking and suaning the hell out of each other and most importantly, laughing and enduring the hard times together. damn it. i really miss the good old days man, but this is growing up. people walk in and out of our lifes and i really regretted for not treasuring the time we had together.

now, posting is coming out soon, new sch term is starting soon. new sch, new routine, new environment, new friends, new set of books, new targets in life, etc. but will i ever find brothers that were as crappy, as fun loving and as great as the brothers i knew in dunman sec? thinking about the new faces i am gonna see and the freaking lost feeling i will feel, i seriously miss my brothers man. damn it. i never liked dunman sec in anyway but its this god damn freaking sch that gave me this great group of brothers. they were the few ppl out of 300 plus students from my batch that had the same interests and talent with me. haix. somethings can nv be replaced no matter how hard u search. and brothers, if u all are reading this. don't ever forget me in ur lifetime cause i'll never forget u all. haix. need help, just find me. for my brothers, i will try my very best.

side track abit, josh finally got a new blog up again. it will be fun reading his post. like his post all the time. but too bad. this time round, no more gl-ing and suaning of ppl in his blog. i came up with 2 reasons. 1st, gl-ing ppl really spoils the friendship if they can't take it. 2nd, where do u find an usm who is so spontaneous and so nice to gl. lol. so remember to read josh's blog ppl. lol. talented ok?

anyway, like i mentioned, ytd was ky's and jm's bday. went to meet them after they both had solo lunch at fish and co. went to east point to play pool with them. its the first time i'm playing pool. so was a noob shit. anyway, while playing. we crapped with each other. then they were suppose to do something, that is to check their birth timing and see who is the older one among the 2 of them. but according to ky, he was born at 7 am in the morning, so there is only a 30% chance for jm to be older than ky. lol.

halfway through playing, kelly met up with us. followed by vanda. after 4 hours of pool and while we were playing arcade, annabelle met up with us. lol. after that, jm left and the rest went to eat long john for dinner.

kelly and vanda planned to study for the upcoming common test, so the rest decided to help them out. ky and i were of no help lah, we practically forgot every single shit but annabelle was pro. she taught kelly mole concept. lol. that freaking chapter is damn hard ok? ky and i always catch no bird and heck that kind of questions during exams. lol. jm met up with us again halfway through the study session. while the 3 girls were studying, the 3 boys were crapping full time. jm was our target ytd. ky and i laughed til we had cramps. lol. seriously, we were of no help other than disturbance to the girls.

studied til 10 plus i think then went home. as usual, sent kelly home first. and as for today. need to stay home and be guai kia. lol. think thats all liao bah. haix. new sch term must pia liao. whether i'm ready or not. must see how liao cause its a great jump for me. from a slacker to a chiongster.

lastly, before i go. i'm blasting punk rock with my com and had one hell of scolding from my bossy sis, but i kept quiet. cause quarrelling with an unreasonable human being like her will only waste my time and energy. but! damn u lah. u always blast ur music that only freaks appreciates. and now u are scolding me for doing it? where's ur brain man. 2 years older doesn't mean anything. cause in terms of strength, size and loudness. i'll win. i keep quiet all the time doesn't mean i'm afraid of u. when i reach my limit of tolerance for ppl with the likes of u, no mercy. but til then, peace. for mum and not for u.

khai yew
jun ming
jeremy
jun jie
joshua
justin
dong kai
zheng hong
liang hao
elvis
jun liang
wai kit
ruicheng
kang soon
brothers for life.