finally! finally i have a job! lol. its good to start work man. its way better to do something constructive during this holiday than rotting at home. lol. anyway. must thanks my brothers, jun jie and justin for this lobang. lol.

working is fun. its the first time in so many years that i do something with so much enthusiasm. lol. why? i find that through working. i can see how ugly this world is. to better improve my understanding of this term call reality. to meet all sorts of ppl. ppl from all walks of life. to broaden my knowledge about the ways of life, the street smart style. yah. to me, i always think that being streets smart is way better than being book smart. seriously think about it. what good does it have when u know everything under the sun but you are not flexible and can't utilise whatever shit that u had learnt? its equal to nothing yah? years of hardwork trying to absorb as much knowledge as you can going down the drain.

hmmm. ok. what did i work as? everyone of u must be dying to know yah? lol. i went to distribute catalogues. yah. putting books of catalogues in my backpack and carrying them around to distribute them to offices. door to door. lol. after distributing to the offices. i will need their company stamp to verify that i had distributed the catalogues. one company stamp will earn me 50 cents. lol. this job depends on ur speed and luck. hahahahaha. actually. luck is the deciding factor for how much you earn a day. hahahahaha.

while working. i get to walk around. run around. its the kind of work that i like. no need to be working in a room. so boring. and while running around to distribute the catalogues. i can get to see the different kind of ppl with my own eyes. ppl as in employees or employers working in the offices. lol.

hmmmm. not bad. i am enjoying my work. i earned slightly over $50 today. $53.50 to be exact. lol. we need a partner to work with. gwee was my partner. we distributed a total of 215 catalogues today. i distributed 107 while gwee had 108. hahahahaha.not bad. but tml, i will be working solo. hahahahaha. working on my own. not bad. have a chance to enjoy spending time on my own.

seriously. the work ain't very tiring at all. i wonder why jing han will complain that it is very tiring. hahahahaha. 30 catalogues in ur bag is not very tiring at all. maybe its due to all the ncc trainings i had at these years. seriously. i am not targeting anyone here. if you wanna work, don't complain. if work is not tiring, it ain't work anyone. furthermore, you are just an employee. its already very good that u are employed. many others will want the chance to work also. life is like this. to gain something, u must lose something in exchange. for the money, u lose your energy. this is the reality. that is how money is being earned. it is a trade. no pain, no gain. if all the time, u wanna get on with life smoothly without any challenges. what the hell are u living ur life for? u have only one life. live it to the fullest, learn all u can, do whatever u can. don't live with regrets. don't regret for not doing this or that when u are old and gray. if u wanna get on with life so easily. u might as well give it up. to those ppl lying in the hospital and being tormented by terminal diseases. they will seriously appreciate the chance u bestow upon them, and lead a more fulfilling life than u. =)

yah. i agree. i'm not in the position to talk all these crap. because i used to be one such person. happy go lucky. just wanna slack. don't wanna work. but now, i changed. i wanna do stuff and enjoy my life working and learning. learning not as in studying. to me, studying still sucks to the core. i wanna be moulded into a leader. who is able to lead ppl. lead ppl in the correct way and not negatively. i may make mistakes. but i will learn from them.

lol. ok lah. thats all. bb ppl. work tml.

say it ain't so, i will not go
turn the lights off, carry me home.
keep your head still, i'll be your thrill,
the night will go on, my little windmill.