ok. woke up this morning at 7. i felt weird. i sensed that something wasn't right. everything is as usual but i sensed an unusual presence. a disturbance. a disturbance in the force. this presence bugged me. my initial anxiety was soon overwhelmed by it and before long, i was engulfed with a feeling of uncertainty. this disturbance caused me to lose my usual focus. it's hard to concentrate.

as i took the bus to the interchange, the disturbance gets only stronger, nv subsiding. it suffocates me. i felt an intense pressure inside my chest. i need to release this unknown feelings. as i alighted the bus and walked towards my usual meeting place with shamir, i saw it. the disturbance in the force. the source of it. the root to my sufferings.

the source was a big black piece of moving shit. yeah. air cadets adore him, they worship the very ground he walked. whereas to land cadets, the very sight of him irritates them and his presence instantly spoils their day. to air cadets, his voice is equilibrium to smoothing music but to land cadets, his voice can only wake the dead. this source tried to tear dunman ncc land down, but in vain. he pushed dunman ncc air to new heights. a good leader to teachers. a dog to land cadets. who he is, i do not need to mention. land cadets know it for themselves. =)

well, today was my payday. so i met up with jun jie and shamir. on my way to take the bus. i saw josh. he dyed his hair. seriously, he looked very shuai leh. not bad. if he continues like this, alot of girls will be crazy over him. hahahahaha. went to our office to get our pay cheques. they took the whole morning to calculate our pay and sign the cheques. to my surprise, my initial gauge of $440 was wrong. i earned around $500 instead. not bad. worked 8 days and i earned around $500. so after that, we went to ocbc bank to cash out our cheques. woohoo. the feeling was great. its my first payday. its great to have so much money in ur wallet. wahahahahaha. all my hardwork paid off.

ate lunch and returned home. upon returning, i returned my bro the $150 i owed him. so i am left with $350. its still enough for me to buy my bass. wahahahahaha. finally, after so long. i finally earned enough money to own a bass. its hard, but its worth the while. now, all i had to do is to find the time and learn. one step further. but before that, i need to earn more money. to buy clothes and prepared for a new year with new challenges ahead.

anyway, my mum brought me to the posb bank to open a new personal account. yah, i nv had a personal account. all i had was a joint account with my mum. its good to have an atm card, but i must not abuse this privillege. i must have some money management. anyway, its good to be like an adult.

after that, went home to slack awhile before meeting ky and dk. they went to orchard to slack in the morning but i can't tag along. so ended up meeting them in tampines. it's been long. yah, it's been a long time since i met up with them. had a chance to meet up with dk. his clt course pop. but i can't make it. i had to work the next day and on that day, i was too tired. so sorry my bro for missing out on your passing out parade.

talked with them, to keep ourselves updated on each other's life. then walked around to look for clothings. saw some damn cool ones. reasonable price too. well, but i don't think i have alot of money. what can $350 do? lol.

think that's all bah. bye peeps

i do things my own way,
so keep your comments to yourself.
i do everything for a reason,
if you don't know the reason,
i will appreciate it if you shut up
and stop talking like you know the right way.
because you are just a teenager like i am.