haix. there goes my bus shield. 1 hour before the captain ball tournaments, i sprained my ankle. so i'm limping now. fuck. i won't be playing in tml's bball match.

my team got second for captain ball and i got the trophy as well when i did nth other than cheering. it kinda sucks to see ur team losing and u can't do anything to help when u obviously know that u might be the missing piece in helping them win.

for 2 years straight, i've missed bus shield. first year, no one to form team with. second year, finally formed a team with great players who i think i will have fun with, i sprained my ankle. to make things even worse, i was so excited about bus shield because ruicheng's playing also. get a chance to face off against him in like 2 years.

so my last chance lies in year 3. i swear i'm gonna fucking train hard so that when year 3 comes, i'm gonna play like there's no tml. 3 years of thirst channelled into 1 last try. pls don't let anything happen to me man.

what worries me most now is that i'm afraid that i won't be as fast and can't jump as high as i used to after i've recovered. this was what happened to me after my toe injury. i had to train hard to get my jumping ability back.

here's an irony. on tuesday, i accompany my mum to a temple in simpang bedok. afterall i'm there, might as well pray also.

i prayed for alot of stuff and alot of ppl. for family, for brothers, for close friends and myself. what i wanted was for my bball team to get 1st for bus shield. lol. now i'm in this condition, maybe buddha's telling me that if i'm out of action, the team will really get first.

wah fuck man. totally can't accept what happened. am still in accepting phase. fuck. think thats all lah. no intensive bball until i've completely healed.

oh yah. thanks to my mum for accompanying me to the doc and sitting outside the clinic for an hour with me. =)